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You gotta choose, man.

(ko-fi)

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I'm tired

I don't understand why I have to fight my insurance company to be able to get the compensation that my TWO doctors have said I'm owed. Like, the insurance company says that because I have "managed" to study and work before, I have "good abilities" - despite my doctors pointing out that I haven't been able to hold down a job for more than a few months, and that I've never finished my degree at uni...

One of the doctors said that she doesn't think that I'll recover in less than two years. She even said that she thinks that I probably won't even be much better at that point, I'll still be fucked up mentally - and the insurance company is just... shrugging...?

What the fuck? How the hell am I supposed to live like this? I've been told to not work, to not apply for jobs, to not study... But I'm also unable to get any of the compensation that I need to be able to pay for medication and rent...

I'm so freaking tired.

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I’m going to be disabled my entire life. And it isn’t because I haven’t done enough or tried hard enough to get better.

This seems to make a lot of abled people uncomfortable because they say things like “oh don’t give in! Don’t let it hold you back!

Me accepting my disability as a reality is how I learn to cope with it and make the adjustments I need. My disabilities do hold me back and acknowledging that isn’t a bad thing.

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Disabled and chronically ill people are allowed to enjoy things and do things they like (if they’re able) while still being sick and disabled. Yes, even if they aren’t employed. Hope this helps.

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i love ppl who talk in the tags bc it satisfies my deep desire to know ppl’s opinions on everything without needing to have a conversation with them and ask. even better when it’s a side tangent that barely has anything to do with the post, or a personal anecdote, or a joke. tag talker mutuals you’re my favorite. tag talkers rise up

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Phoenix

A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon soon 😊

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i love six o clock because the clock looks so stupid. "|" like get real

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holy shit

i knew teslas were bad but "literally twice as deadly as the average vehicle" is something else

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”How come you’ve never seen the Amazon rainforest if you’re from Brazil?” big country

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cis people be like. i would rather my loved one die than transition and be happy because it would be easier on me, the most important person in this situation, the cis person

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