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longer clip of ACM

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to answer to your question on how prisoners find sharp objects, one example is they had a riot(in another colony in Angarsk). These prisoners would break the cameras or lens and use the sharp objects to cut. Here's the link to video and check the dates of when this particular big riot happened. it's not that far off from the year he died. https://youtu.be/gzi955Lqkms?feature=shared

bro should've just accepted his sentence he'd be out in like 6 years bro

im so mad bitchass hoe

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bro should've just accepted his sentence he'd be out in like 6 years bro

im so mad bitchass hoe

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Just a video I made to remind ya'll to be kind and respectful to each other. You never know what someone is going through...just stop the bullying please and take care of others around you!!!!!!

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Thank you 🥹, this is too beautifully written but very helpful. ❤️

Seek the roses along the way, just beware of the thorns.🎶

Do You Understand the Violence It Took to Become This Gentle?

There’s a quote that resonates deeply with me: Do you understand the violence it took to become this gentle? It’s a question that holds within it the weight of my past, the moments that broke me, and the choice I made not to let them harden me.

The truth is, pain changes people. It can leave you bitter, cynical, and afraid to love. But it can also crack you open. It can teach you to see the world not through the lens of your own suffering, but through the understanding of how much others may suffer too. That’s what it did to me.

I’ve endured moments that could have made me shut the door on love entirely. The betrayals, the loneliness, the harshness of life—it all could’ve built a wall around my heart. Instead, I allowed those experiences to soften me. I let the violence I endured carve out space for gentleness, for compassion, for empathy.

That gentleness, I believe, is the very reason I can love Artyom so deeply. When you’ve been through so much, you learn to see beyond the surface. You stop looking at the labels, the past, or the scars, and instead, you start seeing the person. Their essence. Their humanity. I see Artyom for who he is, not who the world says he is. And in loving him this way, in truly accepting and cherishing him, I’ve created a space where he feels safe to love me back with the same depth.

Our love is mutual because it’s built on this understanding. I don’t need him to be perfect, just as he doesn’t need me to be. We love each other not in spite of our flaws, but because of the humanity within them. That’s what makes our love extraordinary—it’s raw, real, and completely unconditional.

To anyone reading this, I want to say: your past doesn’t have to define you in the way the world might expect. Yes, the things you’ve been through can leave scars, but they can also plant seeds. You get to decide what grows from them. Will it be thorns? Or will it be flowers that bloom into a gentler, more loving version of yourself?

I chose flowers. And I know that’s why my love for Artyom is limitless. And why his love for me is too. We see each other in a way only two people who understand the depth of pain—and the power of healing—can.

So to anyone struggling with their past, I ask: What will you choose to grow from your scars?

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В его глазах печаль...

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Позднее Никита выразил сожаление и раскаяние в своих преступлениях. В письме от 2012 года он написал:

“Я обозлился на всех, потерял веру в себя, людей и справедливость. Делился только с Артёмом. Он меня поддерживал во всём, у него тоже что-то не ладилось дома с мамой и в школе. Сейчас вспоминаю всё и думаю, дурак был. Надо было жить по-другому, не обращать внимания на издёвки и унижения, по-другому доказывать, что я не лох и чего-то стою. Взяться за учёбу, вернуться в секцию на борьбу. Теперь я понимаю, что, убивая слабых и беззащитных людей, я снова проявил свою слабость и никому ничего не доказал. Я виноват перед людьми и готов понести наказание. Мне плохо, когда я думаю о том, что совершил. Иногда вижу себя как бы со стороны и не верю, что это был я. Если бы можно было всё изменить и начать жить заново, я ни за что не повторил бы этих преступлений“.

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Later, Nikita expressed regret and remorse for his crimes. In a letter from 2012, he wrote:

"I got angry at everyone, lost faith in myself, people and justice. Shared only with Artem. He supported me in everything, he also didn't get along at home with my mother and at school. Now I remember everything and think I was a fool. I should have lived differently, not paid attention to mockery and humiliation, prove in a different way that I am not a sucker and worth something. Take up the study, return to the section for the fight(wrestling/kickboxing). Now I understand that by killing weak and defenseless people, I once again showed my weakness and proved nothing to anyone. I am guilty in front of people and ready to be punished. I feel bad when I think about what I've done. Sometimes I see myself as if from the outside and I can't believe that it was me. If I could change everything and start living anew, I would never repeat these crimes."

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"Начитался всякой литературы. Там писалось, что в этом мире ничего уже не изменишь. Этот мир катится неизвестно куда. Можно делать все и ты всегда останешься прав" - никита

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Вы узнаете..

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редкие фотографии Никиты.

Rare photos of Nikita Lytkin :

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Места совершения преступлений.

Пешеходная дорожка Никиты в школу.

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