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Ma, Pa,

Thank you very much for the love and support through the years, i just want to say that after all these years im so thankful that you haven't given up on us and never abandon us. Eventhough you and our father went through hardtimes you still both do your best to provide our needs, we're so thankful that you didn't raised us being spoiled and knowing what we can have and take. I know that taking care of the four of us is hard but me and kuya is trying our best to help you both financialy and in home, we will do our best to achieve our dreams and finish our studies. We may not express our love to you personally but we always love you both in our hearts.

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Goals

I don't really know what are my goals to achieve in the near future, i have one but it's a pretty simple goal, i want to live a comfortable life with my own house and financially stable. Maybe there is something i can put on my goals for the future like meeting my stanned kpop girl group TWICE and meet the one for me. Arts and design had been stuck on my mind since last week, from wanting to be a chef to considering to be an artist what a strange dream of mine. Dreamin' so high will make it extremely hard for me just havung a simple dream and life is enough for me by living in peace and quite and repaying the support and love of my parents can make my life complete. I just hope that in the future my parents will live a happy life and my siblings to finish their studies and achieve their dreams. Nothing much, my thoughts of the future is so messed up i can't even make a decision what i want to work on.

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Ben&Ben

Ang bandang Ben&Ben ay isa sa mga paborito kong banda. Sila ay sumikat sa kanta nilang "kathang isip" pumatok ito sa mga kabataan at maraming mag aaral. At sa mga sumunod na taon sila ay patuloy na sumikat dahil sa kanilang pag kanta at pagtugtog, bawat liriko ng kanilang kanta ay sadyang madadama at mararamdaman mo, habang sila ay sumisikat hindi nila tinigilan ang pag pursigi sa kanilang pangarap at gumawa nang gumawa sila ng mga kanta na sadyang papatok sa mga kabataan. Para naman sa akin sila ay talagang kakahangaan ng madami, madami silang nahakot na kanilang mga taga hanga sa kagalingan nila sa pagkanta at isa nako sa kanilang mga nahakot na taga hanga, one of my favorite song na kanila is the song titled "Leaves", sinasabi nito sa kanyang liriko na "all will be alright in time" o magiging ayos ang lahat sa tamang panahon, mag hintay lamang tayo at mag tiwala sa kaitaasan siya ang bahala sa atin at sa ating kinabukasan. Mas lalo ko silang nakilala dahil din sa TWICE, kasunod ng kanta ng Four Of Spades ay pinatugtog nila ang kanta ng ben&ben na "Leaves" at isa sa aking mga paborito. Hindi ako tumigil sa paghanga sila at sino nga ba ang mag aakala na doon ko sila makikilala parehas.

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IV of Spades

Noon sila ay band of 4 members na sina Blaster Silonga, Zild Benitez, Badjao De Castro at si Unique Salonga.Pero ang lead vocalist na si Unique Salonga decided na umalis sa grupo. Unique left the group para sa kanyang solo career maraming nalungkot sa biglaang pag alis nya sa grupo pero nirespeto nila ang desisyon ni Unique para maging soloist. Ngsyong 3 nalang sila sa grupo nakakagawa parin sila ng mga kanta na nakakapag pa akit ng madami. Sobrang meaningful ng kanta nila na sa bawat liriko ng kanta ay makaka relate ka, Like their song na Come Inside Of my Heart, ang kanta nila na ito ang mas lalong nag pakilala sa kanila reaching overseas listeners kasama na ang miyembro ng isang kpop girl group member na nag ngangalang TWICE Hirai Momo at Minatozaki Sana, isa akong fan ng girlgroup na ito at fan din ako ng IVOS kaya naging sobrang saya ko noong napanood at napakinggan ko na isa ito sa kanta ng ivos. Bilib na bilib ako sa talento nila sa pag kanta, lagi ko silang hahangaan dahil sa kanilang pag kanta na makakapag ligtas sayo paalis sa reyalidad ng mundo.

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Parokya ni Edgar

Ang Parokya ni Edgar ay isang banda sa Pilipinas na nabuo noong 1993. Ang banda ay kilala sa mga orihinal nitong rock novelty na kanta at madalas na satirical na mga pabalat ng mga sikat na kanta kapwa banyaga at lokal. Ang banda ay sanay tumugtog sa iba’t ibang genre ng musika. Parokya ni Edgar has been refer to by local media outlets and many award-giving bodies as “Pambansang Banda ng Pilipinas” (The National Band of the Philippines). Sa kabila ng pagkakaroon ng “Edgar” sa pangalan ng banda, wala sa mga miyembro ang pinangalanang Edgar. Orihinal na pinangalanang Comic Relief, ang mga unang miyembro ng banda ay isang grupo ng mga high school student kasama ang mga gitaristang sina Mikko Yap at Gab Chee Kee, na pawang nagmula sa Ateneo de Manila University. Regular sila sa mga sesyon ng jam pagkatapos ng paaralan, bago magtanghal ng opening number para sa isang Eraserheads concert. Ito ang nagsilbing break nila sa music industry at nag-udyok sa kanila na magdagdag ng drummer at bassist – ang Ateneo schoolmate na si Dindin Moreno at ang childhood friend ni Miranda na si Buwi Meneses, ayon sa pagkakabanggit. Sa parehong oras pinalitan nila ang pangalan ng banda sa Parokya ni Edgar.[1] Pagkatapos ng high school, umalis sina Mikko at Jeric sa banda para ituloy ang ibang interes. Hindi nagtagal, inimbitahan ng mga natitirang miyembro ng banda si Darius Semaña, ang dating kasamahan ni Meneses, upang gumanap sa papel ng lead guitar.

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Silent Sanctuary

Ang Silent Sanctuary ay nabuo noong 2001 kasama ang tatlong founding member na sina Norman Dellosa (ang vocalist at gitarista), Paolo Legaspi (bass guitarist at backing vocals), at Allen Calixto (drummer). Habang lumalaki sila bilang isang banda, sinimulan nilang paghaluin ang kanilang musika sa mga klasikal na instrumento upang makagawa ng kakaibang tunog, idinagdag ang kanilang pang-apat na miyembro, si Anjo Inacay (isang cellist) sa kanilang banda. Noong 2002 sila ay hiniling na mag-guest sa isang palabas sa TV kung saan ang isang lalaki na tinatawag na Jett Ramirez ay hiniling na gumawa ng mga string arrangement para sa banda. Pagkatapos noon ay hiniling na sumali sa banda sina Jett at Chino David (parehong violinist). Noong Pebrero 2004, naglabas sila ng isang independiyenteng ginawang full-length na album sa Millennia Bar and Cafe sa Kamuning na pinamagatang “Ellipsis of the Mind.”

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New years eve

It's better than christmas, i think just because i met a girl that would bring happiness to my new years eve. At 10am there was a show at our brgy sports plaza some group of friends decided to let the kids play, they played different games like hampas palayok, sambit itlog, and many other games. It was so fun that i forgot what time it is, and then we got home because it's over and to get ready for new year. Our auntie invited us at their house to eat samgyup before new year countdown, We had fun talking about our life experiences and other things. My memory of this day is a treasure for me and i will always remember it.

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Christmas

I never thought that christmas would be like a normal day for me. I never had the happiness when it's christmas when i was a child  like a lot has changed and been affected by the pandemic. During the christmas eve at 12am everyone was so quite the christmas spirit is gone, i wish that my little brothers will someday experience a happy christmas, not like we had now. Yes we had a lot of delicious food but the joy and smile to our families faces is gone when celebrating christmas it was just so sas for me. I hope 2022's christmas will change eventhough just a little change, just a little happiness is enough for me or seeing my family happy when it's christmas is enough.

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December

Going into the last month of the year and the year that excutes me the most december. Things were going pretty good for me i cleaned my room before christmas so that i don't have anything to do when school is over. Our school let us celebrate our christmas party via google meet but i forgot to attend. I also mastered the edit style that i was learning for months in this month so i kinda made like 5 edits that month. In our barangay our captain decided to put a lot of christmas decors at the balete baywalk its like the lights of taal but mini version ^-^, It was beautiful i go there with my friends at night when i finished doing my work. Everyday my friend and i will hang out and discover things we did bot much but it made our month happy.

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November

The month of our mid term examination. While takijg the test i was really nervous i worried that i wouldn't be able to answer some questions because i didn't understand some of it while we ehere in class, But luckily i have friends who helped me with the questions i did not know, for me ut was a really big help, i thought that i was going to fall behind and not be an honor student, But because of my friends who helped me i got in, I was always thankfull for them. Moving on to the next topic, It was really cold during the late of november on the morning it was like a rainy weather but it's not. I never thought that it would be so cold during november, it wasn't like this last year.

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October

By this month everyone that i know who's good at games is playing the game called axie, even my brother and cousins are playing it, i was like "what's on with this game? why does so many people play it?" And then my brother introduced me to it, and he said "Boy try mo mag axie, play to earn sya, gusto mo ba? bigay ko sayo acc ko" I ignored him at first because i dont have interest on money that time and don't know where to use the money when i got it. But a few days later i played it, i laughed at myself ignoring it at first. Learning it is a challenge for me bacause im don't have experience to card games and it's all about strategy and high iq plays. My brother scolded me for not learming it after a month, so i taught a week straight so i can maximize the usage of my axie's and what is it capable of doing. It lifted my mind from pressure when i learned it. Also in this month i achieved leaderboards in a game for the first time who could have taught i can do it.

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September

The start of ber months, its only september but social media already feels like christmas. So many people brought back the meme they once made before of Jose Marie Chan's song, there so many different version all of them made me laugh. And on tiktok some korean tiktokers posted a video of snowing, i was so jelous at the same time not, why? i hate cold weather it makes me feel i will only sleep all day and not do anything. Also binilhan kami ni papa ng bike so we can go outside and not be lying down or sitting all day using our phones. A really big change when we got our bike's i can control my time now and my eyes can rest for a while.

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August

I stopped editing this month because i had no motivation to edit, for a whole month i didn't make a single edit, i dont know why but it vented away some things on my mind that was so heavy i couldn't think of what am i going to do after this i still didn't edit i waited for next month to have a fresh start. I started playing games again it's like my replacement for not editing, the game i'm playing still did not change after not playing eat for a year still had toxic people who think they are superior to the game do not be like them maybe the one you're speaking badwords at is just starting to play the game like he/she still had no idea what does this do and that.

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July

July is the month when i was born. I did not know why i was not excited that my birthday is coming, maybe because i thought that being older is harder and you will have a high chance of feeling depression. But, i did not think of that anymore as my birthday comes near, i ket my minf think that "It's my birthday it's going to be so happy because mok is going to cook for me". Mom did cook for me on my birthday and my cousins and aunties came to our house i think that it was so happy for them but for me it was so happy. We also graduated this month(I grew my hair again this time). Mom told me to get a haircut because of the pictorial for honored students but i argued with her and said "picture lang naman po ang gagawin don at sasabitan wala nanaman pong ibang gagawin" so then my mom got angry and we didn't attend it. It was so childish of me not obeying my mom and being self centered worrying only about my self.

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June

The 7th month of the year where my 2 friends will celebrate their bday. Nothing so special again this month before having a long hair i had my first haircut for like 4 months not having it, felt so good because having a long hair is a hussle, when it's afternoon i feel like im in hell because of the heat but i decided to cut it, was still feeling a lot of heat but it's better than before. I also tried vfx editing this month (at first i thought that it would take me years to learn but hey! i  am good at it with just few months learning it) it was so difficult adjusting the cc's and timing of the shakes and blurs, but that didn't stop me from wanting to learn it, just kidding i stopped learning it, It put too much oressure to me that it worsen my difficult on sleeping. I learned different style than vfx, one that is more easier.

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May

As the pandemic was still happening i was so bored that i didn't realize it was the month of May, nothing much i did this month everyday was a normal day i watched anime all day to spend my time i know that i am wasting my time while i am young but what else am i going to do it was lockdown. At this time i developed extreme overthinking that is still going in my mind, I never knew what caused me this but i don't like it, i developed insomnia and other things that would make my mind not think stable. But i found a way to make my mind better so my confidence will be back and okay.

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April

I joined my first editing unit this month, at first i was so shy because all of them is so close to each other i felt like i was an outcast, but not, all of them are so kind to me they would teach me different effects on editing that i couldn't do and i didn't know. While they are speaking to me they speak to me as if i am their friend and not a stranger, i can see the trust that they put to each other inside the unit they were like family to me as time pasts by they were like brothers and sisters to me, we also gained so much experience helping each other to the point that we are all good at editing. The one that manages us also opens up difderent opportunities for us my friends accepted it but i didn't i don't want to feel pressured at the time.