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We can do without it today, then tomorrow, then the day after that, make it till a week, then another one and another one and maybe a month. It's gonna be okay, we're all gonna make it, God bless.

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The way You don't want me to fail, it almost hurts, Lord.

How could I go for 24 days and 12 hours without You, Lord?

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I talk about my being celibate as anyone else would talk about being single, straight, gay, ace, aro, aroace

I think that's pretty cool.

Sexuality: celibate

Gender: priest

/half-joking

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overindulgence<<<indulgence

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“Book Frollo vs movie Frollo” this and that. Dude.

Movie Phoebus is wrecking the book’s one shit for all that. Killing that dude with hammers.

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Tohle, tahle antifona v kompletáři, když jsem celý večer strávil v nekomfortu mého těla.

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My grandma died today.

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A Ty, Dítě, budeš prorokem Nejvyššího...

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Reblog is this is a safe space for the identities theses flags represent pls follow too

Hehehe I’m a demiboy <3

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Oh, bliss, is it good I feel bliss? Should I not repent? I know not. Bliss.

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Lord, please, take my body, my flesh, my blood.

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Psycholog: no, ale otec (Jan) s těma kamínkama udělal něco jiného

Já: mně připadá, že udělal tohle

*odsune trpaslíka s modrou čepicí*

Psycholog: ne, to ne, on udělal toto

*vrátí ho zpátky k zbylým dvěma*

Psycholog (continued): a řekl, i v tomhle je Bůh. I v tomhle je Bůh.

*ukazuje rukou nad všemi kamínky, ne jenom nad tulipánem, ne jenom nad tulipánem a beruškou, ale nad tulipánem, beruškou a trpaslíkem*

Já: *🥹🥺🥹*

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too many stories about turning yourself into a monster as a metaphor for pretending to be something you aren't and losing yourself in the process. not enough stories about turning yourself into a monster as a metaphor for choosing to openly embrace yourself even if it's strange to other people

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Je n'ai pas honte, je sais ce que je suis.

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I will not be ashamed. I am what I am.

There are multiple ways to be holy. There isn't just one look that is how all holy bodies look.

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I, I figured it out. And the answer was like staring at me the entire time too. A lot of my sexual desire does stem from my unfulfilled need for just being close to people.

(I've like watched a video from Ascension presents that like said that sin comes from an unfulfilled pure need. Father Mark-Mary (I think it was one of his videos) even gave as an example lust<-need for closeness with others. I've seen it and thought nah I'm pretty close with some people. WELL IT'S NOT ENOUGH.)

Oh, well, I'm me so I have to deal with this (deal with=mull over if I just keep living like this and discuss this with my psych').