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I might have to go on meds that could make me gain serious weight. my psychiatrist said he's seen people gain 70 pounds on it. I'm fucking terrified
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for anas in school..
do you ever just look at certain students and just think, "wow thinspo" JFJDJD i get so guilty when i do it.. but this one girl in my french class is literally so skinny and has the greatest thigh gap.. i wish i had her body
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Me: *eats a salad and drinks green tea after a 13hr fast*
My body:
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Tumblr really likes to punish those of us who have eating disorders huh? People have whole blogs dedicated to glorifying depression, suicide, drugs, self harm ect and Tumblr doesn't bat an eye but god forbid we create a community that helps us cope!
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I feel like if I found a good, not so painful way of killing myself, that has a 100% possibly to succeed I would have done it immediately. I really want to do it, but I'm scared of dealing with the consequences if I survive
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I want to be this thin so that when i finally meet Nev we can be all cute and cuddly looking like this
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He’ll love me more✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
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I just woke up from being blackout drunk on vodka and Hawaiian Punch so like. Seeing you talk about vodka made me physically gag. I can never drink vodka again, it’s not in the same class as Malibu rum. God has forsaken me. What have I become.
I’m the same way with fireball like it used to be my go-to but I got too turnt once and now if I smell it I will physically gag
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So I learnt the hard way that the mobile app now utterly butchers photo uploads
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“before I say anything else, I think I should mention that I’m very sorry to the fans. I still feel guilty about it. to be honest, I thought, can I really laugh and joke around here? this crossed my mind quite often. I just don’t want to let you down” something he should never do but we know exactly why he’s apologizing. He doesn’t have to apologize for having a normal life, dating, having tattoos. he can do whatever he wants with his life! let idol have their own life! look how your unnecessary comments made him feel. jeongguk deserves the world but the world doesn’t deserve him.
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