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Everything is so ugly.. how do you see happiness people? How can you stop your tears? I just can’t?

Even dogs betrayed me..

How are you excited? I’m just scared!!

Would anyone save me? It’s getting harder everyday..

I can't take it anymore..

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وكل شيء بيتسرق مني

العمر م الاحلام

والضي م النني

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Sad shosho

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I wanted no one but you.. I truly need to move on.

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And that's what winter does to my heart..

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What is the point?

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They are happy! They look so cheesy but they are happy!

And that’s all that matters..

How can they do that?!!!! I’m so sad.. depression is eating my soul.. piece by piece… day by day..

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I just keep asking myself (because i can’t ask you) what the hell have i done wrong?

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For how long will my body handle this pain? Im getting uglier everyday.

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How can something so sweet hurt that bad.

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“حاسس اني جديد"

I wish i forget

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Not worthy of love.

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I should’ve skipped this one, wth im doing here

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I felt it this awful about 14 years ago. That goddamn feeling will never fadd apparently. It will always be there in the background, waiting for the trigger to come out and take it all..

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No matter how great i look, it sucks anyway. It doesn’t work.

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Fuck, it is worst than i ever expected.

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Today i got to believe that i worth nothing..

I worth no ones’s love or attention..

No good positions

I feel how ugly and disgusting i am..

I’m a huge failure

No matter how hard i try.

This is all i can get.. and i can never be happy

I just wish this all can come to an end.. and that im dead. And forgotten

Just like im alive and forgotten.

I though i was worth something.. but apparently i got just lucky for moments..

And then I’m here.. alone.

Crying in bed..

Postponing all my goddamn tasks.. cause tasks all i got in life.. and weep.

Sugar ain’t solving it. Neither does chocolate. Not tonight at least.