It's so crazy to me that my whole life I had this feeling that something was off with my relationship with my father.
It was my intuition and I didn't pay too much attention..
I'm 28 years old right now, and even now I feel better than 2 months ago, I have my bad and sad days like I can't believe that my mother has waited this long to tell me that my father wasn't my biological father. I mean ..
It's like do I want to know my real father or not? At this point I don't know if he is still alive tbh, but then I'm like why would I want that? He never wanted to know me so..
Sorry, I'm not feeling very well today. Don't mind me.
I honestly think Arina is one of the best angst-writer in the entire RC.
She keeps on adding little thoughts here and there, she builds the tension deliciously with mc's regrets and, most importantly, she makes it all realistic. Painful.
She was the enemies to lovers material FOR REAL. Like I wish we have a shit like that, we hate so much eachother buTTTT And for that pvssy, you know I'm a slave(?)
This may be extremely controversial, but I genuinely like Austie as a character and I think she should鈥檝e been an LI.
I鈥檇 love to see the arc of her trying to seek external validation through Lucifer (which she鈥檚 not getting) and trying to regain her sense of self worth. I鈥檇 love to see her father drift away after losing his position thanks to Rebecca (much like Fencio) and I鈥檇 love to see her actually grow as a character and develop healthy platonic relationships with the men in her life.
So basically I might be the only Austie enjoyer ever.
You know the story is good when you become so attached to the characters and the plot development that when something like this happens it breaks your heart into a thousand pieces.