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Shit talking with bae mid game

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Old renison from 2022✨️

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if tfc was set in 2025, Neil josten would've pointed at riko, went "kill yourself" on live television and been canceled on twitter

neil josten I would have defended you. I hope u know bby

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I like that Jeremy Knox is rich but his style seems to be Adam Sandler. Wtf do u mean GOLD shorts and a bright red top. I know it’s 2007. But lord u have money PLEASE

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i don’t think people realize how well neil’s demisexuality is written. you can see his emotional connection to andrew change and grow as he learns andrew’s motivations and boundaires long before you can see his attraction to andrew appear.

i think the best example is how neil describes andrew in tkm. he never really thinks about it in detail at all and then all of a sudden “andrew looked as he always had, and neil knew his face as well as he knew every iteration of his own. despite that, something seemed different. maybe it was the sunlight streaming through the window, making andrew’s pale hair shine brighter and his hazel eyes seem almost gold. whatever it was, it was disorienting.”

demisexuality sometimes feels like a switch gets flipped out of nowhere. and andrew flipped neil’s switch because neil trusted him. trust and safety and boundary respect was literally the turn on.

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Neil Josten:

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Brainrot so bad I'm humming the new Lady Gaga song (Disease) and then immediately going "Nicky Hemmick would love this sh"

I actually felt embarrassed for myself-

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content warning for rape/sa as is canon in the sunshine court by nora sakavic

still thinking about doors and partners and jean moreau and zane reacher. and having the one person you rely on for safety make the conscious decision to let your abuser in, for something that wasn’t your fault, due to their own bruised ego. kevin left. the temporary partner jean had in neil left. zane, his partner for two years and roommate for three, in a culture where pairs are everything, opened the door, let grayson in, and slept across from jean moreau as grayson raped him.

nora sakavic did a great job of writing zane as a complex character and also i want him to be murdered as brutally as grayson hopefully will be.

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Cuties

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hey people !!

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if i had a nickel for every aftg character who is gay blonde service top with serious sibling issues, does not like cops, falls in love with a traumatized pretty boy who is owned by a mafia family, i’d have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird it happened twice right

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kevjean nation how we feeling after the news of tgr dropping on kevin’s birthday

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Whenever Jeremy runs along the beach I bet Jean sees it in slow motion and fears he is having a stroke

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Nora Sakavic, I hope you know I'm dreaming over them kissing in the second book 😌

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I think nothing really speaks to Neil's complex character the way Nora's answer to someone asking what's Neil's favorite memories are in the EC does where she said that both coming home from a run to find Andrew napping with their cats and Riko being shot in the head are some of his top favorites.

That's Neil/Nathaniels favorite thing: domestic bliss and the violent death of his enemies

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i love how neil only started trusting renee after finding out that she killed people