neilredhead

[neilredhead]

fic rec

Omg have you read count the cost series by kathrinej?? Soooo good ad so sad! basically about what would happen if Neil didn’t come back from evermore, but it��s Andrew’s pov years later! it’s on ao3!

Thanks for the rec, friend! A compelling story with Neil sacrificing himself for the safety of his Foxes, and yes, this is definitely heavy on the angst! 

According to the author’s note, the series is inspired by the raven!Neil fics ‘Black As Is The Raven, He’ll Get A Partner’ by nekojita (here) and ‘Scared to Live (But I’m Scared to Die)’ by Major_816 (here).  If heavy angst with a happy (or at least hopeful) ending is your thing, check them out too. - S

sometimes to run is the brave thing series by Kathrinej [Rated M, 20341 words, complete, 2022]

In which Neil would do anything to protect his family. If protecting them meant he could never go home again, so be it.

Part 1: go count the cost (M, 11588 words)

“Are you high right now?!” Andrew hissed angrily, leaning in to get a closer look at Neil’s now clearly dilated pupils.

A wry grin tugged on Neil’s mouth, meeting Andrew’s gaze without flinching. He finally raised his glass in salute, “As a fucking kite.”

-

It has been years since Neil disappeared in the night, only to reappear the following semester on the starting line-up for the Ravens, the name Wesninski painted across his back.

A chance encounter at a Gala leads Andrew to believe there might be more to the story of Neil’s defection than what they’d been led to believe.

tw: implied/referenced violence, tw: implied/referenced drug use, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

Part 2: but do not ask the price I paid (M, 8753 words)

“And what about you? Do you hold more value to me at some bottom-ranked team?”

Neil hesitated slightly, before saying “I believe so, my lord.”

A mirthful look crossed the other man’s face as he glanced out on to the court.

“I disagree.”

tw: violence, tw: torture, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: drug use, tw: suicidal thoughts

[neilredhead]

Hi! I recently discovered your blog and I was hoping to catch the asks open. Do you know any post canon fics of Andrew's last year at Palmetto? Maybe where he is worried about leaving Neil behind? Also, I don't know if there are any fics of star wars au? Thanks!

Here’s what we’ve got for Andrew’s final year and graduation.  Oh yeah, and a little bit of Star Wars too! - S

Also see …

‘The Bet’ here

‘The Bones - Way Down We Go fic’ here

'Words Mean Nothing’ here

‘Tumblr Headcanons… andreil fight…’ here

‘as I go forward (hold down the fort)’ here

‘The Cartographer and the World’ here

the pieces that stick around by PoolToast22 [Rated G, 2918 words, complete, 2022]

He’d never thought he'd miss it. The building wasn’t new. He’d spent five years living in it. Surviving in it. But now, with less than 24 hours left within the high walls, he couldn't help but look at it completely differently. 

It was no stranger to Andrew to walk away from a living place and feel like a piece of him was being left inside. He knew heartbreak. He knew what it was like to leave somewhere for the last time and know you would never get back the person you were when you walked through the door. In fact, most places he'd lived had broken away a chunk of him. They all tore at his skin, clawed at his soul, and crumbled his defenses until they could no longer be broken.

-

AKA the one where Andrew has one day left at Fox Tower and he doesn't know how to feel about it.

a lesson in communication by mindthekat [Rated E, 11987 words, complete, 2021]

Part 3 of the ‘an exercise in growth’ series

To the untrained eye, Neil Josten would seem entirely normal, albeit a little more tightly wound than usual.

Andrew Minyard's eye is not untrained.

Alternatively: Neil never thought he would live long enough to want a future and Andrew can't find the words to reassure him.

tw: explicit sexual content, tw: panic attacks

The thunder for the storm by aceofreaders (Kickasscookieeater) [Rated T, 15109 words, complete, 2020]

Andrew has spent five years in Palmetto, four years entangled there with Neil Josten and his band of merry foxes.

Andrew has spent four years breaking and rebuilding routines and patterns and thought processes. Four years sharing kisses and cigarettes and truths.

Despite himself, he got used to it. He got used to his own pack, he got used to the other foxes, he got used to Neil Josten in the few ways it's possible to do so. And if pressed, hard, he could admit to himself that he's not sure what to do without any of those things.

But nothing gold can stay, or whatever. Because now he has to leave.

tw: implied/referenced panic attacks

You Deserve Better by socksandsandels [Not Rated, 4749 words, incomplete, last updated June 2020]

Andrew had always told Neil that whatever "this" was meant nothing but Neil had never believed him before. Except now Andrew is graduating and Neil knows that if their going to work long distance then they both have to try harder. But will Andrew finally be able to tell Neil what he means to him or will he keep denying till there is nothing left?

Or: It's Andrews last year at Palmetto and he is about to go pro. Neil asks him to acknowledge what is between them and try harder so they work long distance. But Andrew thinks Neil deserved better then him.

I can't make you love me (if you don't) by djhedy [Rated T, 5318 words, complete, 2020]

Andrew realises he’s faced with two choices: hold onto this or let it go forever.

And he hates that.

Almost as much as he hates Neil.

He watches as Neil turns away, walks up the length of the room once, stops, looks back. “It’s ok,” he says, his voice drained of any emotion, face set. Sure. Resigned. “You always said this was nothing.”

Andrew nods. Remembers there’s a cigarette dangling between his fingers, so brings it back up to his lips, holds it there, doesn’t even bother breathing in.

“Ok,” Neil says again, and leaves the room.

---

before andrew graduates, neil asks him to make a choice.

Have I told you? by alex_wh0 [Rated T, 1312 words, complete, 2020]

Set during Andrew's fifth and final year at PSU, when both Neil and Andrew are perched on the edge of uncertainty. Who knew Neil could write?

i'd hold you down (if I could, make you the enemy) by bluesky_daydreaming [Rated T, 2585 words, complete, 2020]

Neil will tie himself down to Andrew and stick around until Andrew tells him to go and Andrew does not want to be the one who is responsible for keeping Neil on the ground. He will not be the reason that Neil lets himself shut down after they are all gone, the reason he never branches out and seeks out someone new to touch, someone who gladly let him touch them.

****

Or: Andrew pushes Neil away because he thinks it will be easier than watching him leave.

Unspoken by Jeni182 [Rated T, 1905 words, complete, 2019]

Andrew Minyard is not good with words. Betsy helps him find a way to say the things to Neil he wants to.

I Found by trubenblack [Not Rated, 4909 words, complete, 2018]

It's Andrew's final year and they've got a surprise

or the marriage fic bc i refuse to admit they don't

tw: homophobia

Watchful Eyes by SensationalSunburst [Rated G, 2290 words, complete, 2018]

“I'm graduating in three days.” Andrew said. David took a long drag of his tea and waited. “I will be moving to Columbus.” He continued, “Neil is not.” “I have him for another year,” David said, “Are you worried?” David watched Andrew swallow the knee-jerk denial that he felt anything, chasing it with a sip of cocoa. “He requires a certain level of supervision.”

Damned if I Do by Spanglebangle [Rated T, 4731 words, complete, 2018]

In a few short weeks, Andrew will graduate from PSU. And he has a very important, and very terrifying, decision to make.

Exy, or...something else. But what? Does he really want to commit to Exy for the rest of his life? And if not Exy, then what? What is he supposed to do? What is he supposed to want - and how can he possibly choose it?

tw: anxiety, tw: mention of suicidal ideation

Something in Return by reaching_my_summit [Rated M, 31204 words, complete, 2018]

“Andrew Minyard, how will you celebrate winning your final college Exy championship?”

“I’m going to Disney World,” Andrew deadpans.

- - -

Andrew’s final year at Palmetto State comes to a close. His future is upon him and there are plans to be made. Years ago, Neil asked Andrew to stop smoking in exchange for something. Andrew finally knows what he wants in return.

tw: nightmares, tw: scars, tw: ptsd, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: blood, tw: panic attacks

Star Wars AU:

Hope Is a Disquieting Thing by Sundaye [Rated M, 67953 words, incomplete, last updated May 2020]

Abram's father is one of the most powerful beings in the universe and he's spent years searching for his wife and son who stole millions of credits from the Empire and ran. They're two of the most wanted by the Empire for their dangerous insight into Imperial secrets. When a deadly confrontation with his father ends with Abram's mother's life, Abram must find a way to escape alone for the first time in his life.

Meanwhile, smuggler and ex-Imperial laborer Andrew Minyard and his crew have lost an important ally to the Empire and are intent on rescuing him and returning him to the Rebellion.

When the chance comes for Abram to flee Tatooine with Andrew's crew he dons a new alias, Neil, and takes it.

Basically, this is a Star Wars AU.

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced drug use, tw: implied/referenced abuse

Star Wars Au when? by @deadliestpieceontheboard [tumblr, 2021]

ok but hear me out: aftg star wars au when?

Art

Jerejean star wars au by @sturmdunkel [tumblr, 2022]

runaway jedi neil by @skye-draws [tumblr, 2022]

Fanart for Hope Is a Disquieting Thing by @fornavn [tumblr, 2020]

Andrew from 'Hope Is a Disqquieting Thing' by @ssundaye [tumblr, 2018]

Hope Is a Disquieting Thing Edit by @sirfluffkins [tumblr, 2018]

[neilredhead]

I want to rec “cutting ties” by pandaseek! https://archiveofourown.org/works/36558715/chapters/91175950 Neil goes to Stuart after Mary dies so he never becomes a fox. Meanwhile, andrew is off his meds, and has broken relationship with his family and kevin so he drops out and quits exy. Moving to Atlanta, andrew ends up rooming with neil. This fic is INCREDIBLE and gives me the same vibes as armies

You’re so right. friend, we’re fans of this work too! Thanks for the great rec, we’ll gladly pass it on. - S

Cutting Ties by pandaseek [Rated T, 47584 words, incomplete, last updated March 2022]

“What are you planning on doing, Andrew?” Wymack asked him, discarding the piles of paperwork littering the desk and turning his full attention to the conversation at hand.

“Going away.” Andrew told him, lighting up a cigarette and wondering the same thing. He hadn’t figured all the details out but that could be rectified by spending a week in Columbia on his own searching for jobs and apartments. He had enough left in the bank from Tildas’ life insurance to secure a lease until he found work. The only question was where he was heading, he wasn’t interested in sticking around Columbia where he could run into his family.

“You only just got off the meds, have you thought this through?” Wymack asked, leaning back in his chair and scrubbing a hand over his thinning hair. “I know Exy has never been the endgame for you, but I thought you’d stick around for the degree.”

Andrew shrugged carelessly. A degree didn’t mean anything unless you had plans to use it and Andrew wasn’t that committed to his future. “Sorry, coach. Exy just isn’t what I needed it to be any longer.“

-

Neil was never recruited to the Foxes. Now Andrew must face the world without his drugs and he’s not impressed.

tw: alcohol abuse, tw: attempted noncon, tw: nonconsensual drug use, tw: drug addiction, tw: recreational drug use, tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: blood, tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced human trafficking, tw: implied/referenced suicidal thoughts, tw: explicit sexual content

[neilredhead]

Staff Recs: Reunions

Last month was first meetings; this month, we’re giving you some reunions! A little angst, a little fluff, a lot of happy – or hopeful – endings to keep you going as the seasons change. - AFTG Fic Rec Fam

Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons… by FreakingOutGirl [Rated G, (we say T) 24004 words, complete 2017]

Andrew had just left Juvie, at 15, and nothing in his future called him, until he met a boy running from a wild dog and saved him.

That boy gave Andrew the home he never had, until external forces separated them.

(tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: nightmares, tw: alcohol, tw: drugs, tw: child abuse)

forgetmenot by moonix [Rated T, 4201 words, complete 2019]

Four years ago, Andrew left Neil behind. Now he’s back in town and Neil couldn’t care less - really.

I’m going to make this place your home by smokesque [Rated M, 7757 words, complete, AFTG Winter Exchange 2017]

Neil traced the outline of her figure, familiar yet unrecognisable in places where time had broken her back, until his eyes caught hers and Mary Hatford—she of the false identities and paranoid promises, of hotel rooms and guns under unfamiliar pillows, of firm love and firmer bruises—blinked back at him.

(tw: violence, tw: child abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture)

The bittersweet between my teeth by alaynes [Rated T, 63740 words, complete 2016]

In which Neil Josten is a Time Jumper, and everywhere he goes he keeps seeing one man.

Neil’s throat dried; the sound of keys rang in his ears, but so did his voice.

Andrew Minyard stared back at him, expression inscrutable.

(tw: canonical character death, tw: temporary major character death, tw: alcohol, tw: gun violence, tw: blood, tw: homophobia)

of being happy by artemis_west [Rated E, 4774 words, complete 2017]

On his flight home, Neil could barely sit still. He kept going back to his phone and staring at the message on his screen, the last one he’d received from Andrew:

I’ll be there.

(tw: explicit sexual content)

pipedream by Willow_bird [Rated T, 5992 words, complete 2020]

Before Andrew went off to Easthaven, Neil gave him the name “Abram”, solidifying Andrew’s theory that he really was some sort of side-effect of the fucking drugs he was on. After all, Abram was supposed to be dead, supposedly chopped to little bits by his psychopath daddy almost ten years go - though there’d been no actual evidence to support it.

Then Andrew gets out, and he’s entirely unprepared for what is waiting for him.

—-

Andrew’s POV for Andrew’s return from Easthaven, with a twist! This is a slightly canon-divergent AU where Andrew used to love exy before his best friend vanished on a trip to Edger Allen and has been thought to be dead for over eight years. (The friend was Neil/Abram.)

(tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced withdrawal)

if tenderness is what you need by orphan_account [Rated T, 5069 words, complete 2016]

“I’ve missed you,” she says before she’s registered she’s saying it out loud, but it’s true and there’s no reason not to say it, except for the vulnerability it makes her feel. Even though she’s learnt that it can be a good thing, she can’t help but feel surprised every time she comes out of being vulnerable without another scar.

Allison freezes, then puts the shirt she’s holding back down and turns to look at Renee. Her expression, usually easy to read, is too complicated for Renee to figure out.

absence makes the heart grow fonder by redskiesandsailboats [Not Rated, 5319 words, complete 2020]

“Robin,” he says, and she looks up at him. “I need your name.”

“Not this again,” Robin groans.

“It worked wonderfully last time.”

“No, last time, you lost me twenty pence and all of the respect of the Blackberry Inn owner.”

“Nonsense.”

“Neil,” Dan says, “You’ll get caught.”

“I might.”

“Neil.”

“Escaping has always been my specialty. I’ll be fine.”

“I’ll be back up,” Matt offers, and Dan glares at him.

(Or, the one in which Neil is Robin Hood, Matt is Little John, Nicky is the King of all of England, and Andrew is neither a maiden, nor a damsel, but he is slightly distressed, and it’s Neil’s fault because Neil is very distressing at all points in time.)

hold on to let go by djhedy, fuzzballsheltiepants, moonix [Rated T, 14308 words, complete 2021]

Five times Andrew and Neil reunite in the wrong place at the wrong time, and one time everything is just right.

Sore-ring to cope by flybbfly [Rated T, 5810 words, AFTG Yuletide 2016]

Far-future fic. Nicky and Erik are finally getting married, which means the Foxes are about to have a mini-reunion in Germany. That’d be great, except that Allison hasn’t talked to Renee in nearly a year.

(tw: alcohol)

Say You’ll Stay by Willow_bird [Rated T, 5091 words, complete 2021]

“Why didn’t you call it ‘Kitty-Cat Books’?” Nicky asked out of nowhere.

Andrew raised a brow and looked down at his son. “What?”

Nicky let out a huge gusty sigh. “The book store, Daddy. Why didn’t you call it ‘Kitty-Cat Books’? You like kitties bestest. You don’t even have a fox stuffie or anything. So why make the store about foxes? It makes no sense!”

Ah. Andrew shrugged and looked back out at the torrent raging outside. “I had a friend, a long time ago. He liked foxes.”

—

On a stormy day, Andrew expects the store to remain completely empty other than himself and his young son. The last thing he’s prepared for is for a boy from his past to come in seeking shelter from the weather with his own small son in his arms.

(tw: scars, tw: implied/referenced torture)

Trying to Remember Your Heart by orphan_account [Rated T, 2367 words, complete 2021]

I’m going to see you, and I am going to crumble again. “Hey.”

“Hi,” Neil says. Andrew reels.

When Andrew sees Neil again after eight years, his knees buckle and he begins to wish again. Neil is still hurt, Andrew is still a foul, and fate hangs in the corners of their world.

Feels Like Falling by gluupor for broship_addict, kysprite [Rated M, 35325 words, complete 2020, AFTG Big Bang]

After college Andrew left behind both exy and Neil. Five years later, he’s built himself a stable life with nothing wanting. Sure, he hasn’t had a meaningful relationship since college, but he hasn’t found anyone compatible and he’s not overly interested in romance, anyway. He has friends, family, and pets; he’s not missing out on anything.

Or so he thinks, until a chance encounter brings him back in contact with his unfairly attractive ex. As he and Neil get to know each other again, Andrew starts thinking that maybe, just maybe, he’s allowed to have it all.

NB: art for this fic by @broship-addict is here; art by @kysprite can be found here

[neilredhead]

Hey lovelies, so, this fic is just so AMAZING I had to rec it. 🥰😍 Books, libraries and Andreil falling in love through notes and book quotes. 💜

We love this fic too, @jayjfox! - S

the hunger at the heart of me by foxdemon13 [Rated T, 7316 words, complete, 2022]

There is a board in the local library where everyone can leave a note.

Andrew decides to reply to a particularly assholish one.

He didn't expect this to turn into sharing truths with a complete stranger he has never seen. He expected falling for him even less.

tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced drug abuse

[neilredhead]

I just wanted to say that I really like this scene and their dialogue in it. It was... a very honest and vulnerable moment 💔

[neilredhead]

I hope you know what this scene is 💔

[neilredhead]

Staff Recs: (some of) Our 2021 Faves

2021 is a wrap, but it won’t feel complete until we share some of our favourite fics of the year. Here’s our 2020 roundup, and check out our random recs and staff faves tags for more of what we love. We are happy to serve from our little corner of the fandom and wish you all a safe, healthy, and happy 2022. - AFTG Fic Rec Fam

wingpeople by likearecord [Rated T, 11313 Words, Complete, 2021]

I mean, what else could Nicky have done when he spotted Andrew smiling at the hot guy making his coffee?

Not meddle?

Not get all the Foxes on board?

It’s like you don’t even know him.

FUN FACTS: Uh. By our quasi-scientific research, this little number is the FANDOM FIC OF THE YEAR. It has the most kudos of any 2021 AFTG fic on AO3, and its random rec is our most liked post to date. 

finders keepers by moonix [Rated M, 40906 Words, Complete, 2021]

Andrew meets Nathaniel through a scavenger hunt app. As their team takes part in a hunt that sends each of them to creepy, abandoned places alone to solve clues and gain points, Andrew and Nathaniel begin a little treasure hunt of their own…

tw: body image issues

FUN FACTS: YOU GUYS. It’s sort of a confirmed rumour that moonix is reworking this into an original novel! Novella. Nutella?? Anyway, please read this secret identity puzzler with all the pride of knowing it sprouted in our fandom.

Shut Up and Dance (With Me) by OfficialStarsandGutters [Rated E, 168160 Words, Complete, 2021]

….Andrew Minyard dances alone. Everyone knows this. Until a wide eyed, desperate rabbit of a boy stumbles into his path, and he breaks his self imposed rule.

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: torture, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: anxiety, tw: depression, tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced drug abuse, tw: explicit sexual content, tw: implied/referenced eating disorder, tw: vomit, tw: graphic injuries, tw: non-consensual drug use

FUN FACTS: While you’re burrowed under the covers squinting to finish one more chapter, remember this was meant to be a one-shot! The dancing is fun and the andreil is delicious, but wow. The interpersonal relationships between the twins—and dare we say kevaaron—are GRIPPING. 

Was Sorta Hopin’ That You’d Stay by JayJFox [Rated M, 25740 Words, Complete, 2021]

Neil and Andrew have HATED each other since an incident in college. They really, really do. The Minyard-Josten rivalry is not a sham.

But now Andrew’s transferring to Neil’s team and all hell is about to break loose.

tw: alcohol, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: explicit sexual content

FUN FACTS: An enemies-to-lovers story with so much pranking and chest heaving PINING you have to wonder how they have time to play exy! It’s now part of a series with a kissing-filled-sequel-prequel, ‘Before I Hated You.’

12 Ways to Woo a Minyard by NikNak22 [Rated M, 69292 Words, Complete, 2021]

Neil is a math nerd who, by a stroke of dumb luck, falls into a group of friends that are the closest thing to family he’s ever had. So, when he tells them about his new mysterious crush, he shouldn’t be surprised how immediately they come up with a plan to help win them over…

FUN FACTS: This fic is just pure delight. You can tell Neil has caught Andrew’s attention but poor Neil doesn’t know, and the Foxes are at their meddling (and betting) best. 

never said that i didn’t need you by incogneat_oh [Rated T, 10458 Words, Complete, 2021]

Aaron and Andrew spend an evening hanging out in the emergency department.

tw: implied/referenced abuse

FUN FACTS: Do not pass go, do not collect $200—you don’t need it, AO3 is free! But do make haste to read this excellent take on some grudging twinyards healing post canon.

that’s just something people say by nanatsuyu [Rated T, 119396 Words, Complete, AFTG Big Bang 2021]

Neil makes the mistake of stealing the wrong car. Andrew makes the mistake of offering a ride to a liar. They both make the mistake of turning the whole affair into a road trip ‘home.’

tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: panic attacks, tw: alcohol, tw: drugs, tw: implied/referenced torture

NB: companion art by @starcrossedfates​ here

FUN FACTS: This meet ugly turned andreil road trip is jam packed with character development and memorable moments. As time passes and truths are traded, Andrew is a goner. But can he trust a runner?

Tart by justadreamfox [Rated M, 11473 Words, Complete, AFTG Summer Exchange 2021]

In which Neil likes someone, Andrew makes an assumption, and Kevin is a really good friend.

FUN FACTS: The gang vacations in Uncle Stuart’s beach house with all the sand, sun, fruity drinks, and kissing you could hope for. Andrew just met Neil, but he’s already possessive and jealous of his touch and cuddle friendship with Kevin. We are so down for this.

The Massive Continuity of Ducks by fuzzballsheltiepants [Rated T, 12280 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Fall 2021]

Andrew Minyard had it all planned out. He’d drive home to New Hampshire for fall break, stopping to check out some law schools along the way and having his existential crisis in private. Except somehow Neil Josten ends up tagging along, and nothing ever goes quite as planned, does it?

tw: panic attacks

FUN FACTS: It was only a missed kiss—how did it end up like this?? So. Much. Pining. + Two. Clueless. Boys. + Ducks. = a fic you never knew you needed.

00:00 (Zero o'Clock) by shadowdreams [Rated G, 44364 Words, Complete, 2021]

Neil and the fail-safe 10-step plan to get the man of your dreams to fall in love with you!

FUN FACTS: It’s like…you start with this very narrow/tiny view of what’s going on and then it spirals outward and gets bigger and better as you go, and the pieces finally fall together in the last chapter with Neil’s pov. Bonus if you’re into it: Neil punches Roland in the face.

Ghost of You by Major_816 [Not Rated (we say T), 26756 Words, Complete, 2021]

After the events of Baltimore, the FBI convinces Nathaniel to join the Witness Protection Program at least until the rest of his father’s people have been arrested or found….AKA - the one where Neil hides.

tw: panic attacks, tw: self harm, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture

FUN FACTS: We found this imagining of Neil entering witsec instead of returning to the Foxes unputdownable. If you can handle angst with a happy ending, this one’s for you.

Before Rainfall by tsauergrass [Rated G, 2417 Words, Complete, 2021]

On his path were traces Neil had left: a dent in the couch, a mug half-full with coffee on the table. They were eleven hours apart and neither of them celebrated Christmas, but still Neil had come.

FUN FACTS: This is just stunning. Yearning for and missing each other from Andrew’s pov. Poetic. Lovely. A gem.

Inked Truths series by Paradoxolotl [Rated T/M/E, 130173 Words, Collection, Updated Sept 2021]

Part 1:  Brother of Mine (T, 11884 words)

Aaron should have known something was going on with Andrew when he had agreed to change their deal.

tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: car accident

Part 2:  Ink Stains and Paper Cuts (M, 38089 words)

….A boy with a razor tongue and secrets, Andrew can’t help but find himself interested in the stranger trading truths with him through poorly written letters.

tw: violence, tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: dissociation, tw: self harm, tw: scars, tw: implied/referenced underage sex, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: drugs

Part 3: Ink Blotted Memories (E, 62353 words)

(Andrew has) already given up everything for Aaron, so he offers his twin a deal.

Besides, with Abram missing, he really has nothing left to lose. 

tw: violence, tw: nightmares, tw: blood & gore, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: child abuse, tw: drug addiction, tw: car accident, tw: minor character death, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: withdrawal

Part 4: Inked On My Skin (E, 16841 words, incomplete)

…Andrew knows it’s only a matter of time. To gain something, you must always give something up. At the end of his time at PSU, he’ll have gained a piece of paper and lost everything else he once held close.

tw: homophobia, tw: scars, tw: self harm discussion, tw: drugs, tw: drug addiction, tw: alcohol abuse, tw: non-consensual drug use, tw: vomit, tw: withdrawal, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced suicide, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: panic attacks, tw: car accident

Part 5: Team Minyard (T, 1006 words)

It’s Andrew’s first game as a professional exy player, and some of his fans tune in to watch.

FUN FACTS: There is so much of canon here presented in slightly divergent ways. The angst and grit, the violence and loss. The protectiveness. The love. If you crave some good canon-verse Andrew pov—LIKE OF MATT’S TRIP TO EDEN’S WITH THE MONSTERS (in part 4)—this is for you. 

prove your love by bazookajo94 [Rated T, 6537 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Spring 2021]

To boost office morale, Andrew and Aaron’s company puts together a week-long Valentine’s Day event, complete with increasingly embarrassing activities that must be completed as a pair. The winners get two free vacation days.

Andrew picks some random man off the street. Aaron asks his long-time work crush and lunch buddy.

Guess which couple wins.

FUN FACTS: Andrew and whoever that guy is keep winning and are publicly flirting (wait, is that foreplay?) 🤔 Aaron keeps forgetting to be mad about it because his secret crush is so dang adorkable.

[neilredhead]

Hi do you have any more band au fics?

This batch of fics runs the gamut from garage bands to international superstars, from pining to light bdsm. The lone wip here has multicultural Foxes, super soft kandrew with Neil pining from the outside, and guitar genius Kevin with a mysterious past. -A

previous band asks and recs:

band aus here

band aus for a fandom novice here

Neil’s the singer in a band here

pirate aus/band aus here

instrument/music/band here

‘The Sound of EXY’ series here

‘Sleeping with Ghosts’ here

‘i'll be seeing you (wherever i go)’ here

‘Band AU’ here

‘Kneel and Rue’ here (updated)

more musicians/music:

music fics here

fics with playlists like ‘The Sound of Exy’ here

Andrew singing here

‘in bars, in cars’ here

‘The Color of Music’ here

‘Home’ and ‘If you must’ here

‘waiting up for better things’ here

‘What Does A Pipe Dream Look Like?’ here

‘Paint On My Fingers, Your Hands In Mine’ here

‘Bang Slash Click’ here (kandreil, updated)

‘to each their own (and find peace in knowing)’ here

thnks fr th mmrs by dayurno [Rated T, 27292 Words, Incomplete, Updated Sept 2021]

Music is popular with teenagers and revolutionaries alike. Neil Josten's time with perpetual garage band The Monsters — and twin menaces Kevin Day and Andrew Minyard — turns him into both.

Alternatively: in the span of three months, Neil learns how to write a song, kiss with tongue, play the guitar, rage against the system and fall in love. In that order.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: malnourishment, tw: negative body image, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced child abuse

NB: fic moodboard plus art here and here by @dayurno

Bilirubin, Kevin Day, and other things Aaron hates by eloquent_apollo [Rated G, 8558 Words, Complete, 2020]

Andrew’s obnoxious garage band, The bilirubin cycle, Listening to music when he studies, and as of late: Kevin Day.

These are just a few of the things that Aaron hates. He hates that Andrew plays music when Aaron tries to study, he hates heamatology and the bilirubin cycle, and most of all he hates that Kevin Day makes him feel things he’s never felt before.

Andrew and The Phantoms by bazerella [Rated M, 27064 Words, Complete, 2020]

Andrew goes on a journey to rediscover his love for music when he plays an old CD from the 90's band The Ravens and a few of its members appear as ghosts.

(Julie and The Phantoms AU)

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced involuntary outing, tw: implied/referenced murder, tw: implied/referenced nonconsensual drug use leading to overdose, tw: violence

Seeing Colors by Fox_Fan13 [Not Rated, 2953 Words, Complete, 2021]

Neil's boyfriend is the drummer for the band "The Monsters" and he takes his best friend and roommate to meet them.

God Help The Boy by moonix [Rated T, 5724 Words, Complete, 2021]

The one where Andrew is a shitty guitarist in Glasgow, Neil writes songs and runs away a lot, Renee is their partner in musical crime, and they do band shit. Allegedly.

(Technically a God Help The Girl AU but no prior knowledge needed.)

tw: mental health issues, tw: alcohol

Unsaid Andrew by sheskyripa [Not Rated, 1554 Words, Complete, 2020]

"If you could only know I never let you go And the words I most regret Are the ones I never meant to leave Unsaid Andrew"

A year and a half ago, Neil left Andrew behind when his band went on tour. Now, during the last concert, he sings a song for Andrew.

To All my friends by Icarasilver [Rated T, 2139 Words, Complete, 2020]

When Neil looked out into the crowd and caught eyes with Lola Malcom he knew his time was up. The zero on his phone had already warned him but he hadn’t wanted to believe it, sharing kisses with Andrew on the tour bus had been a distraction from the inevitable though. Today was the day Neil Josten would die.

tw: kidnapping, tw: implied major character death

Until the End by Willow_bird [Rated T, 4020 Words, Complete, 2020]

The band premieres a new song at the end of the last concert of their tour, which had been previously cut short when Neil was abducted by his father's people. No one is expecting it to be a duet, especially not one that Neil and Andrew share.

NB: here’s @willowbird​’s songspiration

tw: implied/referenced torture

Do I have your attention? by moonqueerdom [Rated E, 30927 Words, Complete, 2020]

Was it really such a problem to want more than anything to be fucked by your band partner?

Like, really?

It wasn't like Neil was expecting this to happen when he joined the band, but then Andrew Minyard was there. A hot motherfucker who was the main vocalist and guitarist of Devious Discipline in his spare time.

And there was a moment when Neil learned that Andrew didn’t share the spotlight because he wanted to dominate the stage, just as his instinct told him to do.

So, of course, Neil's instincts told him to steal that spotlight.

~

Or, five times when Neil almost loses control and kisses Andrew on stage. And one time when he finally does that.

tw: explicit sexual content, tw: alcohol

AFTG Music AU by @sleepdeprivedyurio​ [Tumblr, 2021]

AFTG Boy Band AU part 2; Neil | AFTG Boy Band AU Part 3; the Foxes

Bonus band au content here and here by @littlespooneven [Tumblr, 2017/2021]

NB: Extra content from the author of ‘And We’ll Be Running,’ recced here

band au hc by @jensen57 [Tumblr, 2021]

NB: companion art by @jensen57 here plus doodles

TFC Band AU by @lailadermott [Tumblr, 2016]

Monsters Band AU by @mcelhenneyy​ [Tumblr, 2017]

the monsters + renee but make it a band hc by​ @andrews-left-nipple [Tumblr, 2021]

the aftg band au no one asked for! by @aftgandreil [Tumblr, 2016]

Cursed AFTG facecasts: music artists edition by @whatareyoudoingwithamaserati [Tumblr, 2020]

Art

Musicians au art by @snotnozed

Kevin, Jean, and Neil after Riko died art by @awkwardmandork​

drummer Andrew art by @callmesirkay​

The Monsters punk band AU art by @idknoah555​

Andrew from a band au art by @redskiesandsailboats

#aftgbandau andrew cosplay tiktok by @aeuphamism​

[neilredhead]

Staff Recs Christmas Shorts 2 🎄🎄

Hope you’ve enjoyed all the holiday reading! - AFTG Fic Rec Fam

Staff Recs December 2021 Christmas/Winter here

Staff Recs December 2021 More Christmas/Winter here

Staff Recs December 2021 Christmas Shorts 1 here

Love is Stored in the Ugly Christmas Sweater by Leahelisabeth (fortheloveofcamelot) [RatedG, 1935 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2021]

It’s been five long years since the Foxes have all been able to gather for the holidays. It’s time to make some new traditions.

holiday warmth by tobioiisms [Rated T, 2225 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2021]

neil and andrew escape from a party and enjoy the holiday in the solitary of their own apartment where they can be the happiest about it

sugar and spice by superfluous (sapphirestark) [Rated G, 2595 Words, Complete, 2021]

Kevin and Aaron stared at him in shock, but Neil just had a glint in his eyes, the same one he had whenever he noticed that Andrew had started trying in an Exy game.

making it harder to breathe by Azure_Allumiia [Rated T, 1643 Words, Complete, 2021]

Christmas Break with the Foxes, featuring Andrew at Easthaven and Neil in Evermore. Foxes celebrate New Years in NYC with the ball drop.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

Mistletoe Hung Where You Can’t See by hyxcinthus [Rated G, 1251 Words, Complete, 2021]

jean and jeremy’s views on the other’s smile and laugh

Home for Christmas by abraxos_is_toothless [Rated G, 2615 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2020]

Long Distance Relationships are hard, but they made it work. Until it wasn’t working and then the holidays came around.

Babies are not cats (cats are easy) by otatop [Not Rated, 1309 Words, Complete, 2019]

A drabble vaguely about Andrew and Neil taking care of Aaron and Katelyn’s twin babies when they get the flu.

Home for the Holidays by BendyDick [Rated G, 1065 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2019]

Andrew and Neil go to an ugly sweater party.

Golden Baubles by jemwrites [Rated G, 775 Words, Complete, Andreil Week 2019]

Andrew and Neil have never known a happy holiday. Perhaps that can change.

Day One: Tannenbaum by kiraisstillhere [Rated T, 1763 Words, Complete, 2019]

Andrew and Neil go Christmas tree shopping for the Monsters’ dorm

of all the things my hands have held by RhymeReason [Rated E, 2420 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2019]

He had seen snow before, obviously, but not this much at a single time and not in a place as pretty as this one. It was a sight to behold and Aaron had to admit that he enjoyed it. The way that snow twinkled in the afternoon air and distant silhouette of a mountain in the distance all stirred something up in Aaron. It made him feel kinda sappy, like he was a character in a winter romcom. It was a little gross.

Let them be happy and silly by polyjosten [Not Rated, 1107 Words, Complete, 2019]

“Are y’all done putting a show on for everyone?”

“Statistically speaking? Probably not.” Neil quipped.

tw: alcohol

The Jumper by CrownOfAloe [Rated G, 1536 Words, Complete, 2017]

When Andrew sees the jumper, he has half a mind to burn it.

tw: anxiety, tw: violence

five times christmas meant something by nomadicdeer (someonestolemycoffee) [Rated G, 2359 Words, Complete, 2017]

Neil Josten asks Andrew if they can celebrate Christmas. He decided he likes Christmas quite a bit.

Dirty Santa by justdk [Rated T, 2749 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange 2017]

The Foxes are reunited for their annual Christmas gift exchange. Strange presents! Stealing! Lots of fluff!

tw: alcohol

Afterthoughts by wesawbears [Rated T, Collection, Complete, 2017] 

Chapter 51: Andreil-Christmas (508 Words)

Neil sits quietly in front of the fireplace and holds his knees to his chest, thinking about the last six months. 

Chapter 52: Jerejean-Christmas (565 Words)

The tree was, objectively, too large for their apartment.

Chapter 53: Kandreil-Snow (576 Words)

Kevin loved snow.

Chapter 54: Kandreil-Gifts (534 Words)

It was the last night of the holiday break and Kevin was going to have to go back to his apartment by his team in Dallas.

Chapter 64: Jeremy and Jean- Family (865 Words)

His first year with the Trojans, Jean spent Christmas with Renee and her mother, learning what a happy family was like and seeing their cozy nook of the world

More Afterthoughts by wesawbears [Rated T, Collection, Updated 2019]  

Chapter 28: Kandreil- Lights (585 Words)

“He doesn’t generally seem like the festive type, unless it’s Exy related.”

Chapter 37: Andreil- Anniversary (535 Words)

If he were a different person, Andrew would say there were many downsides to having an eidetic memory.

25 Days of Kandreil prompt fills by @ironsymbiote [Tumblr, 2017]

Day 1: Eggnog  |  Day 2: Santa Paws  |  Day 3: The Words Left Unsaid  |  Day 4: Hold Me Tight (Don’t Let The Cold Get In)  |  Day 5: The Key To A Good Christmas  |  Day 6: Kevin Is Always Right  |  Day 8: Fallen Snow  |  Day 10: Christmas Jumpers  |  Day 11: Christmas Trees 

Andrew’s Christmas sweater by @soullessminyard [Tumblr, 2017]

The boy’s dorm is a mess. Old take out boxes, empty bottles and dirty clothes all over the floor and the beanbags.

The kitchen counter looks even worse.

NB: original art of Andrew’s Christmas sweater by @cats-are-assholes

ADORABLE by @crowleyajj [Tumblr, 2017]

Neil still didn’t know how Nicky had talked him into this. He knew Andrew wasn’t excited to have half the old team in his house. 

“After everything we’ve been through, you still don’t think that I love you?” prompt fill by @lolainslackss [Tumblr, 2019]

It was December 31st and March’s timebomb endings and miraculous beginnings were over. 

my family invites you to join our holiday meal as an obvious setup and i’m so sorry prompt fill by @lolainslackss [Tumblr, 2018]

Andrew’s lying on his bed, half-asleep, when Aaron knocks on the door and lets himself in. 

Getting A Neil For Christmas by @ashrelfury [Tumblr, 2018]

There’s something wrong with Josten.

Andrew had come to the conclusion a long fucking time ago, that there was more to Neil Josten than meets the eye. Fuck everything Aaron has to say about it.

Actually, fuck what everybody has to say about it.

Bad Christmas memory by @ghostofnoah [Tumblr, 2017]

“Nathaniel would you hurry up please, Christmas will have come and gone if you go any slower!”

On the foxes having a holiday season in fox tower… by @anonknown [Tumblr, 2020]

A late andreil christmas post by @obscureshipsandchips [Tumblr, 2020]

December 2nd - Hot Chocolate by @sterlynwrites [Tumblr, 2020]

The foxes decorating the Christmas tree hc by @writing-is-hard-af [Tumblr, 2020]

The Foxes with Christmas movies hc by @writing-is-hard-af [Tumblr, 2020]

AFTG Holiday Headcanons Pt. 1 by @neil-im-fine-josten [Tumblr, 2020]

The Foxes at Christmas Time by @obsessing-over-fictionn [Tumblr, 2020]

-Nicky and Allison would definitely decorate right after Halloween, listen to Christmas music, and make the Foxes wear ugly Christmas sweaters

part 2 - When the Foxes decorate, Nicky attempts to scale the Christmas tree to cling to the top

Andreil’s Christmas Tradition hc by @doodlingstuff [Tumblr, 2020]

Christmas kevaaron by @kevindayprotectionsquad [Tumblr, 2019]

amnesiac Christmas AU by @zoned-out-cat [Tumblr, 2019]

Christmas headcanon by @pickledvinegar-blog [Tumblr, 2018]

a little christmas present hc by @aftgandreil [Tumblr, 2017]

Christmasy things to think about hc by @higgins5 [Tumblr, 2017]

Neil Christmas shopping for the foxes for the first time by @forestlyprince [Tumblr, 2017]

We’re going shopping, the text reads.

part 2: andrew’s gifts - He gets Andrew an ice cream maker, as well as a ton (A TON) of ingredients to use with it so that Andrew has a good jumping off point.

[neilredhead]

Staff Recs Christmas Shorts 1 🎄

Looks like you forgot to check your stocking! It’s filled with short and sweet holiday treats! Look for another post of Christmas short fics soon. - AFTG Fic Rec Fam

Staff Recs December 2021 Christmas/Winter here

Staff Recs December 2021 More Christmas/Winter here

A very Covid Christmas by Lyndis [Rated G, 1602 Words, Complete, 2021]

Andrew never thought he would ever mind having a very good excuse to not see his chosen family over Christmas. But the sad and bitter truth was that he did mind and it sucked.

She Tastes Like Peppermint by paperbackrainbows [Rated G, 2092 Words, Complete, 2021]

A Christmas-themed coffee shop AU featuring barista!Allison and her co-worker Matt, where she falls in love with a certain girl with a certain order.

all i want is what is real by kandr3il [Rated G, 1248 Words, Complete, 2021]

christmas with the foxes, some years later

underneath the tree by awoogah123 [Not Rated, 1128 Words, Complete, 2021]

To say Neil’s excited for his and Andrew’s first Christmas together in their new apartment is an understatement.

Xmas The Spot series by Fire_Bear [Rated, T/G, Collection, Last Updated Dec 2021]

part 1: O, Christmas Tree [T, 1987 Words]

Nicky asks Neil and Andrew to decorate the Christmas tree - what could go wrong?

part 4: Better Than His Word (G, 1866 Words)

Matt tells Neil about WishList, a programme for a charity that helps grant wishes. It’s the perfect thing to spend his money on, but Neil might just find something else to spend it on when he overhears someone’s wish in the grocery store…

words in the wind (Tumblr Prompts) by Willow_bird [Rated T/M, Collection, Last Updated Oct 2021]

Chapter 14: christmas morning with the monsters [T, 1980 Words]

Sleepy, cozy mornings were a new thing for Neil.

Fuck off, Steve by P0tatonoah [Rated G, 972 Words, Complete, 2021]

Kevin is wrapping a football, ocean green eyes squinting, tongue sticking out in concentration. “Aaron? Don’t just stand there sighing longingly, help the boys with their wrapping.” Steve says behind me, Damn you Steve. “Go on, no need to blush.” He adds, waving me on. Damn you to hell.

Just Like Magic by history11huh [Not Rated, 1358 Words, Complete, 2021]

Part 2 of Heaven Can’t Help Me Now series recced here

Aaron and Kevin’s Christmas morning! Honestly, just cute.

Tiffany Blue by vertigo [Rated T, 3987 Words, Complete, AFTG Winter Jam 2020]

“Are you buying him a racquet?” Andrew asks, he looks sleepy, his glasses are askew and half of his face is obscured by King’s fluffy tail.

And a Cup of Cocoa by Mystrana [Rated G, 1463 Words, Complete, AFTG Winter Jam 2020]

While Nicky is determined to help his cousins and Neil enjoy the snow, Andrew is busy trying to find the perfect cup of hot chocolate for Neil.

to the moon (and back) by ephemeralsky [Rated T, Collection, Complete, 2020] 

Chapter 3: you, me, and this (toppled) christmas tree (2131 Words)

A quiet winter day where Neil doesn’t exactly go for a morning run and the cats act like the menaces that 

Not that he cared. by poly_pr1nce [Rated T, 637 Words, Complete, 2020, Locked]

Prompt: Can you do some wholesome fluff?? Andrei celebrating Christmas??

Darwinism by ruletheroost [Rated T, 1656 Words, Complete, 2020]

The Foxes are at another Christmas banquet and can never seem to catch a break.

tw: bullying, tw: lewd comments, tw: violence

I Always Wanted a Real Home by gluupor [Rated G, 1710 Words, Complete, 2019]

Part 2 of the Tales from a Quirky Small Town series (recced here)

So when, exactly, did Andrew decide that Kevin and Neil were his family?

A story from my Gilmore Girls universe.

Snow Angels by foxyexy [Rated G, 1394 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2019]

The Foxes aren’t going to let Neil spend Christmas alone this time.

Where the Love-Light Gleams by priorwalter [Rated G, 2165 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2019]

“Come on, we have to make the head of the snowman. It’s the most important part, unless you want her to not have a brain,” Neil says, taking Andrew’s hand and half-dragging him to a patch of fresh snow. 

Little Fish (The Ground-Level Expectations Remix) by Anonymous [Rated G, 1962 Words, Complete, AFTG Remix 2020]

Wherein Aaron realizes his family has never owned a pet before, buys a few gifts, and introspects his way through a holiday shopping mall.

I have you two by EarlGreyjoy [Rated G, 493 Words, Complete, 2019]

“Where have two been? “ Nicky asked the twins hearing them whispering to each other.

All I want for Christmas is a fucking miracle! series by ScriptaManent [Rated G, Complete, 2018]

part 1: Snow Angels (1426 Words)

Jean had never seen snow before, but he had never asked to join Jeremy in Canada for Christmas break. All he could see was white and cold, except for one ray of sunshine walking ahead of him.

part 2: The Three Spirits of Christmas: nightmares, angel, and hope (4219 Words)

Christmas in Canada felt like a dream, it reminded Nicky of Germany and of the wonderful time he had spent with Erik. After all that had happened to the Foxes, after their victory against the Ravens, Nicky had only one wish for that day: to give his cousins a first proper, happy Christmas.

wonderful tonight by exyjunkies [Rated G, 1553 Words, Complete, 2018]

Right after hosting the Foxes Christmas party, Neil and Andrew have a moment to themselves in their living room.

Blanketed by exactly13percent_OLD (hymbeaux) [Rated G, 1460 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2018]

A week before Christmas, Neil and Andrew are snowed in.

False Alarm by scepterofstardust [Rated G, 2132 Words, Complete, 2017]

Andrew still has fears, as much as he tries to pretend otherwise. Neil is a bit slow at recognizing them.

Peppermint Toads by alexjosten [Rated T, 2587 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange Winter 2017]

Andrew discovers a student is hiding a secret that could put Kevin in danger. He stays at Hogwarts over the winter break to resolve it.

Staying by Leahelisabeth (fortheloveofcamelot) [Rated G, 1466 Words, Complete, AFTG Exchange 2017]

A soft sleepy Christmas Eve morning. Nothing but fluff.

tw: anxiety

the foxes by shewhoisntnamed44 [Rated G, Collection, Updated 2017]

Chapter 2 [271 Words]

"what the fuck is this neil?”, andrew said as he slowly removed a jumper from the bag neil had given him.

[neilredhead]

hi! first thank you for doing this, you people are amazing, i was wondering if you knew of fics with aaron and neil working their differences for andrew's sake?? just them figuring out how to stand each other or becoming friends on the way??

We’ve got quite a few fics on this for you. The topic of a developing friendship or at least tolerance between the two of them is interesting to many writers and readers, and quite understandably so, given they are the two most important people to Andrew. Check out what we’ve found for you below, as well as the fics in previous posts. -S

Also see…

Aaron & Neil friendship here

‘Who You Were Before’ here

‘aaron's lament’ here

‘If it means protecting you (I’ll pay my dues)’ here

‘Becoming Friends’ here

‘Bonding over Bubble Teas’ here

‘Aaron vs. Physics course vs. Neil’s sleep schedule’ here

‘i won't say we aren't family’ here

‘Aaron Minyard Vs. Calculus’ here

‘We hide from the mirrors, they may show our scars’ here

‘An Olive Branch’, ‘Its going tibia okay’ and ‘Aaron is Neil’s doctor in the pros’ here

‘Confusing Interactions’ here

‘Under The Bridge’ here

‘ten and a half stories’ and ‘tag-team’ here

‘Til Death Do Us Part’ here

True North by elesary [Rated M, 5482 words, complete, 2021]

Aaron Minyard vs his brother, the world, and most of all, Neil fucking Josten.

time might tell by adverbialstarlight [Rated G, 1996 words, complete, 2021]

Neil's packing (or trying to) to head off for the exy Olympic training camp and has an unexpected guest. It isn't a complete disaster after all.

(aka Neil and Aaron finally agree to be proper friends)

I Don't Want To Hate Them by EmmmaMmmm [Rated T, 2285 words, complete, 2021]

Aaron finally makes the right decision, to deal with his issues in a healthy way.

tw: internalized homophobia, tw: implied/referenced torture

All the masks I've left behind by SagaEllen [Rated T, 1879 words, complete, 2021]

Neil does not cry.

Aaron asks for help.

And everything is such a mess.

tw: violence, tw: knives

someday there won't be scowls by Ominous [Rated T, 8101 words, complete, 2020]

part 4 of progress comes in small steps

Neil finds that even with his mind's best efforts to hang onto the wounds of the past, his opinion of Aaron just isn't what it used to be. He can thank Andrew and Katelyn for a lot of it, but his own observations certainly help. When he sees Aaron like this, the mix of worry and adoration on his face as he thinks of Katelyn, Neil can't help but feel too exposed himself. It's a start.

Do you love him? by Autumnalhogwarts [Rated T, 3400 words, complete, Twinyards Appreciation Week 2019]

Andrew goes out of town with Nicky to hang out with his friends from Eden's while Aaron and Neil stay home to avoid the recreational drugs.

Twinyard appreciation week day 4- Aaron with Andrew's people

tw: implied/referenced recreational drug use

Something To Hold On To by welcometosideb [Rated G, 1511 words, complete, 2019]

Aaron was used to being an asshole, it's a Minyard thing apparently, he doesn't care about what people think - except for Katelyn, and now Neil.

Well, he doesn't exactly care about what Neil thinks, but he hate what he decided to call The Butcher's Glare, and, since their little chat at the cabins, that's the only way Neil looks at him.

or

Andrew is having a bad day and Aaron wants to understand what is happening between him and Neil.

Truce by Silveriss [Rated G, 1087 words, complete, Twinyards Appreciation Week 2019]

After everything Neil's been through, he's not easily surprised. Aaron asking for his help, however, is rare enough that it catches him unaware.

(Twinyards Appreciation Week, 6th of November prompt - Aaron with Andrew's People)

confusing interactions (reluctant acceptance remix) by puddingcatbeans [Rated G, 1954 words, complete, Aftg Remix 2019]

Aaron starts to see Neil as less of a complete jerk and more of an occasional jerk.

tw: nightmares, tw: panic attacks

the foxes by shewhoisntnamed44 [Rated G, collection, last updated 2017]

Chapter 11

Neil was going to kill Andrew. How could he do this? Neil was so angry he was saying red. Nothing annoyed Neil more than someone using his own tricks against him.

Aaron taps Neil’s injury knowledge hc by @jensen57 [tumblr, 2021]

aftg hc of the day

aftg au where aaron realizes that the only way he can safely date katelyn is if andrew is also dating somebody by @chaosofbattle [tumblr, 2020]

…so he embarks on the dangerous and daring quest of Setting Up Andreil.

Art

Aaron & Neil friendship art by @hi-raethia [tumblr, 2020]

[neilredhead]

foxhole twins

[neilredhead]

can you guys rec some bad boy aus, pls? thanks

i found a couple -maz

cone sold stober by bazookajo94 (T | 3,499 | 1/1)

“I’m not paying for that.” Andrew reached out for the waffle cone and avoided touching Neil this time. “I’m just giving it to you,” Neil told him. “You’re terrible at this job,” Andrew said. Neil shrugged. “It’s just for the summer.”

We Could Be Heroes by justdk (T | Incomplete | 1/?)

Local bad boy/villain Andrew Minyard steps in to save his crush, the mysterious Stealth Shadow (Nathaniel Wesninski), and, after properly meeting him, decides to look after him (Title from the song "Heroes" by David Bowie)

growing pains by nightquills, Ominous (T | 10,693 | 1/1)

Stuart knows it’s perfectly normal for teenagers to have crushes. That’s why he’s not surprised in the slightest when Neil starts acting strange; lighter, happier. However, what he doesn’t expect is for the crush to leak into his everyday life—or literally take up residence in his house. Or: five times Stuart knew Neil was hiding a nighttime guest, and one time he actually met him.

Dark necessities by boybeaulieu (M | 20,780 | 3/3)

If there is one thing everyone knows in this shit-hole town, is that Andrew Minyard is dangerous. Neil sees it as well, he sees the tattoos and the piercings and the fast car; he sees the dead eyes and the cigarettes and the bruised knuckles. And he absolutely hates it. or The Small Town AU where Andrew Minyard has a reputation, Neil is helplessly infatuated and bound to get his heart broken, and Allison -well, Allison did warn them all.

It Was Like This by alex_wh0 (T | 4,332 | 1/1)

The Enemies to Lovers College AU literally no one asked for.

[neilredhead]

hey!! i’m looking for a fic i read a while ago where the foxes explain “love languages” to neil and ask what andrew’s is, but neil says “andrew doesn’t love me” and andrew overhears and ends up trying to use all the love languages to prove neil wrong. i’ve been looking for ages and can’t find it, thanks so much for the help!!

i imagine you mean this one -maz

Translation Errors by SensationalSunburst (Not Rated | 3,128 | 1/1)

“Andrew doesn't love me,” Neil said simply, “So if he has a love language, I don't know it.” “Oh, honey.” Allison drawled, “You don't actually believe him when he says he hates you, do you?”

[neilredhead]

the wind rises hug but andreil

[neilredhead]

😭😭😭

neil feels are no joke, name a more depressing person than this guy