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Not dead, got the goods

Sorry but I'm going to continue ignoring everyone until my brain works again

Thank you for all the kind messages and asks though 💖

Back to the cave now

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Well it's actually going to be 4 days unmedicated. I'm a bigger idiot than I thought. It's Remembrance Day here in Canada which means it's a long weekend. So the pharmacy is closed today too

I am in fact not having a good time. If I go one day unmedicated my brain actively tries to nuke itself.

My brain has chose the depressive episode route and I want to do nothing but rot in a hole in the ground. Even the idea of playing Stardew is like pulling teeth

I will be fine, this is just the life of being bipolar and off my meds (though I would have prefered to be manic). I'll have my meds back tomorrow and hopefully I'll have learned from my procrastinating (probably not).

If I'm not very talkative and active you know why 💖

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I wish I was joking, but I was halfway through my dissection when I realised I was doing it and made this post

I have a horrendous habit when I eat. I'll make a dish, then pick it apart

Like tonight, I made salad rolls. Then I took them apart to eat the rice paper, crab, and salad seperately

When I make Shepard's Pie I'll make it as one, then when I eat it I'll eat the veggies, meat, then potatoes

I have to make it as a singular item. It has to be the thing, then taken apart. I can't just put everything on a plate seperately to eat it. It has to be dissected

I don't know why I'm like this. I just know I have to

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I have a horrendous habit when I eat. I'll make a dish, then pick it apart

Like tonight, I made salad rolls. Then I took them apart to eat the rice paper, crab, and salad seperately

When I make Shepard's Pie I'll make it as one, then when I eat it I'll eat the veggies, meat, then potatoes

I have to make it as a singular item. It has to be the thing, then taken apart. I can't just put everything on a plate seperately to eat it. It has to be dissected

I don't know why I'm like this. I just know I have to

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Alright I'm bored, and therefore it's your problem.

Two truths, one lie, Vote for what you think the lie is

Once the voting is up I'll tell you the answer and story behind the truths 💖

Wasn't going to make this a tag thing but again, I'm bored, now it's your problem lol

As always do or don't, I'll still love ya 💖

( @heian-era-housewife @gamer-kat @ren-berry @kurominiiiz )

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CURRENT SONGS UR LISTENING 2 🔫

WHY IS THERE A GUN 😭 YOU CAN JUST ASK

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NSFW TMI under the cut 💖

Agnar found a new kink. It involves either double stuffing my poor 🐈 or trying to shove his fist in it (unsuccessfully. Apparently 2 🍆's are easier than a fist)

Downside I'm in danger and may never walk again

Brightside I am being trained to take Sukuna's double demons

My cervix hurts 🙃

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My notifications have imploded again, I'm not ignoring comments or asks I just literally don't know they're happening unless I check ☠️

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Is this you? Lol

I am in this image and I don't like it lol

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😏

What if I told you, on day 1, I finish journey of the prairie King just to get the arcade game in my house?

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Idk if you read heaven's blessing, but have you ever thought about similarities between Mahito and Qi Rong?

I have not seen it so I can't comment but I'll leave this here for others lol

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Welp I fucked up (this should honestly just be my catchphrase at this point)

I normally don't pick up my med refills until like the day I run out. Yes it's a problematic but it's never been an actual problem...until today.

Welp I ran out. And my backwards ass little town I live in, places like the pharmacy are closed on the weekends. So I just, can't get them. (This was absolutely preventable and my fault but I'm going to blame the weirdness of being closed on weekends)

So I'm about to casually be off my meds for the next 2-3 days. 😅

So if things get weird, you know why. Same with if I dissapear for a while ☠️

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Sometimes my IRL people forget I was in Radio and have done voice acting and can do a variety of voices. Yes there is still Radio Ads being played with my voice in them

Every now and then I'll have a vocal tic or vocal compulsion that involves a different voice or accent. This is anything from the deep Master Chief voice to an UwU voice an a variety of accents

Then it degrades into them asking me to say different things in different accents and voices until I forget how to speak in my normal voice

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I finally hit summer. And immediately had to nuke because I miss planted my cauliflower and didn't get the gold one I needed

Back to 1 people

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I really haven't been to read your page lately, kinda miss the chaooos

Too much stuff to do nowadays, and I think I'm currently not obsessing over fictional men enough to check my tumblr daily(I feel like every 6 months I start to/stop to obsess over fanfics)

Hope everythings going good, imma come see whatsup every few weeks hehe

I'm always happy to have you here 💖 feel free to come and go as you need or want it'll always be a welcome thing

Hope life's going okay for you 💖

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I cannot express the genuine heart attack I get everytime I get a "Ooops can't connect" message from Tumblr because that's what I got right before the nuke

It is normally just a bad connection but I still almost throw up every time

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yall do i ask him out

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