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[nobodyzhuman]

Love In The Air...Idea

It had been a secret. Something neither him nor Sky ever mentioned, ever. Not to their friends, and definitely not to Phayu or Pai when their respective relationships started. That didn’t mean Rain didn’t think about it. Or miss it. Not that he was sure it was okay to miss it. 

Sky had been clear, when Phayu had entered their lives, then Pai, that some of the things they had done before wouldn’t be okay anymore because it might upset their boyfriends. He’d had a whole speech about it that Rain had sat through nodding his head in agreement even if he hadn’t been sure he agreed at all. 

He hadn’t really understood why. Him and Sky were best friends not lovers (something he had pointed out to Sky, who had just rolled his eyes and patted him on the head), so why would Phayu or Pai be upset?  But slowly he found the things that might have bothered them. The things that he and Sky had done that he now did or wanted to do with Phayu. But just because he understood now, didn’t mean he didn’t miss it. Miss Sky. 

It shouldn’t even be possible to miss Sky. He spent just about every day with his best friend. But things are different now. There was this --line--between them, Sky called it a boundary, something that they needed in order not to hurt anyone. Something to never be crossed. 

But there were days when Rain wanted to, and a selfish part of him was sure that if he pushed hard enough he could get Sky to as well. But he didn’t. Because he loved Phayu and Sky and never wanted to hurt them, or Pai, though Sky’s boyfriend was definitely at the bottom of the list.  

Today wasn’t the first time he had wondered about the boundaries Sky had set. If there was a way to do a few of the things they used to without crossing it. The more harmless things. Like cuddling. 

He really missed being able to just wrap himself around Sky and not let go. For some reason, Sky, who hated being touched, especially in public or around others, had always allowed Rain to hang off him. It was one of the things that had made Rain declare Sky his when they first met. Sky had taken in his need to touch, to lean on, to hold with just a confused look and sigh before accepting it. No one had ever done that before. 

Eventually it got to the point that their friend group didn’t mention it or really notice it anymore. It was like everyone just assumed if Rain and Sky were there together that Rain would in some way be touchy or holding onto his best friend. 

If their friends had seen it as okay, it couldn’t be bad right? After all, none of their friends had ever suggested it was inappropriate. Biting his bottom lip, he looked over at Sky and thought about asking him about it. 

Shaking his head, he decided not to. Because voicing his thoughts made him feel guilty. Like he felt Phayu wasn’t enough for him. And he loved his hubby. He really did. So he needed to stop thinking about the things he used to do with Sky. 

If only his mind listened to him!!!

He sighed and picked up his pencil determined to at least finish the floor plan he was supposed to be working on. 

Sometime later, he heard Sky sigh before his friend turned to look at him and asked, “what’s bothering you?” 

Surprised, Rain shook his head, “nothing.” How did Sky know? he thought, he hadn’t even said anything! 

“Rain, you’ve been tapping your pencil non-stop for at least 20 minutes and your leg is shaking so loud I can hear it. Do you need to do something else for a while?”  

Oh, he felt himself blush a little. He really hated how loud he could be, even when he wasn’t talking someone’s ear off. Phayu said it was adorable that Rain’s body got so excited it practically screamed but Rain hated it because it also meant he sucked at hiding his unhappy emotions as well. 

“I’m fine.” he lied, forcing his hand and leg to stop. He didn’t need to see Sky’s face to know his friend didn’t believe him but thankfully the other man let it go. Unfortunately now Rain was aware of what he’d been doing, he actively had to focus to keep from giving away how wired he felt. 

Which must not have been enough because not long after, Sky seemed to give up on what he was doing. He stood up, and Rain felt himself freeze as his friend stood next to him, looking him over. He knew that look. 

Fuck, that was the look that usually led to Sky or Phayu making him confess or admit something he didn’t want to. He frowned, why did that always work on him? 

“Up.” Sky ordered, and a shiver ran down Rain’s spine. Carefully he put his pencil down and used the table to push himself to his feet. There was a knot in his stomach as he stood and looked at Sky. Something telling him this was bad, that he should run. He even looked at the dorm's door for a second before shoving down his anxiety. 

“Sorry.” he found himself whispering before he could stop it. He knew his inability to sit still bothered people, it’s why he tried so hard not to do it. But he wasn’t good at focusing on both himself and what he was doing, it was either or, which usually led to him bouncing in his seat while he worked. 

He wasn’t expecting the soft smack to his head, even as he saw Sky’s hand come toward him. “Don’t apologize for being you.” his friend said, giving him a glare, before his expression changed, “we’re going for a walk. Burn off some of this energy, before you break another pencil.”  Which was rude, he hadn’t broken any pencils, today.

The thing about Rain, something he knew about himself, was he liked being ordered around and told what to do. It took away the anxiety of having to worry about over-thinking things or wondering if he should or shouldn’t do something. So with Sky’s order to stand up and the way his friend told him what they were doing, some of the noise in his head quited and Rain couldn’t help feeling relieved. 

Sky didn’t take them far, a couple of blocks away from the dorm to a street food stall that sold Moo Ping that was just a little spicy, which he loved. He expected to start heading back, their work was due tomorrow and he knew Sky wanted to get it done before night fell because he and Pai had plans. Instead Sky stirred them further along, walking quietly at Rain’s side. That didn’t mean he wasn’t watching him. He could feel his best friend's eyes on him from time to time as he ate. 

Finally when his food was finished, Sky spoke, “want to tell me what's bothering you? And don’t say nothing.” He disliked the concerned look on his friend's face. It made his stomach clench, Rain resisted the urge to hug him. 

“Phayu’s out of town.” It was the first thing that came to mind and it wasn’t exactly a lie. His boyfriend was out of town and it was bothering him. It wasn’t what had been bothering him in Sky’s dorm but no way was he going to tell him that. 

“For the week right? Pai was complaining about it this morning.” Rain couldn’t help but smile at the fond way Sky said his boyfriend’s name. 

“Is this the first time he’s been gone since you started dating?” 

Rain stopped walking and thought about it for a second. They had been dating for months and while Phayu had a few nights where he was gone for a night he’d never been gone this long before. 

He felt himself frown, “Maybe I’m just missing him,” he mumbled. It was meant for only him as a way to comfort himself, that maybe the reason he was focusing so hard on the past and things he missed was because he was lonely. It didn’t completely ease some of the guilt he felt but it did help a little. 

“Of course you miss him,“ Sky said smiling, then he threw an arm over his shoulder and pulled him against his best friend’s side; Rain did not melt into it, he really did, “he’ll be home soon, promise, in the meantime you can stay with me. I’ll call Pai when we get back--” 

Rain’s heart stopped. 

Because that was the last thing he wanted to do right now. Okay maybe not really, because he would love to crawl into Sky’s bed and curl up against his best friend's side and stay there. But that was what he was trying not to do.

“No!” he said, maybe a little too loud judging by a few looks he got from strangers on the street, he felt himself jerk out from under Sky’s arm. Sky looked completely surprised and then worried again. 

Fuck, Rain thought, “I don’t want you to change you plans!” he said in a hurry, “I know you are looking forward to tonight and Pai would be sad if you cancelled on him!” He moved back into Sky’s space because he knew it was the only way to drive away any worry his weird reaction had caused. 

Even tucked against Sky’s side he could tell his friend was looking at him. Normally they were the same height, but with how he had eased himself under Sky’s arm, he had to look up to his best friend's face, which was a mistake because instead of relieved or at least less worried Sky’s eyes had narrowed and he was looking at Rain with suspicion. He barely contained the groan that had worked its way up into his throat. 

“Really, you guys have plans, and I’ll never finish my project if I'm distracted at your dorm.” He said, hoping the huge grin on his face looked real and natural. They stood there for a moment, Rain trying his best not to let his smile slip as Sky studied him. Then finally his friend looked away and they were moving again. Rain let out a relieved sigh and prayed it went unnoticed.

[nobodyzhuman]

Kinktober2024. Anyone wanna give me ideas???

So life's been a mess for a while now and I haven't been writing in ages but one thing about kinktober is it's always fun to try and write something. So please send me in prompts!!!

Shows i like or currently binged KinnPorsche, Love In the air, pitbabe, my stand in, the untamed, arrow, the flash, not me, probably many more lol. You can always ask about a show as well.

[nobodyzhuman]

Sky/Rain

So you guys know the scene after Sky finds out Rain gave Pai Sky's number? Where Sky has Rain on his knees in the classroom begging for forgiveness? Am I the only one who got the idea that it wasn't the first time Sky and Rain had done something like that? Cause I can totally see Sky using dom/sub scenes, bondage, and grounding techniques to help calm or focus Rain.

[nobodyzhuman]

Sky/Rain/Phayu/Pai

Does anyone else ship these four? Like seriously they work great as two couples but they also work very well as Quad.

[nobodyzhuman]

Trying to gain more traction on here

So I used to have more people interacting with me on here. Whether it was for my fanfictions or my self-published novels. But due to some family and life drama tha last few years, I had taken a bit of step back both from writing and from posting on social media, and I'm trying to do better. So in attempt to get people to interact with I'm open to taking prompts for slash/poly fanfic ideas. If you want to know if I'm into a Fandom feel free to ask. Also if you have read my books or are into urban fantasy or shifters stories hit me up. Also open to talking about any of this hahah.

[nobodyzhuman]

Not going to lie, I squealed when I saw him. I freaking love him and probably the thing I'm most looking forward to with this movie haha.

[nobodyzhuman]

Writing short fanfictions for donates??

Is it considered making money off fanfiction if I ask people to donate money to my families gofundme and as a thank you write a short fanfiction in return?? Because I would do it. My family is in a bad way and I have no idea how to help but if I could get people on here to donate it could save us from losing our home or going hungry and I would take request for fic in Fandom I know or write it as a way of saying thank you to those who help.

[nobodyzhuman]

I honestly don't know how to get this to spread. My family is in serious trouble and about to be homeless and unfortunately have no family to ask for help. I don't know if Tumblr is the place to ask. But I've tried everywhere else I can think of. So I guess this is my last chance.

[nobodyzhuman]

My family is serious need of help

[nobodyzhuman]

APO NATTAWIN as PORSCHE PACHARA

[nobodyzhuman]

Wonderland of Love but with MDZS characters

Please someone write me a fan fic with Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji as the main characters instead Li Ni and Cui Lin. Add in a little Demonic Cultivation and the whole flirting enemies to lovers because I think it would be fantastic.

[nobodyzhuman]

Best Laid Plans. King/Uea

So this was meant for Kinktober but life got in the way. I figured I'd post it anyways. So here you go.

He ran his fingers over the soft silk of the choker around his neck, carefully avoiding the small half-moon charm that hung at the front along his Adam’s apple. Not because it was delicate but because every time he let his fingers slide over the cold metal all he could think about was King’s mouth, careful and gentle as the man had bit, tugged, and licked at the charm weeks ago during one of their more memorable hookups. 

Uea swallowed and forced his thoughts away from that night. True he had worn the necklace for the reminder of that night, but said reminder was meant to be aimed at King, not himself. 

So he did his best not to touch or think about the little moon. The silk band seemed safer and it had the added benefit of giving himself something to do, to try and distract himself while he waited for King to arrive. 

He knew this could backfire. This wasn’t his area, sure he could tease and be playful. Something he was learning he enjoyed more and more as he and King played around. But actively trying to rile King up, at work, surrounded by their friends was different. 

Truthfully he never imagined himself ever attempting anything like this before. He had always been too worried someone would see or notice and call him out on it but after months of suffering through King provoking him, teasing him, leaving him half hard and stuck behind his desk praying no one noticed. He needed to return the favor, he needed to see King get flustered, needed to see the man close to losing his mind and not being able to relieve himself. He needed to get revenge

He hadn’t had a clue how he was going to go about it at first. Most of the things he had thought about trying were all things King had done to him, and part of him was sure if he tried any of those King would be ecstatic. 

So he needed something different. And for two weeks he had come up blank, until a few nights ago when he was at King’s condo and spotted the necklace hanging from the corner of a picture frame on the nightstand next to King’s bed. He’d been a little jumpy when the next morning he pocketed it and snuck it home, worried King would notice and want it back. But thankfully the other man hadn’t seemed to realize it was missing, or if he had he hadn’t asked Uea about it. 

“Uea?” he jumped before looking over his computer at Jade. His best friend had his head tilted to the side giving him a look that said that hadn’t been the first time his name had been called. 

“Yeah?”

“Can you come look at something?” 

The timing couldn’t have been more perfect. As he stood and walked over to stand behind Jade, King walked in. There was a moment when they both were just standing there looking at each other and Uea didn’t even have to raise his hand to draw attention to the choker because King’s eyes seemed to lock in on it almost instantly and Uea’s heart skipped when he saw the man’s eyes widen and before King pulled himself together and looked away from Uea’s neck and to his face. He was clearly surprised but after a second he smiled and raised an eyebrow clearly more intrigued than bothered by the necklace Uea had stolen and chosen to wear.

Uea gave him his best, most innocent smile before he turned away and helped Jade with his design layout, doing his best to ignore his now racing heart.

It took so much restraint and self-control not to peek over his shoulder and watch King. Even still he was aware of the man moving further into the office and sitting at his desk. He had to bite his bottom lip as almost instantly he could hear the soft tapping of fingers on a tabletop. A small nervous tick King had when he needed to move or wanted to do something with his hands but wasn’t able to. He smiled and prayed Jade didn’t ask about it. 

Later when he was back in his seat and he felt it was safe he looked across the room at King. The other man was already looking his way and Uea took the moment to reach up and run his finger between the silk band and his skin. He moved it slowly, starting at the side of his neck and moving toward the hollow of his throat, again careful not to touch the charm itself. King’s eyes tracked the movement and Uea had to bite his lip again to stop a pleased sound when King suddenly coughed and shifted in his seat. 

Twice more he got away with that small little show before King got up and left the room. Uea felt very proud of himself for that and if it wouldn’t have looked completely insane he would have laughed when King vanished from their work area. 

The other man wasn’t gone long enough to have done anything naughty but it seemed the small reprieve that helped because when he returned he gave Uea a smirk before coming towards him. Which chased away some of his giddy happiness and repleased it with an uneasy feeling, he knew King, very well,  probably better than he would like to admit and that smirk and mischievous look in his eye as he walked over told Uea that King had decided to fight back. 

He swallowed and resisted the urge to hold his breath as King’s hand landed on his shoulders and the man leaned over him. To the others it looked like King was asking about something on the computer, but they didn’t hear him whisper, “You have no idea how sexy you are.” 

Uea shivered and tried to ignore the small fire that sparked inside him at the words, “Aren’t you supposed to be working?” he whispered back. 

King snorted softly, “I haven’t gotten a single line of code done all morning. You’re too distracting.”

Fuck that should not turn him on, but it does. There was something about being able to affect King that much that just about made him dizzy. 

“Jade is looking at us,” he replied instead of voicing his real thoughts. King hummed before, squeezing his shoulders and walking away, poking Jade in the forehead as he walked past. Uea chuckled at how easily that simple gesture distracted Jade from questioning what they had been doing. It also helped him relax, it seemed maybe he’d been wrong about King’s intentions.

Uea really should have remembered how fucking sneaky King could be. 

Because not ten minutes later the man had found an excuse to move over and sit next to Uea. Some bullshit excuse about how because their project was connected he wanted to be able to ask questions as he coded. Uea tried his hardest to glare the man into retracting the statement but King ignored him, he just smiled as he sat down next to him. Looking way to pleased with himself. 

Of course King didn’t care about what the others would say if he sat way too close, so close in fact their thighs were touching, sending a spark through Uea and making him regret just about all his life choices that led him to this moment. Okay maybe not all but definitely the necklace, yeah, that was starting to look like a bad idea. 

Doing his best not to react, not to give into King’s game, and focus on work. Which went well for about 30 seconds before King leaned into him, and whispered, “You should have worn the ears, they were made for you.”

“King!” he hissed, snapping his head around to glare at the other man, trying to ignore the blush he could feel spreading across his cheeks. King, who was smiling, raised an eyebrow, silently asking if he was wrong?

“You looked so good in them,” King went on, clearly enjoying the moment “So fucking beautiful,” there was a pause like King was picturing it, and Uea’s heart started to race, “the fact that you wore them for me,” a hand landed on his thigh, and if he’d been able he might have bitten that damn thing, instead he froze and tried to remember how to breathe, “I dream about it.” the hand moved higher up on his thigh, and he knew, without a doubt if he said the word, King would remove it. Stop this before it went too far, before he became uncomfortable, it was one of the things that made him want to love the man.Something lately he did his best to pretend didn’t cross his mind. But he had started this, he knew King would most likely retaliate once he realized why Uea had worn the choker, and no way was he going to let King win. 

So instead of pulling away like he was sure King thought he would, he shifted in his seat and speared his legs just a little bit. He actually heard King’s surprised inhale. Proud of himself and wanting to push it, he placed his left elbow on his desk and rested his face against his hand giving himself just enough freedom to run his thumb over the silk choker. 

The hand on his thigh tightened. 

“Uea,” King whispered and he would have to be deaf to miss the desire in the man’s voice. He tilted his head just enough to look him in the eye, this time it was his turn to raise an eyebrow, silently asking, what next?

He watched, holding his breath as King seemed to think about it.

“Bathroom, 10 minutes,” King mumbled before pulling his hand away. He didn’t move his thigh away or return to his own workspace. This meant for the next 8 minutes or so Uea could feel every shift and move King made, and it made the tension between them almost electric. His heart hadn’t returned to a normal pace since King had brought up those damn cat ears and he was so freaking grateful that Jade was oblivious because he was warm, and he knew his face was pink and finally he felt King stand. It took every ounce of willpower to wait a couple more minutes before he followed him. 

King must have been just as keyed up as he was because the second he entered the bathroom he was pulled inside and then pressed against the now-closed bathroom door. “Fucking hell, Uea, you can’t do that at work.” King clearly didn’t care for a response because the next thing he knew Uea was being kissed like the world was ending and he responded in kind. 

If they got a little too carried away in the bathroom and only stopped when someone pounded on the door, Uea would never admit it.

[nobodyzhuman]

I giggled so hard reading this because it's like 100% true. haha

American Television after 5 years of pushing for queer representation: I hope you wanted unnecessary drama, angst with a maybe resolution, and three unfulfilling seasons of questionably written flirtation. And that all comes before anything is half-confirmed with a singular lukewarm kissing scene between two conventionally attractive, white bisexual women!

Thai Television .3 seconds after they figured out queer content is marketable: Did you want something kinky, soft, or stupid? Did you want cat ears? We’ve got cat ears! We’ve got safe/sane/consensual OR off-the-charts bad etiquette BDSM. We’ve got college students out the ass! As long as they’re an engineer or architect, choose your flavor. Do you want an age gap or classmates? Something for adults? Teens? Everyone was childhood besties, how about that??? This is a short order restaurant and I will flip you some gays like they’re hotcakes, just tell me what you want.

[nobodyzhuman]

Prompts for Kinktober

So I have been in a huge writing slump and haven't written anything in months. Since its Kinktober I thought I would try it and since I have no real idea where to start or what kinks/shows I wanna do, I'm looking for prompts to get me going. (Slash pairings preferred, also up for rare pairings because I love Kim/Porsche, Sky/Rain, Oliver/Tommy)

I enjoy a lot of different fandoms such as Marvel, Arrowverse, Harry Potter, 9-1-1, Not Me, KinnPorsche, Love In the Air, MDZS/Untamed, Teen Wolf, Originals, Roswell: NM. Idk lots haha if there is a show you think I might like based on these you can always ask.

[nobodyzhuman]

I NEED something to read

So with AO3 still having issues and FF not having stories from fandoms I'm in the mood for. Does anyone post stories on here? I used to post chapters of my stories as I went when I was writing all the time and now I'm curious if anyone else does?

[nobodyzhuman]

I’m Sorry

So I’ve noticed in a lot of KinnPorsche posts/stories that people like to bash on Kim for telling Chay he doesn’t love him. And I think they get it wrong. He never says he doesn’t love Chay, he says I’m sorry. 

I’m sorry can be taken so many different ways and I think people forget that. He can be saying I’m sorry I lied, I’m sorry I hurt you, I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you, I’m sorry for who my family is, I’m sorry for the danger I’d put you in, and of course I’m sorry I can’t say I love you back. Because he does. He shows it in so many ways but like his brother he is so twisted and emotionally stunted (because of how they were raised) he doesn’t know how to handle it. So he pushes Chay away. He also wants to protect him so I’m sorry could be for who he is, the world he lives in and how he wants to try and keep Chay away from it.

I’m sorry is his way of saying there is so much I wish I could do or could have done differently but I can’t, so instead I’m doing this, which I know is going to break your heart but it will hopefully keep you safe. 

[nobodyzhuman]

Marco polo! This show was so awesome. I was pissed when they canceled it. I have to say I'm also upset about The bastard son and the devil himself.