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Truly the healing powers of sitting in front of an open window at the beginning of spring

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mentally i'm here

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*squints harder back at the male gaze*

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I go feral for antiques. Who held you? Who loved you? How did you end up here, with me?

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If we could redo that time, I would be more honest

I would say “hey I’m gonna just get his off my chest” and I’d say “sorry that was a lot! how are you?”

I would joke more

I would look at your face more, your eyes, your lips

I would ask you more questions

I would’ve said “next time on me”

I would’ve said “about those snaps...”

I -

Want to move on.

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there’s no way that you would know I dream of kissing you

There’s no WAY you’d know I fantasize

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I tried my hand at embroidery!! This was my first attempt ᐠ( ᐛ )ᐟᐠ( ᐛ )ᐟ

Thank you @tisthequenchiest for inspiring me to try it out 💕 It's strangely calming hahaha

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2 Tritypes

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251- Emotional, intellectual. They want to be good, helpful, and learn. Keenly observant , good at hiding it below the surface. Try to maintain a positive image. They don’t like to stand out. Reliable, warm, but also frustrated at times, and needs some alone time to think. I imagine this tritype would more likely be an introvert disguised as an extrovert, but they could be an extrovert as well and prefer alone time often. They enjoy learning, I especially think they enjoy being around people because they get to be interpersonal with them, observe and learn about them, the patterns of them, and the established rules and how things in dynamics work which gives them a sense of how things should go. 

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258- Think of a protective Mama Bear, usually doesn’t get aggressive and prefers to be doting and a little bit more behind the scenes, but if harm is threatened, rages. If they think something is off, no qualms about letting their suspicion be known and carrying a hostile attitude until they feel that you aren’t a threat. To those they care about, warm, caring, and involved, while the 5 surveys from behind the scenes, picking up on details and facts and collecting information, learning about how things are going and using it to help, and somewhat overprotective. When they feel that harm will come to those they care for, or themselves, aggressive, blunt, and challenging if distrustful of someone. They want to be caring, knowledgeable, and know that they’ve got everything under control. 

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259- Less aggressive than 258. They want to be peaceful, intelligent, and helpful. More relaxed, Possible introverted personality, though can be an extrovert. They want to help others manage their difficulties and soothe them, they wish the statement, “Everything will be okay.” was true. Advice giver. Gentle, wise. Probably keeps their observations to themselves more often unless directly asked, which, can sometimes be too late, should probably step up a bit earlier and voice them. Somewhat shy. Imaginative, sweet, slightly detached from people (but still involved, just not actively), helps them but doesn’t really need them, prefer to be in their own world and occasionally voice their views and thoughts which can be incredibly helpful but, as I said before, sometimes hesitates to voice them, even if they know they hold truth, out of conflict avoidance. 

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261- Somewhat suspicious, 6 combined with 1, high standards, when not met, likely to be disappointed although expectations were unrealistic. Moral high ground. Inquisitive, likes to be involved in other’s lives. Responsible. They want to be helpful, reliable, and act appropriately. Hold themselves to high standards as well, as critical of themselves, tend to project it on others. They want to be supportive of others and know that they can rely on them to do things as they should as well. Dutiful and giving, strict but helpful nonetheless, soft spot for people in need, though distrustful of them and wants them to prove themselves. 

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268- They want to be helpful, reliable, and have a mastery, know they’re in charge of themselves. They give a lot to others for a sense of security, who am I? That helpful person that everyone loves! They don’t realize it doesn’t always mean you’ll be loved and become angry and resentful. Barging in and helping out wherever someone is needed isn’t going to help you, it’ll just help others. They kind of jump in and help out and protect but not long term, just in the moment, whenever they spot a problem, they like to be the rescuer, it gives them a sense of security. It’s also a way to be in charge of the situation by being the rescuer, even when who they’re helping definitely doesn’t want help, it feeds their ego and gives them a sense of control. (Think of the scene from Disney’s Hercules, when Meg and Hercules first meet, and Hercules attempts to “rescue” her when she doesn’t need it, or want it. I would insert a clip, can’t find it.) 

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269- A little less sure of themselves. They want to be peaceful, reliable, and helpful. Genuinely likes people and likes to help them. Easy going, likable, friendly. Though they may become a little too helpful out of fear of being abandoned as well as conflict and not voice their thoughts, and continue helping and just keeping silent as well as identify with being a “helper” more than being in touch with themselves. Gentle, supportive, though not voicing their feelings may result in passive aggression rather than an issue being handled efficiently. Somewhat withdrawn but the 2 causes them to interact with people more. 

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271- They want to be helpful, adventurous, and good. They like fun but they also like a bit of structure. Caring but want to do what they believe is best. They like to explore, and tell and teach others what they’ve learned, and socialize. Friendly. Ethical. Upbeat. Personally involved. Idealistic. Generous, optimistic. Soft hearted, reluctant to display or acknowledge negative emotions. Structured way of having fun. May become a little bit too idealistic in expectations. Good intentions. Sensitive, runs away from “bad” feelings. Inspiring, people oriented, kind. 

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278- Less 2-ish 2. More outspoken and adventurous. Wants to be helpful, free, and in control of themselves. Aggressive 2. Enthusiastic, expressive, exuberant. At ease being a leader. People oriented, lighten the atmosphere. Caring, aggressively protective of those close to them, wants to help others find their own voice as well. Boisterous, creates a positive environment. Sometimes when attempting to help, could be too blunt and hurt instead unintentionally and not acknowledge the subtleties of a situation. Avoidant of negative feelings, attempts to focus on others and keep busy and moving instead of self reflection. Outgoing, confident, not afraid to take action. Honest, caring, assertive.  

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279- Sweet, fast moving, placating. They want to be helpful, explore, and peaceful. Loving, open minded, isn’t too overbearing and gives space when necessary. Curious and giving. Positive, cheerful. Look for the best in others. Prefer to ease tension, and over that, avoid it if possible, even if it means ignoring it by keeping busy with something else. Involved with others but not invasive. Optimistic. Accepting. Prefers a light hearted environment. Kind and thoughtful, tries to find ways to relate to others and get along, have an enjoyable time. 

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Candle 2000 by Vladimir Kush (2000)

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