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Everything will change at its time... Anyway, today is an awkward day. I met that person on my walk. We didnt speak to each other. Not even smile. That s crazy :D

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Finally i decided to uninstall path apps :D

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this piece of art, 

love it so much

i often call this flower, "bunga desember", but in here, they call it "bunga panca warna" means five colour flower.

wanna try to make this kind of art.. wanna wanna wanna make it :(

little while ago

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Wait baby, wait... Your time is not coming yet!!! Wait.. and wait.. Your Rabb knows better than you. Wait baby, wait... Probably when you decide it now, you will regret it later. So wait.. just wait.. When the time is coming, you can get it, you can do it, even you can feel it!!! Then wait baby, wait... But still you have to try and work and strugle and pray lots. Remember, Thomas Alfa Edison, your savior -because of his electric light bulb which always light your night- wasnt only failed at once or twice, but hundreds time!!! Then, will you give up just bcz you failed once?? Come oonnn!!! You are strong! You know how to live your life!!! Burn your spirit!!! Hang your dreams right in front of you!! Reach them with your hands!! Yes you can! ;)

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Thought via Path

If only... – Read on Path.

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Hmmm

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Kangmas

Kangmas,

is a call for my husband. I love it. 

Kangmas is javanese call for older brother. Since I always be a lil cute sister for him, then I call him that way, Kangmas.

It has been a month since we got married on October 17, 2014. I love him. I hope we will always be happy for the rest of our lives, together.

Marriage is not a simple thing, but actually we can make it simpler than ever in each day.

That's a refreshment for me. Everyday I go home after working all day, see his face and hug him, I feel so comfort. I hope I can be his comfort pillow too...

My love for my husband, Kangmas....

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Error

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This is what it feels like... Truthfully, i am amazed! To the bone...

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So cold :(

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Keribetan osreng2 pun resmi dimulai per hari ini :D I know, this is a simple thing for most people, but me. It's such as hard as doing some exercise. I was sweating all morning. Yeah, since i am a newbie, it becomes terribly amazing experience... so enjoyed it much anyway ^•^ Hasilnya??? Jangan ditanya. I asked kangmas to not come in to the kitchen. I explodely said, "tonyes loh kangmas kalo ke belakaaaannggg....! Stay there dan nonton tipi ajaaaaahhh!!!*#+/%/#(-$)" Hahahaaaa... #latepost with Jojo – View on Path.

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When the time for us is coming, we cant do anything but accept it. The time for marriage The time for understanding The time for lost The time for staying together... Even the time for being separated. No one knows how life s bringing us. Just trying to do the best. Becuse there is no right answer in life. What we have done with the decision is the thing that decide whether it s right or wrong. That‘s it.

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The only thing that i am afraid of.. is that thing. If he comes in a very bad state on my day. Should i kill him? What should i do then??? Hash... I am afraid... I am so affraid oh God...

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Today, i was spying on pramugalau blog. Should i be a pramugari too? Haha. I have to lose 12kgs if i want to be the one of them. Anyway, my man doesnt give his permition. Hmm.. really wanna marry him soon. Amin

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I have to be more and more and more care of others... It s your turn Take a lesson of this experience!

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And yes... i am here...

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In the end, i am the one who is left behind...