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midnight at full throttle

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🫵 YOU. STOP WHERE YOU ARE

say something nice about prev!!! find something cool about them!! give their blog a skim!!

compliments are FREE TO GIVE so GIVE THEM OUT. pls. thamnk. (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

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before you say your life is hopeless, consider the following:

have you had anything to eat

have you had any coffee/caffeine

have you had a good conversation with a friend lately

have you jacked off lately

have you read/drawn/done a hobby lately

if the answer to any of these is no, your current opinion on your life is moot and you will instantly feel better after doing whatever you're missing here

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i know people are tired of me & my situation, just by the fact of notes on my dono posts not leading to goals being met anymore. im sorry. i simply am trying to stay housed & keep everything somewhat afloat so i can eventually leave with more than just the clothes on my back & whatever fits in my bag. my situation is only getting more dangerous as my family take bills being not paid out on me. im exhausted & hurting all the time. ive been trying to get my cat vet care for fucking months. both rent & storage are past due. my mother is refusing to try & see if we qualify for snap again & the gov says she has to be the one to handle it. i physically cant do commissions fast enough to keep my head above water. especially during the heat & not having otc pain meds for flares. im so fucking stressed. my skin is peeling, my mouth is rotting, my hair is greying & falling out. i just want to survive. past rent due by 8/13 (8pm PST) & is $440. normal weekly rent due 8/14 & is $374. storage now $142. please.

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a very short poem for august (s.r.m.)

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don't say "2010's music" and then play something from 2017-2019. that's not 2010's music to me. they're sonically so different from 2010-2016 to me

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Why are bad things happening to mutuals. Nothing bad should ever happen to mutuals. Stop. #ilovemymutuals

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by tucker

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I've gone fifteen years on this website without absorbing any information about homestuck and I'm not about to start now

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Oh hey. The one year anniversary since The Incident passed this weekend and I didn't even notice or realize until just now. One year since that asshole finally stopped ruining my life. one year since everything finally changed for the better. one year of not having to send paragraphs begging to be treated with any semblance of decency. one year of not being forced. one year of having full bodily autonomy. one year of feeling like I can breathe again. one year of learning to love myself and my independence and breaking free from the cage I'd been trapped in. Everything is so much better now. Hope that guy that made me feel so fucking low and violated spends the rest of his life raking his brain for ways he could've been better and yet still fails to be. Hope that guy rots in his own self deprecation and cowardice forever. I'm thriving baby

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Guys I literally hate to admit this but being obsessed w yourself and your life no matter how small it may seem litetalky works like effusing that energy ATTRACTS people but what’s even nicer is you dgaf if it does because you’re having so much fun all on ur own

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SILUETA' Series, Ana Mendieta

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nuzzle - acrylic painting, sold

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The fact I remember so very little from a game I played like. a year and a half ago. is very. Um.

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when someone who hurt you kinda glowed down after u left each other’s lives