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it's the weekend! legit gonna just spend the weekend relaxing at home lol. people always ask me if i like talking, communicating with others considering i chose pharmacist as a profession *side eye* believe it or not, i like to see myself as a introvert lol. but i FEEL i can be an extrovert in certain circumstances hahaha well i try to. so typically i'd like to enjoy my weekends mostly just chilling at home. it just feels like i've hit my "talking quota" for the week and i just need to recharge my socializing battery for the upcoming week lololol so friends pls understand if i say no if you wanna hang out during the weekends ok thanks bye

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the main highlight of the week def would be the nationwide insulin shortage crisis. so today we had a sort of “emergency” meeting to talk/elaborate further about the statement that was issued by the higher ups last night. but honestly if you wanna ask me how I feel about this whole situation, I’ll just say the ship is sinking. and everyone can only save themselves. I just feel really bad for patients who are at disadvantage bcos of this crisis 😮‍💨

this crisis is not new. in fact, we face this almost every single year lol it just gets worse towards the end of the year.

come on malaysia, we can do better.

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it’s only mid week and honestly it feels like monday was years ago. the past few days was cray cray bcos we had “special” visitors from outstation to come to look at our facility’s new building. and at the same time, patient load was not getting any easy too.

as I was driving home from work today, the work craze has got me ponder on life.

“is this all worth it?”

“i feel under-appreciated”

“so underpaid… for all this shit”

last week it was just me working in the pharmacy as my other senior colleague had to head out to settle some work errands. one specialist approached me to ask about giving benzathine inj test dose. and I guess my answers weren’t good enough for her and she had to say “oh how I wish **** is here to help”

honestly, my heart dropped a lil. LIKE SIS WHAT DO YOU MEAN. my senior colleague would have given you similar replies too (!!!) I legit had to pull myself together and gave a smile back.

yes, i’m just a pegawai farmasi kontrak.

does that mean you can treat me any less?

no.

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bp 187/110 this has always been at the back of my mind but i actually never do it (or more like have the courage to). i wanted a place that i could rant or share freely (nothing political ok) about my work as a pharmasis hehe. before we get serious... here's a quick self intro! i'm a pharmacist based in malaysia, a little dot in asia. i've been slaving in the field with the gov for three years now lol still pretty much a noob-i mean newbie. and that's... it. let this be a safe anon space ok 😌