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[nerdwithsexdaily]

This is something I need to get off my chest.

First off, I'm not a religious person, but I do believe in something higher. Anyway, I have an Ex, I broke her heart, and it haunts me. She's refused to talk to me for years. (Which is fair). I try not to think about her, but whenever I go home on vacation,I think about her a lot. And this last time was especially bad. 3 people asked me how she was, which had her on my mind pretty intensely. So, I prayed for some sort of sign before I went to bed one night. Then she appeared to me in a dream, looked at me and said "70" I asked her what it meant, and she replied "I've already given you everything you need, child" . Then, poof, gone. I woke up in a cold sweat. The next day, bored I was on tinder. I thought about the dream, and giggled to myself as I changed the distance to 70. And there she was. I was a little in shock, but I liked it and went about my day. I ran some errands with my mother a little while later, got in bumble, and boom, there she is again. Later that evening, not sure what to do with this random information, I thought about "well, she's ~67 miles from my house, and like 54 from the bank I was at when I saw her on bumble, so she's either in the ocean, or just outside Orlando". I figured about a 10 mile area. (Yeah, I know this much thought into a dream, super creepy). A few hours later, it was still heavily weighing on my mind, so I checked apartments near there. The first listing looks like a castle. (This screams her motif). The next day I mention it to my parents (Mostly as a joke, but also not giving all the details), and they tell me I should go see her, and that they miss her too. I said I don't even know if it's the right place to which they respond "what's the worst case scenario? Either it's not right, or she doesn't want to talk to you. It's only an hour away". So, wondering if maybe there is a chance, I drive there. Then, when I get there, it dawns on me, "I have no idea which one's her place". Then, I see a car, all by itself 10 years older than any other, with sunshades. (Again, screams her). No cars for several spots either direction, and lined up with 1 hallway. I go in, and see skeletons hanging above a door (She's obsessed with Holoween). So I knock. She opens the door, I'm in shock, she looks at me angrily and asks how I found where she lived. I panicked and said Google. (You can't say "oh, I think God sent me"). She closed the door in my face, and I left. Moral of the story, sometimes God will give you the signs you ask for, even if it hurts. Or they have a cruel sense of humor.