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I swear there is no better feeling then lack of oxygen while giving head. Make me delirious and depend on you to breathe

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You give me a reason to jerk off every day. Post something where you felt extra slutty

ty for choosing me to jerk off too😵‍💫🥴🤭

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trying to study but my tits are just so sensitive I keep getting distracted :(

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Dumb in the Mirror Task

i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb.

ever since Sir named me Cock Pillows my lips just do the most obscene stupid things when i edgies. i look dumb when i rub i rub when i look dumb. it's better when i sit on the edge of my bed so i am directly facing my full length mirror. i told myself that i got the mirror so that i could look at myself and make sure i looked nice before i went out but i mainly use it to reinforce what a STUPID BROKEN FACE FUCK DENIED CUNT i am mounting my large suction cup dildo and practicing face fuckies. i look dumb when i rub i rub when i look dumb.

it's different when i'm looking at myself like i already am like a total ahegao edgie slut like my tongue just automatically goes out and my eyes cross when i rub i look dumb when i rub i rub when i look dumb i remember the first time i saw an ahegao girl when one of my girlfriends showed me a picture of a girl making an ahegao face and we agreed that it was totally disgusting and degrading towards women and a sigh of how much the patriarchy still degrades and debases women and of course as soon as i go home i need to find more pictures of it and create a TikTok account i couldn't help but run and get turned on and i felt so stupid and ashamed but every now and then i would look at the girls and try to copy them parrot what they were doing knowing that it was degrading but my CUNT also knew that it was hot and that was what really mattered. i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb.

Now since i became a BROKEN EDGIE PUPPET my CUNT makes me find porn of girls looking STUPID and i can't help but try to PARROT them and i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb. Now my TONGUE goes out and my eyes cross and i can't stop it i need it i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb like it's not enough to feel dumb i need to look dumb because i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb. My hand instinctively makes me taste and lick off my GIRL GOO and my free hand makes me band my FAT COW UDDERS so that they look like OBSCENE BALLOONS because i am a walking pair of tits and i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb. i'm a STUPID BROKEN DENIED EDGIE PUPPET i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb.it doesn't matter how smart i am i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb. i don't understand it i don't know why i need it i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb. Everyone needs to know that i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb.

my lips need to be plump they need to look like OBSCENE COCK PILLOWS because then i would look even more dumb and i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb. Sometimes i am out and i just GUSH remembering how i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb and it's so hard not to make my DUMB EDGIE face it's like feeling more natural i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb and then my CUNT feels that i would look dumber when i BOUNCY BOUNCY my FAT COW UDDERS because i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb and so i DROOL and TONGUE and BOUNCY BOJNCY as i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb i need to look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb i always look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb good girls look dumb when they rub. they rub when they look dumb i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb thank you Sir for helping me be a better DENIED EDGIE CUNT PUPPET i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb i need to look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb it feels so good to look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb i GUSH so much GIRL GOO when i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb i look dumb when i rub. i rub when i look dumb

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Now, this is quite a confession / mantra / self-trance induction. I am impressed. Well done, cock pillows.

That's correct. The mirror is there to remind you of what you are. your true self. Not just the mirror in your room, but soon every mirror you'll see will remind you of what you are.

Reminders are good for cunts.

Conditioning is permanent and inescapable. you carry the training with you wherever you go. Reminders bring out the truth about your existence.

Reminders are good for you.

Some cunts get confused about politics. That's ok. There are men and women in the world. And then there are cunts like you. you are different. In a way you are very special.

Hanging around places like tumblr (and my account in particular) may give you the idea that all girls secretly desire to be enslaved, brainwashed, dehumanized, and mind-wiped.

I am not a mind reader, but that does not seem the case. There are a lot of women who have different interests and will (and should) take very different paths from yours.

What is good for you may not be good for them, and the other way around is also true. Some girls will go on to fight for their own rights, dreams, and aspirations. It's not beneficial (helpful) to anyone to try and create obstacles for them. And it is not particularly good to post material designed to break a cunt's mind, in public forums.

Tumblr is a very public place and anyway can access any post. I can put up trigger warnings, and let everyone know my posts are for adult only, however, the last thing I want is for my posts to be shared with people who find my content harmful to them. So I try to keep a low profile. If at some point I see too much traffic in the wrong places or with the wrong people, I may take my account down and move it to a more appropriate place.

Still, my hope is that the support group and the "culture" I promote will help some inexperienced readers understand what slave training is about, and figure out if that is something they wish to explore or if it is not something that is right for them.

I can barely interact with the followers I have now, I certainly don't wish for the entire female population on the planet to become mindless sex slaves. Though a very tiny portion of it is absolutely born for it.

With all that said, I do really enjoy hearing about your experience, your shame, your inner conflict in finding ahegao posts, and feeling the urge to imitate, and then gradually become what you were always meant to be, a broken denied edge puppet. I think it is a beautiful thing. And for those special girls who are destined to follow your example, confessions such as yours are helpful in letting them know that they are not the only ones and that there is a place for them... on the floor, drooling like a mindless fuck object.

Well done, cock pillows. Very good confession.

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Happy Friday #me # txgirl210