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Anonymously tell me your assumpmtions about me and I'll confirm or deny them.

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i saw one of your (maybe?) older asks where someone said they wanted to eat a poptart, and you replied “if ed doesn’t want a poptart, he doesn’t get one, YOU get one” and honestly that put a whole new light on eating for me

This message honestly MADE MY DAY

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Ed language is literally like “ricecake ugw green tea fasting calorie” and we all just collectively understand it

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Not your usual Ana tips

Read the post before you get pissed off at me.

• Stop standing up so fast. You know damn well that you get dizzy from that, so stand up slowly. If you still get dizzy or start to black out, sit back down and take deep breaths until you go back to normal, and then try to stand up slowly again.

• Don’t work out until you pass out or puke. Just walk. It burns a lot calories and it’s much easier to do. I do this instead of working out and I lose up to 3 lbs a day sometimes.

• Sleep (if you can). Your body is tired as fuck. You don’t eat very much and sleeping will help re-energize you.

I won’t tell you to eat. I know a stupid tumblr post won’t suddenly make your disorder go away. I just want you to try your best to stay safe. Believe it or not, I love you. We’re a big family and we would all feel like shit if you died because of this. If you ever get the urge to recover, take it and run.

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* the sexual tension between me and jumping off a roof *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

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🎀Not promoting just using the tags🎀

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what the fawk 😐

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When I walk by a classroom skeleton and my ED tells me it’s the ideal body type:

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I’m gonna start posting safe vegan recipes here. I’m gonna hate putting in all the tags but eh. get ready to see all my weird ass eating habits!

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Dolce & Gabbana Spring/Summer 1992

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it’s so much easier to stay low cal on a vegan diet holy shit i’m in heaven

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Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.

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i thought i was dead

i had a experience today where my body overheated i started to lose focus in my schoolwork my heart started beating so loud and fast and hurting like a mf and i thought “omg this is it this is how i die i am going to die in the middle of art class” then i decided to try to alert someone i tapped my friends thigh my breathing was shaky and loud and my face was red and tried to tell her “get the teacher somethings happening” all that came out was a scrambled mumbled sentence and i thought i was about to faint but she understand and the teacher got her to take me real quick and since she knew i was anorexic she got a proteing bar and made me eat that shit and the second i took a bite everything slowly started to calm down and i have honestly never been more terrified

dont take life for granted as someone with an ed it doesnt matter whether your bmi is high or low your heart can stop at any second

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Do you ever feel too ashamed to visit Tumblr cause you ate so much

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i’m not creating a false reality in my head. i want to be skinny, but i know i’ll be sick too. i want to be skinny and sick and weak. i want to be passing out. i want to be slow and have automatic responses. i want to scare people. i want people to take me seriously. i want help.

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