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something about neil lying instinctively and compulsively when he opens his mouth when under pressure while jean keeps compulsively spilling the truth when under pressure

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I was struck tonight with such intense Jeaneil feelings that I had to write this in my notes app, and then share it with anyone who wants some incredibly soft boys getting to rest together.

Jean is breathing, calm and smooth, next to him on the couch. His breath smells like mint toothpaste and his skin is soft from a shower. In sleep, his heart beat is slow and steady. It pulses out a rhythm that Neil could follow even if all of this senses were gone.

Neil is tucked in between the back of the couch and the backliner. Even in sleep, Jean will try to protect him. Neil doesn’t need it, has never needed it, but accepts it willingly all the same. They have both been through hell and back, and they deserve rest.

His ear is pressed to Jean’s chest, head rising and falling gently with his lungs. His arm is wrapped loosely around Jean’s middle, fingers lightly strumming the soft, cool fabric of his shirt. Even with the height difference they’ve managed to tangle their legs together. Jean has one arm under them and one arm thrown across his own chest, hand resting lightly on Neil’s neck.

Neil could fall asleep now. He probably will soon, safe and content with the knowledge that Andrew and Jeremy and all of their friends, their family, are somewhere close by tonight. Jean sighs, fingers twitching against the soft hair under his ear.

Tomorrow there will be triggers and laughter and setbacks and growth. Tonight, there simply is.

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"Promise me you won't try again. Promise me, Jean. I don't want to lose you."

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I love how eloquent Neil is

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I saw some people making predictions for TSC 2&3 so I thought I'd share mine as well (except I'm not using the format bcs I don't feel like doing some basic text editing lol)

There they are(they're stupid but whatever)

predictions for the next TSC books

We'll get back Neil's pov for a few chapters

Or any other character pov honestly

Elodie is obliviously not dead, just in a shitty situation and needs saving or something

Jerejean becomes canon in the second book(maybe second half/end of the book)

Jeremy finds out about Jean's one sided love for Kevin(pls I want to see jealous Jeremy)

Lucas somehow knows that his brother's death was a murder and starts to investigate(?) (this one is ridiculous but it would be fun as hell)

The Moriyamas will be over or dismantled by the end of the third book

Jean decides to finally abandon Exy for good when that happens

Zane will somehow realize it was Jean that basically saved him by making that phone call and will feel extremely guilty about his betrayal and what happened with gr*yson

He'll probably look for Jean to make amends or smh idk

Jeremy gets angry for the first time and it's either gonna be for Jean or because of Kevin

Ichirou an ally actually? Maybe? Nora make me happy pls

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Neil promised Andrew ANYTHING as long as he closed off the goal and Andrew asked him to take his shirt off - the closet is fucking glass

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thinking about neil straight up tossing his phone aside mid-makeout session 'cause he could nooot be bothered about his death sentence countdown. horny brain neil is so important to me

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"the timing can't be helped so i don't care what the price is. he didn't confiscate anything from me. i didn't bring it with me but you know i'm good for it. just find me a way to get it to you."

this man would have run the entire mafia himself if he wasn't singularly interested in playing his wee little sport and kissing andrew minyard.

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he would do it irl just to piss him off

do we think Andrew calls Kevin 'kitten' in his head

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there's something very funny about wymack recruiting neil and seeing him as this jumpy, cagey asf kid with alarmingly absent parents and then watching him befriend the monsters, speak three languages, start fights with riko moriyama, be incredibly apathetic to violence, join the perfect court and reveal that he uses alcohol as pain reliever because it's too dangerous for him to go to a hospital, unite the team and fall in love with wymack's other problem child, all for him to turn out to be the son of kengo moriyama's right hand man.

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Imagine going to a university called Edgar Allen cause you’re really dedicated to the dark academia aesthetic and find out it’s a front for the mafia and some of your classmates are actually cult victims

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no thoughts just them

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We need more of him speaking like an actual mafioso(for science)

"Grayson should have just walked away from Riko's tainted legacy and started over. He strung the noose himself when he came all the way here to put his hands on you, and I am not afraid to kick the stool out from under him"

NEIL FUCKING JOSTEN THE FUCKING MAN THAT YOU ARE

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what the fuck do you mean there are people out there liking jean's and thea's "friendship" ??? "she was like a sister to him" ????? the girl that asked him if he was back to his “old tricks” when she saw him in THAT state?? his old tricks being him getting fucked by older guys when he was 15/16 years old?? "riko made her believe he was willing" he was a kid??? "she is a victim too" i don't care let her heal far away from jean??? i hate u

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OHMYGOD THANK YOU I LOVE U

thinking about Nicky putting himself and the twins up in a hotel before he got the Columbia house. one with two rooms and 4 beds and he still chooses to sleep on the shitty pull out couch because Aaron gets antsy sharing private space and he knows Andrew would kill him for the suggestion

and its expensive, and he cant afford it, but there's a small kitchen and the twins have comfortable beds and they have those double chocolate muffins that Andrew likes every morning.

and its so much better than living with his parents. sure its incredibly expensive and slightly uncomfortable but anything is better than him living with his father, Andrew living with someone who didn't believe him, and Aaron not being fed his fathers bullshit.

they're safe, they're comfortable and that's all Nicky could ask for

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Stop trying to label Andrew and Neil as the moon and sun. They are so clearly thunder and lightning! in this essay I will.....

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Are there any fics about Nicky and the twins' time together before joining the foxes?

thinking about Nicky putting himself and the twins up in a hotel before he got the Columbia house. one with two rooms and 4 beds and he still chooses to sleep on the shitty pull out couch because Aaron gets antsy sharing private space and he knows Andrew would kill him for the suggestion

and its expensive, and he cant afford it, but there's a small kitchen and the twins have comfortable beds and they have those double chocolate muffins that Andrew likes every morning.

and its so much better than living with his parents. sure its incredibly expensive and slightly uncomfortable but anything is better than him living with his father, Andrew living with someone who didn't believe him, and Aaron not being fed his fathers bullshit.

they're safe, they're comfortable and that's all Nicky could ask for