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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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i dont have feelings i am a fork

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do u tihnk jesse pinkman watches ANime, i think he likes moeshit tbqh

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at the edge of our hope, at the end of our time

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hey mario waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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babylizard replied to your post: is it bad to enjoy bein called slurs in a   sexual...

no i understand this honestly like i really get off on being called stuff like slut and bitch in a consensual sexual setting? idk how to explain it but i think it’s ok when used in that context by two consenting parties?

yeah thats what i mean as long as you consent to it,  like if youre okay with it theny ea

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is it bad to enjoy bein called slurs in a   sexual way like when ur doin it and  they call yuo a "bitch or something like , , like not in normal conversation jsut sexually is taht ok or like

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stop fucking telling trans* people to stop “bitching and moaning constantly” about being misgendered or having slurs directed at us or being treated like objects i NEGATIVE CARE about cis people thinking we’re being annoying by being angry about these things i cannot believe the fucking entitled ass attitudes cis people have in general it is fucking astonishing how yall think we give a shit that we’re being “annoying” to you for being angry about the transphobic/cissexist attitudes and behaviors we have to put up with lmfao

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ive listened to cancelling the apocalypse like 500 times on ituens its my fav song in the world TO be honest

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soemtimes i wonder if p[NAME REDACTED] still gives a shti about me he probably doesnt i tihnk hes just moved on and h he doesnt care like    we never mattered at all thats fine i dont really ca re

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babylizard replied to your post: lol thanks for caring abo...

ddddghhd im sorry :( im bad at. helping. and saying thing. but i really want you to feel bette r i know it doesnt sound like much im bda at Word but really i think you are cool an great,

tthanks but i jus t feel scared because    im afraid of being raped agai n im afraid  of somebody hurting me  , i see so many peopel who are happy with partners and they live such happy lvies and  all i am is useless and everybody hurts me or leaves me i  dont matter i  really dont matter at all ,

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im goi ng to go fucking slit my throat bye

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ii tihnk about being raped a lot i think about someone calling me a fatass bitch tranny and chokign me and forcing themselves inside me becuase   thats what i am thats all i get , no one gives a SHIT about my feeligns im a fucking doll for people to use and abuse  hahahahahaha aah who gives a shit, who wants to fukcing take care of me or keep me safe, nobody because im a fuckingpiece ofshit and people just want to hurt me

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im so stu pid nobody would ever want to fuck me all im used to is being abused lol thats what boys do to me, hurt  me, abuse me , im fuckign shit im such a piece of shit