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I keep thinking of Himiko's classmates and Saito—what they must have thought after the attack. If you focus on her fight with Curious, you can sort of piece together how her confession to him went down and what happened at their graduation before she ran away.

I believe Saito didn't die, but he was severely injured? (Correct me if I'm wrong). The curiosity over how her friends processed the matter after the interviews makes me wonder a lot, so I want to draw and write about it and about them. 🥳

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I think I could always act more deranged 💖 good morning

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When you're evil and also an aquapet

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She is just like me and I am just like her

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I personally believe Himiko Toga truly represents growing up as a girl who doesn't actually fit the mold of what society expects from being born as one; the refusal to be objectified and subsequently abused to feel obligated to fit in, despite the cost of rebelling.

It's alright when Himiko hasn't developed her Quirk—her sense of personality and identity—because her parents can play dress up with her as they please. Himiko can just be anything they want her to be.

She has been taught being cute is being human and this link is repeated over and over again when we hear about her. Her parents punish her individuality by calling her a monster, denying any possible humanity and forcing her to suppress herself; Himiko cannot just be anyone she wants to be.

This idea is stressed when she is paired up against Ochako over and over again throughout the series.

Ochako is the perfect example of what a girl should be like. She is selfless, innocent, kind and she buries deep down, to an unhealthy extent, all possible ugly things—the ideal, damaging image of what a girl should be like. When she is in love or jealous or even sad, she refuses to let these things show until she is alone as opposed to Himiko, who has learned to let herself go (with a cost, of course.)

What does Himiko mean when she says she wants to be like Ochako? We understand that she literally wants to become somebody else because that is the way she loves, but has Himiko ever loved herself?

In the final battle, Himiko takes the blood of Ochako only to offer all of her blood back. The detail is, when she does this, she keeps parts of her actual features this time. The lightning is used specifically on that side of her face, because Himiko isn't hiding herself anymore under someone else's face in order to feel loved.

She learns to fully love herself because Ochako, someone who has grown on the side of normality, fights to let her know what she means for her. She is ready to take more than one stab wound just to reach Himiko and let her know that she envies her smile. Her freedom. Ochako may have always been accepted on the surface, but she now validates Himiko's way of living however she pleases and even claims to want to have the liberty she does.

And Himiko allows her (and eventually literally pushes her) to live however she wants to as well, freeing Ochako from all the previous expectations she was once held back with too.

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happy 2025 y’all :D

this was the first art i made for this year :) happy w how it turned out ^^

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How to feel more comfortable with messy lineart... I've heard people say it can really help you out/improve your art, but I don't even know how to try it out 😭 Maybe I should just sketch for a while.

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Yeah that makes more sense !!!

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Gay gay homosexual gay

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togggaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

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How to Have Freedom as a Girl Through Puking Your Poison Onto Everyone Else 🥳

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Yay

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Himiko Holiday Edition 🥳 her hair is very fun to stylize

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Started to watch Dandadan

1. Momo is really cool

2. I deeply appreciate the sympathy that the writing offers to the "evil spirits" and it's really comforting despite the cruel horrors both young girls and women have suffered. This is very important to me.

3. I have reached ep 7 I am crying it's 4 am I am so sad I am trying to to not cry in the call

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Ochako would be an amazing protagonist. If she had her own show I'd be really happy because I like Ochako.

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Whoa, you do commissions? O⁠_⁠o I didn't know that! Where could one find out to request? (If open, that is!)

I hope you have a lovely day! ^⁠_⁠^

YAY have a lovely day too 💖💖💖🫂🫂🫂🫂

Right now I only have fullbodies at 40usd :3 and if you want another character in the same piece then that now adds +20usd !!! (Backgrounds are also available and optional BUUUUT they're usually super simple since I really hate them; they add +10usd)

Maybe in the future I'll expand options 😭 (sketches, lineart, things like that, base coloring..........) but for now I have this available !!