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“They are dismantling the sleeping middle class. More and more people are becoming poor. We are their cattle. We are being bred for slavery.” They Live (1988) dir. John Carpenter

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My Life

My life has been less than ideal, and I have reached the point where I have no motivation to do most of what I should do. Yes I still go to work but the pain of my past and the tears I hide inside on a constant basis make it so that I don't want to go outside. All I feel is pain and regret when I do, looking at everyone else and the lives they are building for themselves. All I have is really nothing. No future, no self worth, no motivation and no self-respect. All I would rather do is sit in my bedroom and fuck around on a computer because its easier and it means I don't have to try to interact with people. I have always been seen as a loud person but honestly I am not. I am very quiet and afraid to speak up. Even at my size I would rather be quiet and stay out of the way of alot of shit. I am resigned to my loneliness and pain because I know if I try I will just be exposed to more pain, more pain that I have already dealt with time and time again. Rejection and regret haunts me and to do nothing is easier because it means I won't be exposed to more and hurt myself farther. I hate what my life has become and I don't see it getting better. To quote A-Ha: "I reached inside myself today Thinking there's got to be some way To keep my troubles distant" What I found was nothing and every time I look I will continue to find nothing

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All I really want to do is cry most of the time. I feel better and then I get pulled back into the sadness that seems to be my life right now. Nothing I do I feel like matters anyways. All the fun, all the memories and all the experiences I have will eventually be meaningless. I will die and that will be it and it will all be over. I should have died 30 years ago. I really feel like I wish I had so I didn't have to feel so pathetic and worthless right now.

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Not just a player, but the freaking ball itself

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the rise of the ghost of Zeon spotted on the 10th Nipponbashi Street Festival, Den Den Town, Osaka.

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If you say your safe word, and your dom/domme carries on then that is wrong.

If they give a bullshit reason, such as you will like it eventually or that you don’t have a say, then leave that piece of shit as soon as possible.

If they don’t stop when you say your safe word then it becomes non-consensual. 

You agreed a mutual safe word, and they are breaching that whilst being a disgusting human being.

They are not a ‘real’ dom/domme and you need to get far away from that person and never be with them again. 

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En: So, do you want to go eat some curry later or...?

Atsushi: I AM ALWAYS A SLUT FOR SOME CURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Alas, poor Yorick!

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if a white person asks you to get in their car: DON’T DO IT

they will blast country music and they will fuck a banjo right in front of you 

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Scott Pilgrim vs. the World: The Game

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MY SISTER SAW A FUCKITN NGE CAR AT A SHOW SIDIEKDOPSPW GE

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The Internet is all abuzz about a series of videos from Dylan Marron, an actor, writer, and director who lives in New York. He’s the creator of the Every Single Word Tumblr blog. The premise is simple: to illustrate the paucity of screen time and speaking roles for people of color in film, Marron picks a film, and then splices all of those scenes together in a YouTube supercut.

Marron, 27, found a powerful device that resonated, by taking movies that are anywhere from one to two hours long, sometimes more, and pointing out the comparatively infinitesimal amount of time actors of color get to speak in those films. It illustrated the issue in a way that’s easily digestible in comparison to spitting out the same percentages from Hollywood diversity studies in news articles year after year.

It’s art-as-data-visualization.

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Let it be known that the official Sonic the Hedgehog twitter asked Egoraptor these questions.

Reference

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Spoons: harmless?

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