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obsessed with my commission from @emry-stars-art , I just like thinking about these boys getting to be happy 🥹

(Andrew showing it in his own way, grabbing Kevin’s jersey, I am deceased)

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at some point in life you realize the best way to solve a love triangle is to make them polyamorous and you never look back

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I think the overall dynamic between kandriel regardless of whether you’re shipping the three of them or it’s a qpr or they’re friends or whatever is funny bc their behavior is not inherently romantic and they all kind of coparent each other and it’s funny like Andrew and Kevin are like Neil I swear to God if you don’t turn your phone on and take care of yourself I’m going to kill you or you’re going to have a permanent babysitter, and Andrew and Neil are like Kevin for fucks sake stand up for yourself and enjoy your life a little (stab your abuser it’ll be fun), and Neil and Kevin are like Andrew you can’t live exclusively off of ice cream you have to exercise and plan for the future because guess what bitch you have one and we aren’t letting you out of it

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I love that neil is pure of heart, dumb of ass, and also deeply fucked up

He’s just a little guy! All his friends love him and want him to take care of himself! He’ll totally kill that guy for you though. He protects his friends by mouthing off to horrifically dangerous people. He can’t tell that he’s being flirted with. He always respects his boyfriend’s boundaries and is hyper-vigilant about consent. He also got too distracted listening to his worstie scream in pain after his bf broke the guy’s arm to pay attention to his team checking on him despite the fact that the aforementioned bitch nearly killed him on national TV. He got his bf to agree to stop protecting him so that andrew wouldn’t feel responsible when he was inevitably killed. He comforted himself while being held by the FBI by replaying his father’s execution in his mind over and over. His only regret was that his mom didn’t live long to see his dad dead. But! He’s also so sorry that he upset his boyfriend by getting kidnapped. He put a hit out on a rapist over lunch. He insults the FBI. He challenged the yakuza and won and watched his enemy get executed and then was so giddy over it that his team wanted to know what was up and he lied to them. He’s a fucked up little guy. A Creature even. Morbid as hell. Deeply unserious. Protective as fuck with a mean, vindictive streak a mile wide. Would do anything up to and including killing someone for his found family. What a guy. Damn.

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Everyday I think of this and everyday I wish Neil got that shot

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Neil and Katlyn problably look at each other from time to time and go "OMG, This person has the worst taste in man under the sun😭😭😭"

And then their men are literally twins

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Andriel warm up doodles ✌🏾

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ao3 users orphan_account and anonymous sure have some really banger fics ngl

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aftg is so funny because u can’t even say ‘they should’ve been at the club.’ they literally were .

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one of the things i love about Neil Josten as a character is that not once did i have to go “god i wish the protagonist told the villain to go to hell. i wish the protagonist fucking killed the abuser and didn’t go Oh im gonna be the bigger person.” no. Neil went and did all those things i’m so proud.

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the way that Andrew and Neil and Jean all have this incredibly intense codependent relationship with Kevin that’s based off of mutual trauma or binding promises, and then there’s just Jeremy who’s like… “Kevin is my buddy! 😁 We text! 🤗 Kevin you crazy fool! 😜

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"what if jeremy actually did something bad his freshman year" good. i support his rights and wrongs. you may have forgotten that many of us love andrew, who literally killed his own mom, and neil, who has broken every law in existence at least twice. i personally think it would be sexy if jeremy committed a felony at 18 years old

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literally the funniest part abt the perfect court is the height dynamic cause u would think between Jean, Kevin, and Neil that it’s Neil and his scary dogs but it is Neil, the scary dog, and his two trauma bonded ride alongs

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Studying gets boring so:

-“Andrew, let’s go practice”.

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these social media aus are so funny bc there is NO way nicky hemmick could remain on the foxes if he had access to twitter dot com. he'd tweet something marginal and get cancelled immediately, screenshots would be sent to the university demanding his scholarship is withdrawn, kevin would have to write him a notes app apology to post and he'd probably post it with a sad face emoji - absolute nightmare

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one thing about andrew and nicky is they’re always gonna make sure neil looks cunty at the club and i respect that