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to be one with the stars✨❤️‍🩹

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The positive affirmation I always tell myself: "If you weren't capable, the opportunity would have never come you're way. You belong."

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it is what it is.

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and if i die tonight, tell them i fought for life.

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oh how it feels to be loved and to be in love.

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Towards greater things.

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The wound has been healed on the surface. But deep down, it still bleeds.

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2:05am thoughts.

Yes, funny how i felt like everything happened just yesterday. Anxiety did this. Anxiety made me feel this way again. The unwelcomed feelings; the pain that i already left in the past. Well, I guess I'll just write it down here again to ease the pain.

Self, always remember that you're worthy and loved. Whatever happened before, are just challenges and a proof how strong and brave you are, indeed. Maybe yes, you promised yourself before that you'll never go back to whatever broke you. But here you are again. Perpaps its love that brought you here again. Its the love that binds you again, together. And I believe that love is synonymous with pain. You'll get hurt when you love.

Just keep in mind to love yourself again, fall inlove with yourself again. No one will love you more than yourself. It's the greatest love that you'll ever have here on earth, alongside with God's love. Always choose yourself everyday, no one will choose you anyway but yourself.

It's okay to cry, it's okay to not be okay because that is what will make you better and whole again. You've been broke but you'll be fixed, time will heal. Healing is a process and not a one time snap. It takes time, but you'll definitely grow. Just DON'T hold back on the pain from past, leave it to where it belong. Get yourself out of the box.

Cheer up, precious! You did great! Its hard to cope up but you're definitely doing great! You DID great! You've overcome it before; and you will, again. You'll get through it. I love you, and i'm rooting for you! Mahiwaga ka✨

2:19 am.

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Nais kong maging kaisa ng mga tala, at ng kalawakan.

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clouded mind🌫

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Isang tula na naman ang nalikha mula sa isang magulong isipan.

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Ito'y para sa mga naniniwala, at nagtitiwala.

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From Hiraya Manawari, to Padayon!

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KITA KITA.

mata;

ang lugar kung san ako ay naligaw

at syang landas na nagdala sa akin patungo sa iyo.

mata, na ang ingles ay letrang sumisimbulo rin sa salitang ako "ako"...

na tanging ang nakikita lamang ay ikaw.

mahal;

ang syang nagdepina sa iyong halaga...

sobra-sobra.

at tila ang bawat pagsulyap sa iyo

ay may bayad

"mahal" ang katumbas,

katulad mo.

kita;

ang aking mata ay namulat sa katotohanan

na ako'y nakulong, sa iyo,

na parang isang kamerang nakapukaw ng isang magandang paksa

sa iyo lamang ang pokus,

lahat ay malabo,

at sayo lamang naging malinaw ang lahat.

mata, mahal, kita.

I love you.

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“Superpowers you can have: - Ability to change yourself & your mind - Not taking things personally - Not needing to prove you’re right - Careful selection of all relationships - Staying calm - Being alone without being lonely - Being ok being uncomfortable - Thinking for oneself”

— Shane Parrish

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Happier is she, who set herself free. She is me.

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07/26/20