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My life changed so much during the last month, but tumblr doesn't deserve this story.

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A light house in Sakhalin. Russia

In the 1990s, it was decided to make the Aniva Lighthouse autonomous by re-equipping it to work from a nuclear power source. The radioisotope generators were removed in 2006. The lighthouse has been abandoned ever since.

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Watching in 2023

The tourist (2022)

Bullet train (2022)

Tenet (2020)

Battleship (2012)

Холоп (2019)

Nocturnal animals (2016)

Холодное лето 53-го (1987)

Dog (2021)

Knocking on heaven’s door (1997)

Back to the future Part 2 (1989)

Archive (2020)

Hell or high water (2016)

Knives out (2019)

Free guy (2021)

Source code (2011)

Dressmaker (2015)

Shazam! (2019)

The Lost City (2022)

Morbius (2022)

Spider-Man: No Way Home (2021)

WandaVision (2021)

Hawkeye (2021)

Self/less (2015)

Wind river (2016)

20 ans d'écart (2013)

Gravity (2013)

The Truth About the Harry Quebert Affair (2018)

The Essex serpent (2022)

Hancock (2008)

A Young Doctor’s Notebook (2013) s1-2

RoboCop (2014)

Bombshell (2019)

Nightcrawler (2013)

Gisaengchung (2019)

Upgrade (2018)

The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen (2003)

The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society (2018)

Night Hunter (2018)

Long Shot (2019)

Pride and Prejudice and Zombies (2015)

Kick-Ass (2010)

What’s Eating Gilbert Grape (1993)

White House Down (2013)

Thor: Love and Thunder (2022)

Les rivières pourpres (2000)

Black Panther: Wakanda Forever (2022)

Extremely Wicked, Shockingly Evil and Vile (2018)

El cuerpo (2012)

Fear of Rain (2020)

Dark (2017) s1-3

The fall (2013) s1-3

Kvinden i buret (2013)

Fasandræberne (2014)

Flaskepost fra P (2016)

Journal 64 (2018)

You (2018) s1-4

Wisting (2019) s1

Operation Fortune: Ruse de Guerre (2022)

Детективный синдром (2021) s1

Safe (2018)

Balthazar (2017) s1-3

My spy (2020)

Black widow (2021)

Zoolander (2001)

Rick and Morty (2013) s1-6

The Witcher (2019) s1-3

The Legend of Vox Machina (2022)

The kingsmen

Barbie (2023)

Кибердеревня (2023)

The king's man (2021)

Волшебный участок (2023)

The covenant (2022)

Death parade (2015)

Sausage party (2016)

Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves (2023)

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TOM HIDDLESTON as Will Ransome in THE ESSEX SERPENT Episode 04: Everything Is Blue 2022 | dir. Clio Barnard

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That’s St. Christopher. The patron saint of travelers. That’s a nice thought. Someone carrying us on our journey. Someone watching over us.

DARK (2017-2020) Created by Baran bo Odar & Jantje Friese

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friendly reminders:

you don't have to be productive every day

you are worthy even if all you did today was get out of bed

there are people out there who care about you

your existence makes a difference

if something bothers you, then it bothers you. no one has the right to tell you otherwise

you are allowed to take up space

there is no 'right way' to grieve

you cannot put a time limit on emotions

your likes and interests are valid and they matter

it's okay to take your time in doing things. not everyone can do everything at the same pace

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3,027 years from today, life will either be really good or really bad.

It’s 5050.

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I made this post after my 10year old cat died in 2015 after being ill for some time. We missed the early signs back then, tried to give her help but it was futile and too painful for her. And this november one of my cats died. Her name was Vasya - Vasilisa. I came home that evening, kissed her, she was fine. A few hours passed, i came by her again, she had trouble breathing. I took her in my arms, accidentally smelled her breath - it was horrible. Me and my mom started giving her water and dissolved baking soda (good for poisoning), she didnt get any better, had trouble walking and then just laid down. It was near 9pm, almost all the vet clinics were closed, but i phoned some vet trying to get answers what to do, but the answering girl only named the price, and i said i was afraid they were not gonna make it in time. Then they called back saying they were not going to come. I decided to bring her to the clinic that was supposedly open. My baby started screaming by that time. Thank god i dont really remember that sound. She didnt talk much in her life. We put her in that cat bag, went out. There was ice on the ground. She went quiet in the middle of our way there. I didnt cry at first, couldnt imagine her not being alive. For some reason we kept going and when we reached the clinic there was a sign saying they were closed early that day. We opened the bag, she was gone. We went home, i cried, still couldnt believe anything. Took a shovel, found a place where the ground wasn't frozen, buried her. I still couldn't think straight. I got ill a day after (after my mom who had been sick with flu or some virus before that week). For two weeks i was almost delusional, cried all the time. Then went to work again. Thought i got better, cried in the evenings of course but still was doing better. Then the new year holidays started and i fucking started losing my mind all over again. I dont want to remember anymore but i have this intense guilt like i fucked up several times that night. For some dumb reason i decided not to wait until the morning and not to try and find out from the vets what the fuck happened to her. The biggest mistake of my life. The thing is she was only 4 years old, didnt have any signs of health problems except she was a bit overweight and not very active (she was sterilised for 2.5 years). I was so distracted from everything those days with my mom being sick and all that i missed the possible changes. I kept thinking about the causes ever since, came up only with heart attack (which is often described as not showing any previous symptoms) and maybe it was caused by that virus we had. All the other explanations are mystical. The only thing that makes it easier is that she didnt suffer much. It wasnt weeks on the IV like with my poor kitty in 2015 or long and probably useless rehabilitation afterwards if we could save her.

I hadnt been well that month, was actually hoping i would catch that something from my mom so i could get rest, stay home, sleep, spend time with my cats. And that i did. My god, she was my..i dont wanna say favourite. But she was mine. When she was born, my mom instantly decided to keep her only sister, because she looked a little like our old cat (from the post above). And we thought that Vasya was male at first and tried to find her a home. By the time some ppl agreed to come look at her, we realised she was a girl and i was in love. And she stayed. When she got a bit older, she always slept in my room, considered me her owner, and i basically took care of her till this past summer when my mother and i had to exchange the bedrooms and at night the doors stayed open and the cats went where they wanted.

I knew i had depression for a while but it was manageable. Or i didnt want to do anything about it. Now that my baby's death hit me so hard, i went crazy. I cry all the time and not even about her anymore. My mood changes 10 times a day. I managed to distract myself by this time and feel alright now, but i know that tomorrow i will go through a few circles of hell again. I probably need help, we'll see about that.

Sometimes i think i accepted it and then i think about it and still cant believe she died. In my head i describe myself as the girl owning this cat, nothing else seems to matter. And she left me.

I love you to death, Vasya. I dont have the words to describe what you were to me.

is it normal for the ones who stayed alive to blame themselves for the loss of their loved ones

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Oregon by Elliot Hawkey

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So ScarJo is going to be a part of Wes Anderson's movie. Predicted that when i saw her in Jojo rabbit in 2019 =)

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SOLOMON KANE | dir. M.J. Bassett | 2009

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TANGO & CASH (1989) dir. Andrei Konchalovsky

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David Tennant as FOURTEENTH DOCTOR DOCTOR WHO (2005-) “The Power of the Doctor” (2022)