why won't they push themselves to be originals? why are they content with just following the footsteps of others? they warned us about becoming copies of the greats and yet
it has been maybe a year since this feeling started and never seem to have left me. i thought i was doing better but this time of the year has come and i am back to that state of depresso again... is it because it is that time of the year? the month where im constantly reminded that i have now reached the age when my mother had me and my little sister will keep growing without me around because i wanted to chase my aspirations? i write this feeling as numb as my gums when they took out one of my teeth, trying to overstimulate my sense so that tired myself just enough to be able to focus on my assignments. time and life just drifts and slips through our fingers and thats the only that is constant in life
you would think that the writer's strike happening in the US right now would make the students here who are starting their production to maybe just value their writers a little bit more, yeah no, not happening. especially in asia today, good writing is just not valued.