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And there will be nights when your life will fall apart and no one will notice the mornings you spend putting it back together.

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what a day!!!!!!!! nothing happened and i was tired

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scary how fast someone can mean so much to you

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what bpd feels like

- one minute you have the worst anxiety ever, next minute you can’t remember what it feels like to not be happy - constantly craving to go places with friends but feeling like no one would actually want to go with you - having 15 different music playlists for every mood - always on edge - not quite knowing if you are imagining a symptom or if other symptoms are making you wonder if you are imagining it - enough trust issues to last a lifetime (and then some) - being unprepared for the future bc you didn’t think you’d live this long - dissociating bc of the weirdest things that have no reason to cause you to dissociate - watching a movie/ reading a book and then suddenly having a new personality - mood swings for no reason - feeling the most intense sense of isolation even in a room with many people - /that/ person - knowing that you should get professional help but refusing to get a therapist bc you wouldn’t be able to trust them

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I always love more and it’s fucking stupid

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i don’t have a type. if i like you, i like you.

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“r u taken?” yea taken for granted smh

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me: I dont wanna like…… do things……..

My psychologist: You have to, do things

me: 

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i fell hard for u

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saw you at your worst and still thought you were the best

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why is being alive so expensive. i’m not even having a good time

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being an adult is just… calling people that’s literally it… just calling people you don’t want to call about problems you don’t want to have to be solving.. it’s disgusting

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Get you a freak that

Genuinely loves and cares about you and your mental health.