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what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

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recently when im tempted to say 'i'm gonna kill myself' i try to correct it into saying "im gonna walk into the river and become a trout" or some other form of that. this is my new thing

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home altars of mexico

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is anyone else disgusted by the enormity of their desire or is it just me & richard siken

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how it feels knowing that loneliness is still time spent with the world

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"x has been done before" no experience is unique. all art is born out of connection. rejoice in being part of something bigger than yourself

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rosyy-coosy

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ohhhh i get it now. the little seed of loneliness i’ve carried with me since i was five will never go away

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Cervantes dunes, Western Australia

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women who are going nowhere in life i love you with all my heart

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oh god i’m not angry anymore. i’m so incredibly sad - i want to be angry again.

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you have to let yourself be a weird woman or you will not survive

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god knew id be too powerful if I was socialized properly