noahshands
noahshands
SORROWS OF SILENCE
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noahshands · 22 minutes ago
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Hey horny writer lil heads up for you guys, the “ai” google is forcing into docs to “scan for grammar errors” has been proved to also be scanning for spicy content and multiple ppl have already got notifs saying like “we’re sorry, there was a system error and some of your work was lost” and it was only the horny stuff so uh
Pleeeeease back up your files !!!! Don’t lose your horny to a robot, that’s Doc’s job, not Docs’…
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noahshands · 1 hour ago
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Pairing: Dom!Noah Sebastian X Reader
CW: smut, dom!Noah, BDSM themes, soft, soft BDSM, conversations surrounding consent, self-depreciative thoughts, comfort, communication, blindfold, discussions of boundaries, discussions of restraints, mentions of toys but none are actually used on reader, fingering f. receiving, discussions of safewords
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The room was dark, exactly how Noah had designed it to be. The walls were painted a dark red, almost black, while a king sized bed sat in the center of the back wall with a red canopy making it feel almost cage-like. The bed itself was adorned with deep red silk sheets that were neatly made complete with matching pillows.
As I looked around the room, I saw various cabinets full of toys of varying sizes and purposes. There was a cabinet reserve for restraints, one for gags, one for vibrators, the list went on and on and on.
Vanilla scented candles offered a cozy glow to the otherwise dark room and calming my senses.
Noah stood behind me, his large tattooed hand on the small of my back as he guided me into the room.
“Welcome to my playroom.” His warm voice invaded my ears.
Quite frankly I was speechless.
Noah and I had engaged in rougher sex in the comfort of his bedroom, but never in a setting like this. I knew that I was safe with Noah, but I would be lying if I said that the concept of being in a space like this wasn’t somewhat daunting.
“Go sit on the bed for me princess.” His soothing voice spoke again.
Almost as if they were operating on autopilot, my legs made their way over to the bed and I sat down on the edge, watching as Noah made a move for the fridge which sat against the left hand wall among the cabinets. He opened it and produced a bottle of water before making his way back over to me.
He handed the bottle to me and I took a sip, not needing to be told to do so after Noah had engrained the importance of hydration in this scene into me.
“I have a plan for today. You do not need to worry, we aren’t doing anything crazy. We will stick to the traffic light system like we always do. I don’t want to throw in any hand signals or anything else with you at this stage so we don’t overwhelm you. Your safety and comfort is of the upmost importance right now princess.” Noah explained after taking a seat beside me on the bed.
His large hand caressed my thigh as he spoke, offering me comfort in order to keep me relaxed, before he moved over to the speaker that sat on the nightstand on the left hand side of the bed and turning it on. He played some soothing music just like he always did before we were intimate with eachother and guided me through some breathing exercises to relax me further.
Once we were done, he turned to look at me, eyes dark with lust as he gazed down at me.
“I need you naked now princess.” Noah commanded.
I obeyed, of course, my body once again moving on autopilot as I began to enter that more submissive mindset.
I sat in the center of the bed on my knees per his request, suddenly feeling exposed due to Noah’s lack of nakedness.
“Shhh it’s okay princess.” Noah whispered, kissing my head. “Would this make you feel more comfortable if I was naked too?”
I nodded, my mouth unable to form words as I watched my boyfriend undress for me.
“We are going to ease you into this slowly so there won’t be any sex today baby.” Noah began as he moved over to one of the drawers beneath the cabinets and pulling out a black silk blindfold carefully and walking back over to me, his cock half hard as he moved.
“I’m gonna blindfold you, but again, no sex will be happening today.” He explained before moving closer to me and wrapping the fabric over my eyes. “You look prefect princess.” He whispered.
My body was suddenly aware of every single thing. Noah’s movements on the bed felt more powerful. His footsteps on the floor as he moved over to one of the drawers sounded far louder than they did previously as I tried to focus on his location.
“I’m gonna sit beside you on your left beautiful okay?” Noah explained before moving to my left side and taking his seat there.
I reached my hand out tentatively to see where he was, only to be greeted by his bicep. He took my hand in his own and held it there.
“I’m right here.” He whispered. “Just reach over to me when you need reassurance. I’m right here.”
We remained like that for a few more moments before I retracted my hand.
“I’m gonna start now baby.” He whispered, his hands coming up to cup my shoulders before slowly stroking up and down my arms.
My body felt as though it were on fire. I could feel every callous on his hand, ever ridge, I had never experienced anything like  this at all.
Noah didn’t speak as he moved his hands, fingertips trailing down my forearms before moving back up to my shoulders again.
“You’re doing so good for me sweetie.” He whispered. “I’m gonna use something else and make the same motions okay?”
His hands vanished from my body for a few moments before a soft, light sensation replaced them. It felt almost hair-like in its texture.
My breath stuttered as the sensation changed, my skin feeling almost electric as my senses heightened as a result of the blindfold.
My hand shot out to Noah’s thigh for that sense of reassurance that I needed in the moment.
“That’s it, good girl.” Noah praised as he slowed the motions that he was making on my arms.
The sensations travelled over my shoulders and over my shoulder blades, making my back arch slightly. I felt Noah’s thigh tighten beneath my hand, meaning that he was becoming increasingly more aroused by this interaction.
However, my brain did not share the sentiment.
I was suddenly aware of how my body was so exposed to him like this. I felt myself begin to recoil from the touch as I tried to almost shield myself from Noah’s piercing gaze.
“Stop that.” He commanded. I could hear his more dominant side begin to show.
I obeyed, reopening my body to him.
“You’re so fucking beautiful, don’t you dare hide from me.” Noah went on, his hand retuning to my arms, stroking them once more before returning to the object he had been using to create those earlier sensations.
I gasped as the object returned, this time on my chest, outlining my breasts before trailing down my stomach and moving to my thighs.
Slowly, I retracted my hand from Noah’s thigh, sitting back up straight as he continued the motions.
I felt myself becoming more aroused as he moved the object towards my inner things. I let out an unintentional moan, which he seemed to enjoy as a quiet chuckle pierced the silence.
“Your noises are so pretty baby.” He practically moaned.
“Please.” I whispered, unable to hold back my desire for my boyfriend much longer.
“Please what, princess. Use your words.” Noah whispered.
“Need you inside me.” I whispered.
“We said no sex sweetheart.” He warned.
“No sex. Just… need something inside.” I hurried.
Noah laughed a low chuckle before moving himself the be positioned behind me, replacing the soft object he had been running over my body with his fingertips once again.
“Can I finger you, pretty girl?” Noah asked. He always asked. He never took a vague answer.
“Of course.” I whispered, leaning back into his check, my back erupting with electric fire at the sensation of his card cock pressed against me as his fingers brushed my entrance.
His touch was delicate against my skin, gently stroking the opening before inserting a finger.
My back arched into him as I moaned, the blindfold heightening my senses. Noah gasped as his finger went deeper inside me. He began to place kisses on my neck as he moved.
“Noah.” I moaned.
“Yes, sweet thing?” Noah replied, voice gasping with arousal.
“Another… please… need it.” I moaned, hurrying the words out.
Without a word, Noah kissed my neck before inserting another finger. My loud moan pierced the silence of the room.
“I can feel you’re close baby.” He muttered. His cock rock hard between us.
I moaned at his words.
“Cum for me angel. Give it to me.” He whispered.
That was all I needed to hear.
My back arched for a final time as my body erupted in pleasure. That white hot wave came over me as I panted in Noah’s arms. I could hear him licking his fingers clean as I lay there.
His gentle hands removed the blindfold, making me blink rapidly to adjust to the change.
“You did so perfect.” He said, eyes full of love and adoration.
I smiled at him as he helped me sit up against the headboard. He passed me the bottle of water, instructing me to take small sips.
That’s when I noticed it.
The feather.
“That’s what I was using on you. I wanted your body to get used to how the blindfold heightens your sensations, but in order for it to work properly, you couldn’t know that it was a feather.” Noah explained.
“I liked it.” I whispered.
“You did?” Noah replied.
“It was strangely relaxing.” I responded.
“Good.” Noah said as he moved over to sit beside me.
He pulled me close and held me tight for a while, refusing to let me go as we came down from the high.
“I love you.” He whispered.
“I love you too.” I whispered back.
He kissed me softly before pulling the silk covers back and guiding me into the bed and slipping in beside me. Noah pulled me tight to his chest, and very much like a light switch, as soon as my head his that pillow, I drifted off to sleep.
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noahshands · 1 hour ago
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Apotheosis Masterlist
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Chapter One: A World Where You Don't Have To Hide
Chapter Two: The Monsters Are My Only Friends
Chapter Three: An Unfamiliar Face On An All Black Screen
Chapter Four: [REDACTED]
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noahshands · 19 hours ago
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𖹭.ᐟ + if any of these photos belong to you, please let me know <3
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noahshands · 19 hours ago
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editing your own writing is like woah you really like commas........ maybe ease up on those commas there, pal........ maybe Fewer commas would be nice
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noahshands · 2 days ago
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im crying why does it look like jolly is hunting him down
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noahshands · 2 days ago
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Luke hanging out with Calum and Ashton
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noahshands · 2 days ago
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OMG HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE!!!! 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠😉🫠
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noahshands · 2 days ago
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pirate au 👀 ♡
a lil thing that blossomed from yapping w @broken0mens and pictures like the one in the middle
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basically Noah is a prince and he hates that he has no freedom in his life whatsoever as the future heir to the kingdom, so he ends up a stowaway on reader’s ship. she’s the captain and a pirate. well, he’s found out, and she literally has her sword to his neck in their first meeting. it’s a slow burn romance with lots of drama along the way 🤭 and it’s one of my favorite plots to date. I just love aus
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noahshands · 2 days ago
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“I don’t have to explain myself to you why I write what I write” is the sentence every fanfic writer can and should say more often by the way
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noahshands · 2 days ago
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Sits on your dash
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noahshands · 3 days ago
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how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever
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noahshands · 3 days ago
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when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever
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noahshands · 3 days ago
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whoever first decided to stab small holes in their ears so they could put shiny things in it was a fucking genius
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noahshands · 3 days ago
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This is going to be so good- what- I am SO STOKED
stalker!ruffilo 👀
im so excited for this one @amelia-acero asked for a stalker blurb with a really neat plot twist! their mind is so brilliant! I cannot wait to start working on it<3
also this vibe
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a little title reveal for you<3
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noahshands · 3 days ago
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Quick tips for writing Villains
✧ Your villain doesn’t have to be the foil of the hero. Sometimes the villain is the exaggeration of the hero. Same dream, just more murdery. More dramatic monologues. Less therapy.
✧ “Oh no, he’s hot” is valid. But why is he hot? Is it the danger? The voice? The haunted eyes? The “I will burn down heaven to see you smile” energy? Dig deeper than vibes. (But don’t forget the vibes.)
✧ If their evil plan could be solved by Google Maps and common sense, I’m deleting your book. No “I will destroy the world to get revenge on my high school crush.” Think bigger. Or weirder. Or petty but well-planned.
✧ If your villain is in the book for 12 seconds and dies offscreen, I will mail you a passive-aggressive letter. Let them be a presence. A shadow. A curse in the dialogue. A name no one wants to say out loud.
✧ They don’t have to be evil. They just have to be opposed. That mentor who believes the hero should sacrifice everything for the greater good? That’s a villain. That parent who loves their child but keeps hurting them “for their own safety”? That’s a villain. Welcome to nuance.
✧ If your villain is funny, I’m already 20% in love. Quips? Sass? Petty villain monologues? Excellent. Bonus points if they’re self-aware about how dramatic they’re being. “You didn’t think I’d actually fall into that lava pit, did you?” Icon.
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noahshands · 3 days ago
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Anytime I write “he ran his hands through his hair” this is what I mean bruh
hahahahaahahahaha i’m gonna throw uo wgat the fuck
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