nikolay1

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I had good progress on this and recently lost everything I wrote,, now i learned to save everything meticulously in google drive 😿.

I will start writing from 0

Lately I really want to write my own version of the origin of Laughing Jack.

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Lately I really want to write my own version of the origin of Laughing Jack.

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more random data i found in old chats, this gets interesting.

William gabrielle grossman!

(Yes, GABRIELLE)

Has random panic attacks, at least 3 every 4 weeks.

Introverted, very introverted, in the weird and scary way.

Hates to be touched without his permission.

Sometimes hallucinates thanks to his bad sleep and the fact that he drinks like alcohol is water doesn't help with that situation.

The hallucinations can become very realistic and frightening, he usually hallucinates about his past traumas, it gets so bad that he has slashed his wrists more than once.

He only gets high when he really can't take it anymore.

He hates the color yellow, it gives him bad memories of when he was still in his childhood and 3 boys between 16 and 17 years old beat him up in the yellow janitor's office with a broomstick every school day.

He really likes blue and white, they are his favorite colors, they calm him down in a way.

When he loves someone he is naive and stupid to the point of being cringe.

For a while he was strongly in love with Clockwork but when he found out he humiliated him in public because he was quite pathetic to be honest.

He hates Jack with almost every fiber of his being, they are not best friends, let alone have anything resembling friendship... they are... partners who hate each other.

He really likes hot chocolate and coke together.

When Jack gave him Isaac's mask, he tried it on and got such a bad allergy that his face was swollen for weeks, (Jack caused it on purpose) which increased the bullying he was already suffering.

He gets bullied a lot in the underworld for being so pathetic.

He has a nice collection of colorful rocks, they calm him down and help him relax.

Sometimes he carries the rocks in a little bag in his backpack, his bullies found them and broke them one by one in his face, so he never brings them back to school.

He cries in a corner all the time.

He would define himself as an introvert, shy, asocial, and somewhat intelligent.

He likes to comb his hair when he gets anxious, he has pulled out a lot of locks involuntarily.

If you touch him without permission he will cry and make a scene, this was one of the main causes of bullying since he arrived new to the underworld.

He likes to paint small pictures, they help him to clear his mind.

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I was chatting with a friend and looking through old chats I found this data from my old frankie, I wonder why I didn't post them earlier (> ●^●)> 💕

Frankie data in my AU!

Frankie can be a stubborn son of a bitch and a manipulative piece of shit, but when he likes someone he is less manipulative and more of a son of a bitch.

Is ruthless and mean to his victims.

He has almost everything under his torso covered in stitches, including the weasel.

He is the best mercenary of the best mafia in the underworld and that makes him somewhat egocentric.

He has many people against him thanks to his personality, more than he has for being a mercenary.

He has no friends, he chases them all away as if they were the plague.

Frankie really isn't that bad, in his cold dead nasty heart deep down there is a regular person.

He is... what can be called... a prostitute, in his apartment there is always a girl at night, obviously every night is different.

Some of them he scares off because of all the stitches you have in your weasel, others love it.

He smokes regularly when he is anxious and drinks wine like water.

His best weapon is a .38 revolver.

He has a taste for half-burnt quesadillas.

He has never really fallen in love, all his dates have always been one night stands.

When he fell in love for the first time, he was completely stupid, stubborn and manipulative for the simple fact of never having experienced love and not knowing that this is what the feeling felt like. By the time he realized it he had almost completely chased his S/O away.

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SO CUTE OMG!!

Curiosity 🦋

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Watch me terrorize my class m8s fet Will Grossman

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Watch me terrorize my class m8s fet Will Grossman

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The Creeps as random stock photos I found

Slender

The Proxies

Masky

Kate

Hoodie

Toby

Jeff & Jane

Eyeless Jack

Laughing Jack

Zalgo

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This was supposed to be one warmup sketchpage and well three hours later.

Anyhow yeah Jeffery Woods is almost 30 and just trying to figure out what the fuck he’s doing with his life + others.

I haven’t read this stuff in so long don’t @ me if story stuff is incorrect I’m just basing this all off my own memory and headcanons

Also this sketch from a game of gartic phone with pals started all this (I’m Squidink)

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Entered within the cavern of his chest, he shot through his heart and let his blood spur out of his body.

Eyeless Jack’s vision goes blank— he foolishly dropped his medical bag at the house, and has no choice but to endure these injuries...

Laughing Jack shivers in delight as the eyeless monsters blood covers his hand and stains his cotton.

Nothing is as sweet as revenge.

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New LJ lore just dropped

and by that I mean I’m making a whole rewrite for him and spoilers here’s what the rewrite is in a nutshell

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Ask: open

I write for :

Zalgo

Slenderman

Slenderwoman

L.Jack

L.jill

Isaac lee grossman

Frankie the undead

Hobo heart

Eyeless Jack

Jane the killer

Jane the everlasting

Nina the killer

Jason the toymaker

Candy pop

Clockwork

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Please don't be impatient.

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Paedophilia

Homophobia

Xenophobia

Racism

ABSOLUTELY nothing religious

Character x character (unless the couple is polysexual)

Nsfw

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Gore

LGBTQ+

Character × Character + reader

Etc etc..

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Why..?

…uh?

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зима

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Zalgo x fem! reader

TW: abuse, slight mention of sex, mental torture, possession.

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The first time you and zalgo interacted was in a fancy restaurant where you worked as a waitress.

you worked as a waitress, as you went back and forth you always felt a piercing gaze on your back.

you always felt a penetrating gaze on your back, at first you decided to ignore it, but soon it became very uncomfortable for you.

you, at first you decided to ignore it, but soon it became very uncomfortable for you, as you passed by you looked for who had been watching you so furtively.

who had been watching you so furtively. Finally, you found him. It was a man,

dark, tall, muscular and with beautiful yellow eyes.

He smiled at you and you smiled back. You approached him and asked him if he needed anything.

he only asked for a glass of cold water, you looked for it immediately and when you got to his table...

when you got to his table... something happened, you had spilled the glass of water on him,

it was as if your arm wasn't yours, you tried to apologise to him, but it didn't do you any good.

no use. He made a HUGE scene and demanded to see your manager. As luck would have it, you only got

you were docked 2 hours pay, ok you had 2 hours docked, but you were still keeping your job, you mistakenly

but you were still keeping your job, you mistakenly thought. The next few days, it kept

it was like your limbs were not your own, you spilled drinks, food, desserts, on some customers,

spilled drinks, food, desserts, on some customers in just 2 days, after the 4th time you were fired.

you were fired.

You were desperate, the rent due date was approaching and you barely had enough to pay for something to eat.

You applied for jobs at multiple places,

You found a small temporary position as a dishwasher at a fast food place.

It was temporary and didn't pay very decent.... But it was either that or end up on the

the street.

Everything seemed to go well for a while until it happened again, while you were washing dishes, a co-worker came over to help you.

a co-worker came over to help you and you broke one of the plates on her head.

you smashed one of the plates over her head. You hadn't done that on purpose, your arm didn't look like it wasn't yours.

It was as if you were being manipulated like a puppet.

As expected, you were fired and your ex-partner almost sued you.

Finding another job would be almost impossible, as someone started spreading rumours about why you were fired.

rumours about why you were fired, among the most famous of which was that you killed your partner.

which was completely false, you knew it, but they didn't and they didn't want to listen to you.

and they didn't want to listen to you.

One day, when you arrived at your flat after another failed interview,

you found all your stuff outside, your landlady was kicking you out, apparently she hadn't received your rent money.

you swore you had sent the money, but your landlady didn't give a damn.

but your landlady didn't care.

Now you were living in your car and desperate for a job, you couldn't stay with your parents or one of your

you couldn't stay with your parents or any of your friends, you didn't want to be a bother to them.

And this was zalgo's chance to act.

Using one of his proxies, he lured you into his castle of horrors with the promise of a well-paid job.

promise of a high paying job, you were broke and needed the money,

so you foolishly accepted with no questions asked.

You can keep fooling me.

You were walking back to your car after that successful interview excited about your new job

You woke up in a silk bed with this six-foot monster staring at you, you screamed in terror and tried to run away,

you screamed in terror and tried to run away, but he was quicker and caught you before you could even touch the knob.

you could even touch the doorknob. Your small attempt to escape from him

resulted in a `little punishment`, after that you quickly learned to comply with his demands without

his demands without any kind of protest.

He kept you isolated, only a few of his proxies were allowed to approach you,

but only to give you food or water. You were like a maiden trapped in a tower with no escape

with no chance of escape.

Now you were trapped, trapped in this huge glass castle with this monster and his servants, trapped in this

monster and his servants, you couldn't remember the last time you talked to your friends, the last time you could remember the last time you could

friends, the last time you could hug your parents, the last time... you felt what it was to be free.

what it was like to be free.

He treated you like a doll, a doll that he could show off to other monsters

like him. You of course didn't like that behaviour, but you couldn't do anything without ending up in a basement with chains.

anything without ending up in a cellar with chains and small but painful wounds all over your body.

all over your body.

Hands in your pockets, like you always hide them.

You soon adapted to him, you could have anything you wanted, except your freedom. But you

you didn't want any of that, you wanted to be free, you wanted to hug your parents again,

you wanted to go back to your friends. But that would be impossible.

After a time when you were good eh you did everything as he demanded,

he began to trust you a little more, letting you wander around certain areas of the castle,

always supervised by one or two of his proxies of course.

Listen to me, you can never escape from here, you were mine from the moment I saw you in that restaurant.

restaurant. You are my property. Honey, it hurts me a lot more than it hurts you, believe me.

You're my most precious doll and if I have to hurt you to keep you with me,

I will do it and no one can stop me. ``

He said this to you after mentally torturing you for asking him if any of you had ever been hurt.

Zalgo had made it VERY clear that if you set foot outside the castle you would regret it.

of the castle you would regret it.

It's dangerous, so you'd better take a step back.

You were always covered with bruises and marks from him claiming your body, you felt dirty, you

dirty, you bathed multiple times every time he finished giving you what he mistakenly called ``love''.

wrongly called ``love''. His ``love`` consisted of showering you with jewellery and expensive

expensive things, showing you off and abusing you, You couldn't stand to be there anymore.

You'll become a sultana if you keep bathing every three minutes."

``What do I disgust you so much that you take a bath every time I touch you? ``

"Stop crying, it was just a few strokes.

"I'm dying of love somewhere.

For the time you were in the castle you only wondered what you had done to deserve this.

deserved this, you cried silently every night while that monster clung to you with his enormous

clung to you with his huge arms.

Why are you crying?"

"Don't you love me?"

"It's no big deal."

Even when he gave you space, you knew he was still there, watching your every move as if he expected you to

you made as if he was waiting for you to make a mistake.

Don't hide your eyes, I know you're there'' One day, someone got careless... You saw that little carelessness as an opportunity

and you didn't hesitate twice before running like hell into the forest behind the imposing

the devil into the forest behind the imposing castle. It wouldn't be long before

No, I don't want to let go of everything.

You just ran and ran through the dark forest, tripped over a branch and fell down a small cliff.

you fell down a small cliff, you didn't care how much damage you got from the fall or how much cold you felt in your

how cold you felt in your body from the snow, you kept running through the snow not knowing if what you crunched through the

you didn't know if it was the snow that was crunching or your bones, you were longing to finally be free.

to be free. You were sick of it all and your heart was just burning hard.

You didn't know how long you had been running, but you made it to a highway,

you felt a piercing gaze behind you, he was watching you...you knew it and you just

you ran faster across the highway and through the snow until you reached a familiar place.

You were freezing to death and you just wondered if they would let you visit them after all this time.

you wondered if they would let you visit them after so long without communication.

You tried to take a few more steps when the house disappeared and your body couldn't take it anymore.

you were now in the forest, again, you felt their eyes on you again.

you again.

He appeared in front of your limp body, he just looked at you, you knew what awaited you once you returned to his castle.

Once you returned to his castle of horrors, you just wanted to die.

legs with his inhumanly huge hand and dragged you across the floor.

Did you really think you could escape, honey I told you before, you are MY property, you belong to ME.

property, you belong to ME`` as he spoke and scolded you for your attempt to escape from his clutches you just

escape from his clutches you just wished you had never been accepted, you wished you never

you wished you had never come close to that man with the yellow eyes, you wished for many things.

but what you wished for most was to feel the warmth of your parents hugging you again.

You hadn't seen your parents in years, even though you didn't have the best relationship with them.

after deciding what career path you would take, you still missed them and wanted to go back to them.

that would be a hundred times better than this.

I'm freezing in the cold, can I visit you?

I'm sick of everything and my heart burns indifferently".

You could no longer bear the cold and the pain, your body could not take it anymore, before you lost consciousness you could only see the

before you lost consciousness you could only see the snow falling.

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Satou matsuzaka headcanon

Satou loves strawberry sweets, they remind him of Shio.

Before he met shio satou had slept with more than half of his school.

Satou hates bitter things, everything bitter must be eliminated.

Over protects shio from the outside world, shio must never know bitter things from the outside world.

When he met [Y/N] for the first time working at the maid café cure a cute fell in love at first sight because of how sweet it felt to be around her, just like with shio.

Satou planned to kidnap [Y/N] for a while and almost pulled it off but got cold feet at the last minute.

He convinced [Y/N] to transfer to his school just to have more time with them.

Sometimes he talks to shio about [Y/N] and tells him that one day the 3 of them will be together happily.

Satou firmly believes that he only needs shio and [Y/N], anyone else who interferes with this will be eliminated.

He has broken into [Y/N]'s house several times.

He has pictures of [Y/N] in his wallet.

Every time she arrives at her flat she fantasises about having shio and [Y/N] waiting for her.

She likes to watch movies with shio until the evening every Friday off.

She watches [Y/N] from afar.

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This scene shook me.