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Guard dog, I like that one.

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You're doing numbers on reddit. Bark bark bitch.

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Something positive! What's Something you've done to be proud of yourself for? Have your partners done anything to make you proud ?

My partners are alive when the world has been very cruel to them, I'm proud of them just for surviving. Kayden is such a wonderful artist, I adore his art style and I'm proud that he's gotten this far, if only we could get folks to see his art but I know it takes a lot of time and effort and practice to get to his skill level and I'm super proud of him ❤️

Wes, I'm so proud that she is still so kind despite everything that has happened.. just in general. To go through Hell and to still have the capacity to love is boundless strength, and I'm so proud that Wes is going to be a CRN!!! Can't wait to see her cute butt in scrubs.

I'm not only impressed by my partners but very very proud of them ❤️

As for myself? I suppose I am proud of myself for surviving, too. And living to be almost 30 like. I never thought I would live past age 16 so every year on October 2nd. I celebrate my survival. Tbh I don't remember why it's October 2nd but that might have been the day I left residential at 17. I even have some pictures of one of my celebrations but I'm on my phone and they're on my laptop ;o;

Anyway yap yap yap. To conclude, I am proud of all of us for still being here despite others trying to put us in the ground.

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The thing about this that gets me the most is that if you're actually mentally ill, there's absolutely no reason to gaslight your therapist into giving you a diagnosis. Cas wants a label that she can blame her actions on and a trained professional generally knows when you're malingering. I have asked my own therapist if he thought I was malingering and he was like. We should give you an Oscar for best actor bc I'm so fucked up that my therapist was the one to bring up that my results on the MID indicated I have DID and I had no idea. I didn't lead him to anything. Bc there's no reason for me to if I don't gain anything. Hell I wish I was faking and didn't experience all of that trauma that shattered me into hundreds of shards.

I genuinely think Cas has untreated NPD or ASPD or possibly both. I'm not a professional but I am aware of how people with these illnesses behave and generally most NPD fol I encounter are nicer than cas

Yknow i thought maybe i went too far saying that youre malingering bc part of me wants to believe youre so mentally ill you dont know what youre doing to yourself. and i almost.... almost for a moment, felt bad that you were so ill, youve deluded yourself into a corner you cant get out of.

but you just keep digging your grave. You dont just want a grave you want to dig so far you take others with you.

I hope for everyone in the world's sake, you just drop this shit. If you drop it and go the fuck away from me, from my partners, from the other victims. just leave. You can make up a whole identity all you want away from us. we want nothing to do with you

the fact that you PUBLICLY admitted to malingering is baffling holllly fucking shit. Therapy doesnt help you with a false diagnosis. in fact i was falsely diagnosed with schizophrenia and they put me on a medication that gave me permanent hand tremors and a lifetime of twitching and involuntary movements and restless legs which doesnt sound as bad as it is, its miserable.

if you want that to happen to you? keep lying. One day it's going to bite you in the ass.

im surprised you have friends, theo is just as bad as you so honestky youre made for each other. at least he doesnt sleep around behind your back.

this screenshot is proof you are malingering and that is actively going to damage you, the people who know you, and your rapport in psychiatric (and LGBT and System) communities bc you belong on Fakedisordercringe.

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Pretty sure there's a screenshot somewhere of Cas deadass saying she couldn't be a rapist because she's ace.

Fr? I'd have to go looking through my gyazo or the documents to see if it's there! ❤️

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Just have to state, if I don't value your opinion, you can't touch me.

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"no shit, but they post kink on their main. And its horny. No denying it. But I ain't some fuckin moron who thinks Ace people can't be sex pos 🙄" You seem to be acting like that moron, though? Why do you care if they're sex positive? Fucking hell

Because they lied to me for over a year.

Because they change sexualities like they change clothes

Because they change diagnoses like they change sexualities

Because they're a danger to the trans community.

Because she's a rapist and used being ace as an excuse that she couldn't have possibly assaulted someone.

Also I know you're either Cas, her sibling, or Theo so your words do not even graze me.

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your repulsion amuses me greatly

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Also kind of weird she rbs like a lot of these characters tied up

also kinda weird Cas is so interested in characters with deep trauma from sexual shit.

its almost like, gasp, she targets people like that for a reason.

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Your trauma is valid. Regardless of what it was, your age at the time, whether you did anything to prevent it or not. It is also valid regardless of who caused it, even if it wasn’t their intention or maybe it wasn’t caused by someone but something else like a natural disaster.

Your trauma is valid. You don’t need to justify being traumatized.

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im still kicking and screaming from laughing im sorry

you admitted this???? publicly???? even i know if i were malingering i would not post about it publicly. If people want to know what faking a disorder looks like, all you gotta do is spend 2 mins with cas and realize that she copies other people's diagnoses to be quirky

youre not DID, youre not OCD, you have a profound lack of empathy, sympathy, compassion, or care about the people who dont feed into your bullshit. you looooooove theo so much bc he validates your lies. anything for miss princess, right?

Yknow i thought maybe i went too far saying that youre malingering bc part of me wants to believe youre so mentally ill you dont know what youre doing to yourself. and i almost.... almost for a moment, felt bad that you were so ill, youve deluded yourself into a corner you cant get out of.

but you just keep digging your grave. You dont just want a grave you want to dig so far you take others with you.

I hope for everyone in the world's sake, you just drop this shit. If you drop it and go the fuck away from me, from my partners, from the other victims. just leave. You can make up a whole identity all you want away from us. we want nothing to do with you

the fact that you PUBLICLY admitted to malingering is baffling holllly fucking shit. Therapy doesnt help you with a false diagnosis. in fact i was falsely diagnosed with schizophrenia and they put me on a medication that gave me permanent hand tremors and a lifetime of twitching and involuntary movements and restless legs which doesnt sound as bad as it is, its miserable.

if you want that to happen to you? keep lying. One day it's going to bite you in the ass.

im surprised you have friends, theo is just as bad as you so honestky youre made for each other. at least he doesnt sleep around behind your back.

this screenshot is proof you are malingering and that is actively going to damage you, the people who know you, and your rapport in psychiatric (and LGBT and System) communities bc you belong on Fakedisordercringe.

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also kinda weird Cas is so interested in characters with deep trauma from sexual shit.

its almost like, gasp, she targets people like that for a reason.

[nitazenes]

Yknow i thought maybe i went too far saying that youre malingering bc part of me wants to believe youre so mentally ill you dont know what youre doing to yourself. and i almost.... almost for a moment, felt bad that you were so ill, youve deluded yourself into a corner you cant get out of.

but you just keep digging your grave. You dont just want a grave you want to dig so far you take others with you.

I hope for everyone in the world's sake, you just drop this shit. If you drop it and go the fuck away from me, from my partners, from the other victims. just leave. You can make up a whole identity all you want away from us. we want nothing to do with you

the fact that you PUBLICLY admitted to malingering is baffling holllly fucking shit. Therapy doesnt help you with a false diagnosis. in fact i was falsely diagnosed with schizophrenia and they put me on a medication that gave me permanent hand tremors and a lifetime of twitching and involuntary movements and restless legs which doesnt sound as bad as it is, its miserable.

if you want that to happen to you? keep lying. One day it's going to bite you in the ass.

im surprised you have friends, theo is just as bad as you so honestky youre made for each other. at least he doesnt sleep around behind your back.

this screenshot is proof you are malingering and that is actively going to damage you, the people who know you, and your rapport in psychiatric (and LGBT and System) communities bc you belong on Fakedisordercringe.

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Cas: "I'm ace" posts a million pictures of half naked men

... You do know that you can be asexual and still be appreciative of half naked people, correct?

Noooo ace people absolutely cannot be sex positive or have sex, or appreciate bodies. That's absurd /s

no shit, but they post kink on their main. And its horny. No denying it. But I ain't some fuckin moron who thinks Ace people can't be sex pos 🙄

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Hey if your meds make you feel tired and sedated it's because that's how they treat psychosis and OCD. Sedation. So consider you probably don't have it if your meds are just making you feel shitty. Being on antipsychotics isn't quirky. Having every mental illness is not cute nor fun. I doubt Cas has suffered a day in her life.

Gen think she's mentally ill but lies about it to have a "cool" diagnosis. Just like she transtrends

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Cas is lucky I don't have much reach anymore because if everyone took 5 mins to read even a glimpse of the callout. They'd be repulsed.