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Denial is a River in Egypt
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needsdean · 7 days ago
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So often I am reminded that no one will understand Arthur Pendragon the way teenage girls on tumblr in 2013 understood Arthur Pendragon. I don't even think Arthur Pendragon understands himself the way those previously teenaged girls did. It's me. I'm one of those previously teenaged girls in 2013.
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needsdean · 11 days ago
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This just in
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needsdean · 1 month ago
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Happy September🍁
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needsdean · 1 month ago
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Arthur: okay, today is an important day. I want ideas, plans, concepts. Whatever you can imagine
Arthur: How do I propose to Merlin?
Gwaine: ...
*Pulls out a complete folder with drawings, propositions, required law changes, etc. -*
Arthur: O.O why do you have that?
Gwaine: oh, no. Don't worry, this isn't mine. We knights have had this for years, it was just my turn to make some additions
Arthur: *takes a look* ...
Arthur: why is the first thing on this list 'repeal the magic ban'?
Gwaine: oh, that was Lance's idea.
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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This has broke me but it's okay
I think Arthur knew, at the end. That he loved Merlin. I think he spent years denying it, to himself more than anyone. And I think he never accepted it because he knew Merlin better than anyone even without the magic. He knew there was something missing. And how can you love someone like that when you know there’s a piece of them you haven’t figured out HOW to love?
And then he found out Merlin was a sorcerer. And I think it clicked in his head, then, that “oh. That was it. That was the piece that was missing, and I do love you. I love you anyway.” And I think he thought about saying it, right then, but knew he was going to die and didn’t want to do that to Merlin. So instead, he said “hold me” and swore to whatever heavens would listen that he’d find a way to tell him someday.
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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Arthur: Okay, so you're my servant now. It's not really that important of a position, just like, idk, make sure you bring me my breakfast on time
Merlin: I would die for you, I would kill for you, I'd give up my humanity and become a living weapon for you, I would sit by your grave for over a millennium, awaiting your return-
Arthur: but would you bring me breakfast on time?
Merlin: Well that's asking a bit much, don't you think?
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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Arthur: Okay, so you're my servant now. It's not really that important of a position, just like, idk, make sure you bring me my breakfast on time
Merlin: I would die for you, I would kill for you, I'd give up my humanity and become a living weapon for you, I would sit by your grave for over a millennium, awaiting your return-
Arthur: but would you bring me breakfast on time?
Merlin: Well that's asking a bit much, don't you think?
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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You do realize the show was up for one month and the first fic was already made, in 2008.
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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You do realize the show was up for one month and the first fic was already made, in 2008.
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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in a land of myth, and a time of magic...
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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Merlin: what's your favorite color?
Arthur: don't say his eyes, don't say his eyes, don't-
Merlin: what?
Arthur: gold!
Merlin: *panics* WHAT?!
Arthur realized in that moment, that he'd said all of that out loud.
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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MERLIN 5.05 The Disir 
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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MERLIN | 5.13 The Diamond of the Day, Pt. 2
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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needsdean · 2 months ago
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Best thing I’ve seen all day
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