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Hello. Last time that I posted was on May 16, 2023

Today is January 16, 2024. The year barely started but there are already too much that is happening in my life.

Last December 21, I found out I was pregnant. First thing that popped in my head was I am scared. I have heart failure. I was not yet recommended to get pregnant but I already love Dutdut, the Baby inside me. I love him/her so much.

December 28, I heard his/her heartbeat. I was really happy. I knew I’m gonna love Dutdut all my life.

January 11, I and Charles were given a decision to continue this pregnancy or not. My pregnancy have a poor prognosis. There’s a huge possibility that the outcome will be my death or my life and Dutdut’s life will be in critical.

Until now, I am still hoping that there might be some miracle that can happen. I prayed to give me sign. I know the risks but I am filled with what ifs. I love Dutdut so much even thought I’m just 9-10 weeks AOG.

I love Dutdut so much.

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Hello.

It’s been 7 years since my last post. It’s already May 16, 2023. Back then, I was a fresh graduate preparing for review for Board Exam and also in a fresh relationship.

Fast forward to September 2016. I passed that board exam and still in a relationship. I had a few breakdown because of my studies but I still did it. Registered Medical Technologist. Full of dreams and plans ahead of me.

February or March of 2017, I had my first job at Ricardo Limso Medical Center. I lasted there until December 2019. I can’t bear to think of myself being stagnant in that institution and also making myself feel like I’m not enough.

March 2020, a pandemic happened. The entire world got hit by Covid-19 and I was stuck in Cotabato City for how many months until quarantine was lifted in every city.

May 2021, I got hit by Covid. Severe Covid. I almost felt like dying. It’s something I don’t want to experience ever again. And yes, Charles was still my boyfriend that time. He took care of me and I was and still am really grateful.

June or July 2021, I was diagnosed with Heart Failure. At first, it was really nothing until how many months have passed and it took a toll in my health.

October 20, 2021, Charles and I got married. My heart failure is getting worse.

November 2021, after how many weeks of suffering. I can barely walk and many sleepless nights, I changed my cardio doctor. Apparently, I needed to be admitted immediately. I was suffering. It was a different kind of suffering from Covid but I still don’t want to experience it ever again.

November 2022, I got another work!!

May 2023, I’m getting sick of my new work! Hahahhaha

There are lots of happenings for the past few years. Charles and I had a lot of challenges along the way. Also with my life and work. But I am happy that I still made it this far. I hope after how many years, I can still write something in this blog that can make me say again that so much have already happened.

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First Post! YEP!

Hi. I’m Hannah Bagundang Adiong and as of today (April 6, 2016), I am already 21 years old and a college graduate with the degree holder of Medical Laboratory Science/Medical Technology. I graduated last March 27, 2016 and a graduate of General Santos Doctors’ Medical School Foundation, Inc. Now, that school, that school isn’t a great school. It was fine. I actually just transferred to the school last 2013. I was once a student of San Pedro College (DVO). Okay, enough of that. I started this blog because I have less than a month to waste before our review for board exams will start.

Do you believe in Silver Linings? At first, I don’t but now I do. I really hate GSDMSFI. I just had to bear everything so that I could graduate and I could finally leave that place. On my last year, we had a 6 month internship and that’s where I found my silver lining. Charles Earl Reyes Valdez. I didn’t mind him at first. We met at SPMC on my last rotation and I just knew him on the last week of our internship in Davao. He wasn’t my type at all. He kept on pinching me and squeezing my fats. According to him, I was not even his type also. Second hospital and he is also there. Davao Regional Medical Center (DRH on our first few weeks), Tagum City. We were texting and to be honest, I don’t know how it all started. Everything suddenly seemed at bit different. He would wait for my off when I’m on pm shift. Oh, those memories, hahaha. 

A lot of things happened and they happened so fast. All I can say is, I am happy and I don’t regret anything. Yes, there are soooooo many things that are happening but I am happy with him. I face a lot of problems when I’m with my family, relatives, and others but he’s the only one that makes me feel at ease. Just a glimpse of him, even just his back, all the bullshit seems to fade away.

A few days from now, it’ll be our 4th monthsary. He’s busy with their intensive review and here I am, writing this one. I hope he did good with his interview. I know he can do it. 

Hannah