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 i tried to be funny and it backfired miserably

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I've been seeing this anew lately and I'm FERAL? The way Cas is laughing, genuinely laughing in a way we rarely see. And you can tell by their body language that they talk like this all the time (I would like to see it)

But what really kills me is Dean's face. He's so happy to be making Cas laugh like this, he looks so PROUD. You can see the anticipation in his expression as the joke's about to land, his body turned, watching Cas' reaction. Ugh they're so in love

(I know this is born of cockles but my point stands 😌)

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Looking from afar ✨️

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(What a creep haha)

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finally can draw ivan man he is so difficult for me sometimes 🥹

drawn on tt live @dovahkenzart

Ivan - Alienstage

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this is probably ivti in the afterlife

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14.14 - Ouroboros

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-🖤💚-

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"live with love"

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Dean and his very platonic feelings for his angel

SPN 5x04 // 9x03 // 10x21 // 11x22 // 11x18 // 11x22 // 12x23 // 11x22 // 15x18

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If Destiel has one supporter, it's Misha Collins.

If Destiel has zero supporters, Misha Collins has been killed by the CW sniper.

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Thinking about Cas fighting 10 years through hell while his brothers and sisters fell around him to save the Righteous Man, thinking about Cas rebuilding Dean atom by atom, seeing the scars of a hard life and using his soldier's hands to heal, the absolute power of heaven to cure one man's bad knee, thinking about Cas singing so loud to angels and the world alike "Dean Winchester is saved" that it was heard even by an angel who had fallen from grace and didn't remember heaven, thinking about Cas trying to say hello to Dean Winchester in his native tongue because after touching his soul he thought Dean may be of the very few humans who could understand him, thinking about the shape of Cas's hand on Dean's shoulder, fingers wide and bold and digging deep enough to leave an impression his new body carried through to resurrection, thinking about how good things do happen, about how from the moment Castiel, Angel of Thursday, met Dean Winchester the narrative was fundamentally changed

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saw this days ago but I wasn’t there yet… just got to ampert’s death. brb losing my mind.

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SotR is a realisation. A realisation that the rebellion didn’t start with Katniss. That all the people we see supporting her or helping her have all been wanting to fight but they’ve been failing. That there weren’t merely “rumours” of a revolution but there were many active plans playing out and failing.

It’s a reminder that the perfect Hunger Games we saw in the first hg book was an illusion because we had Katniss as our narrator. We didn’t have Haymitch, hell, we didn’t even have someone like Peeta because these people played the games. Katniss didn’t.

Katniss was introduced to us as a mad, simple, naive girl who literally only survived because of others. She didn’t know how much her taking Prim’s place mattered because she didn’t realise what it meant to everyone who came before her. To everyone who had heard rumours of how the last District 12 victor actually fought his games. No, Katniss had just kept her head down, hunting and providing for her family.

See, she grew up way before the Games got to her. She’d already lived through her dad’s death and watched it destroy her once lively mom. Haymitch didn’t have to go through that. Lucy Gray didn’t have to go through that. They were both angry, yes, but at the Capitol. Katniss? She was first and foremost angry at her mom. At her dad. She knew who was to blame but she had too much to do and deal with to think about that. She was already jaded in a way that the Games couldn’t touch.

Peeta? He was Haymitch. He knew what he was getting into and realised he was just on a chess board with no control. So, he adapted. He played the knight, the rook, the king, the pawn. Katniss? She just… did. Changing directions, not playing the piece she was assigned because she didn’t realise that’s what was going on. Remember her surprise at the crown twisting into two after the Games?? She was so oblivious. Until Catching Fire where everything caught up to her. Where everything so many other people had been waiting and working for caught up to her.

SotR is a history book. Rewritten and edited and published as a piece of fact. SotR is a mirror and it’s a reflection of what actually happens vs what ends up being shown. SotR is the playbook of those in control of any and every kind of media that we come in touch with. SotR is a wake up call and I truly don’t know how many will see it as such.

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As much as kripke era was crazy for destiel. At this point deans reaction to cas dying is pretty bog standard reaction to one of deans friends dying that he’s going to pull a face at then never mention ever again. But after that.

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Bert and Ernie

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Dean and Cas are so fucking married, they're taking turns trying to get through to their kid, they're bickering about the correct wording of sayings, they're telling each other about their day and yapping about the people in it, Cas told Dean about Sam wearing a cardigan knowing Dean would find it hilarious and Sam would hate it, they're so married

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Drawing Dean and Castiel in fluffy oversized winter clothing is therapeutic :D 💙💚☕❄️

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