nightswithnai
My Love
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nightswithnai · 2 years ago
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talking about me being private re the with girls at her work that overshare
and I’m shaking in my boots lol then I think I wish I were not so insanely private thanks to my island upbringing
lmao I’m red through and through - even the privatization of my sexual need
great 👍🏾
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nightswithnai · 2 years ago
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It’s the day after spring exams and I have way to much pent up energy. I can’t get high enough and I can’t ask for what I want because I am stunted. I am fundamentally unprepared to be vulnerable and that is heartbreaking. I love her so absolutely and I can’t even grow some balls. Mad embarrassing kid lol. Good thing you guys are eternal and transcend this existence but still damn.. I’m tryna smash. I look at her and think about how she tastes all the time and I can’t say anything. I want to be inside her so badly and it’s so sad that I don’t say it. I literally can’t and I don’t know what to do. I need consistent insurance before I go to a therapist . There is no point telling every professional in Howard county that I have been obsessing over her since the dawn of time and I’ve been thinking about getting her off over and over for years and years. Just putting my mouth on her, she’s even softer than I imagined. It’s actually not of this world, honestly. Nothing here is like that.
I hope that I grow and evolve and learn sex is not bad. Wanting and wanting to be wanted is allowed. I just miss her so much it’s been so long. And I can’t take it much longer.
I miss her neck, I literally hate this new fuckin job like. Absolute bullshit. I need to ease in and I love her neck so much, she smells like heaven.
This new vibrator sucks. I need to go to work to buy amazing sex toys to placate myself. Even though masturbating is annoying af. It’s just not as nice. It’s very frustrating.
I hope it’s just her thinking I’m not cleared up yet. Lovely problem because I’m not gonna announce to the fuckin room - Hello boy wonder, I am appropriately balanced and ready to engage- like wtf. This is stupid.
I wish I was an animal that just released pheromones and then a mate suddenly shows up does a very obvious fuck dance and then y’all get to business.
Gotta go 🥲
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