neonbutterfly4you

[neonbutterfly4you]

Take me back… to your arms

[neonbutterfly4you]

how empty of me to be so full of you

[neonbutterfly4you]

there was innocent music. songs and albums i could listen to without a care in the world. now they’re tainted with everything that is you. your voice, your smell, your eyes, your touch, your face, your kisses, your love, you.

[neonbutterfly4you]

waited so long for something to come but nothing came from you

[neonbutterfly4you]

“my child is fine” your child loves sleep because it is a guiltless way of escaping their reality

[neonbutterfly4you]

Feel so numb

[neonbutterfly4you]

Tired of everything and everyone

[neonbutterfly4you]

Mind is so full yet nothing comes out of my mouth

[neonbutterfly4you]

I keep pushing away everyone

[neonbutterfly4you]

I hate it here

[neonbutterfly4you]

Can’t fall asleep without thinking about you

[neonbutterfly4you]

Nothing feels right

[neonbutterfly4you]

Ever craved someone’s presence so much that it hurts your chest

[neonbutterfly4you]

All these lonely nights with only you in my mind

[neonbutterfly4you]

I miss you so much but I have too much self respect to run back to you

[neonbutterfly4you]

I’m so insecure I don’t wanna be seen by anyone again

[neonbutterfly4you]

Your presence makes me feel more alive