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"everything that made daisy burn, made me burn. everything i loved about the world, daisy loved about the world. everything i struggled with, daisy struggled with. we were two halves. we were the same. in that way that you're only the same with a few other people. in that way that you don't even feel like you have to say your own thoughts because you know the other person is already thinking them. how could i be around daisy jones and not be mesmerized by her? not fall in love with her? i couldn't. i just couldn't."

– billy dunne, daisy jones and the six by taylor jenkins reid

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food log

01.25

breakfast

half a mug of coffee and a chicken nugget

arround 29 and 48 cals so im counting 80

lunch

k so im to embarrassed to take picks of food im front of my family

but it was basically rice, beans, carrots, (to lazy to translate this) batata baroa, couve-flor e frango empanado

i couted it up to 535 cals but that is not exact so im going with 560

total calories of the day: 640

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I love listening to my silly lil 70s playlists like I'm penny lane about to go on the road

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half asleep, half dreaming.

by louis jean françois lagrenée and paul oxborough.

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I'm feeling sick I think it's the coffee

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imagine being emo in the 16th century

Memento Mori Gold Skeleton Casket Pendant, Made in France, 16th century

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I GOT IT NOW

either my tumblr hasn't updated to the pool function or I'm so dumb idk how to vote

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either my tumblr hasn't updated to the pool function or I'm so dumb idk how to vote

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💧💧💧

Y’all better be drinking your water!

Reblog to remind a bitch to stay hydrated.

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yeah except for everyone that died and all the group risks and their families living in constant fear

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I want candles even more now

Wizardry in a Candle’s Flame

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I want candles

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Ladies ladies ladies ladies……LADIES ladies ladies ladies

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babygirl i can be the one note on all your original posts

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my ed fucked me up sm that even when im not actively restricting I still feel the guilt and get repulsed by some random ass foods

I completely lost the sense of portions sizes and I never know if it's too much too little or the normal amount

I don't know what skinny looks like anymore bc I'll look at someone underweight and say wow she gained

my body no longer knows how to tell me to eat it doest hurt or make noises I just gets weak and blurry when to much time passes

and that's not only it

I'm just tired of all this symptoms and no results

just so tired

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“Teeth of flowers, hair of dew, hands of herbs, you,”

— Alfonsina Storni, tr. by Muna Lee, from Selected Poems; “I Am Going To Sleep,”

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if i has put as much time into restricting + exercising as i have thinking about it, i would have met my goals by now