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mb of the day saturday 3/23/2024

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🎍 tue nov 12

sleep :: about 6.5 hours :)? I think

body :: run for 50 minutes, ate all my meals and had about 60 oz of water

reading :: about an hour of Perks of Being A Wallflower

deep focus :: n/a

reflection :: oough i'm tired now.. on my grind, turning in some missed assignments and trying to keep focused. hoping more exercise will help with that seeing as i will apparently not be getting anymore anti anxiety meds 👎 my brain is just abunch of RABBIT

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一代新人换旧人

A new generation succeeds the old

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Gloomy szn >>>

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Watching gilmore girls, enjoying a coffee and journaling after a weekly reset 🐻☕️

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wednesday 14/07/2024

today was an absolutely beautiful day

♫ bestfriend - satellite lovers ♫

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i'm so curious, what kind of study music do you guys prefer? what works for you?💌

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ID credit: 420346877 on 小红书

(please like, reblog and give proper credit if you use any of my gifs!)

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🍁🍂 How I Prepare for a New Semester 📚

whether you're keen to maintain your stellar academic record or make a mean comeback this semester, i hope these questions help guide your planning process, lovelies 💛

⚔️ Battle Plan ⚔️

What do you want to achieve this semester?

What routines will you follow as you work towards your goals?

How will you hold yourself accountable?

Who or what can help you?

😤 War Cry 😤

How does this semester fit into your larger dreams?

How are you going to remember what's truly important when you're in the thick of it all?

🕊️ Safe Harbor 🕊️

When will you make time to gain back your energy?

What will you do to recharge?

Who can you rely on for support and motivation?

💌: have a missed anything? or what's something that's absolutely essential for you when preparing for a new semester? 👀

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I see a lot of posts along the lines of, "people stay in Florida because they can't afford to leave," in reference to both climate disasters and Republican politicians.

I don't see enough, "because it's their home, and leaving under such conditions is traumatic, even if they can afford to drop everything and leave."

I wish people would stop telling me "just move" when I talk about the problems I want to fix. I wish people would stop telling me "it's a sunk cost, you should just leave" when I try to encourage political participation and community involvement. I wish people would stop asking me "lmao why" when I say that I love Florida. I wish people would stop asking me if I "need help leaving" when I have never declared any intention to do so, and have been quite vocal about how happy I was to move back to Florida after a long time away.

I know this land, I know this community, I have deep roots here. I'm tired of everyone telling me to rip them up and "just leave" when I'm trying so goddamn fucking hard to try and help make things better.

You might just see a gross swamp full of rednecks, but I see the sides you refuse to. I see the humanity, I see the communities banding together, I see the beauty, I see the hope. I see the climate activists advocating for our people and our environment, engineering new ways to mitigate hurricanes and update our infrastructure. I see the groups fighting for immigrant rights, racial justice and reparations, affordable housing, organized labor, abortion access, and disability justice. I see the queer organizations carving out space and helping trans people access healthcare. I see people fighting DeSantis tooth and goddamn nail at every single opportunity. I see the reasons to keep fighting for this place that everyone else has written off as a cheap punchline.

I wish y'all would stop ignoring us when there isn't a deadly hurricane or a Florida Man headline, and I wish y'all would stop treating Floridians like we're either helpless victims or horrible bigots with zero in-between.

Some of us are doing our damnedest to make things better. Some of us love Florida with every fiber of our being. Some of us think of Florida, and before anything else, we think "that's home."

It feels pretty fucking bad to constantly see people say your home should be abandoned. It feels pretty fucking bad when the entire rest of the world refuses to see your home as anything but a joke or a problem.

Florida is beautiful. Florida is my home. I'm going to fight for it no matter how many people reading this think I should just pack up and abandon it.

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absolutely loving my new desk set up in my university apartment !!

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🌾 tues nov 5

sleep :: 6 hours? woke up early :)

body :: some good walks but could've done better lol, had all my meals and drank all my water

reading :: nothing today!

deep focus :: none.. jesus christ, everyone wanted me at work -_-

routine :: did not follow it haha

reflection :: i really hate how chummy and buddy buddy my coworkers are. they stop by to chat and i let them know i'm studying but they don't really care and continue bothering me. once i got home, i was super exhausted too, so now i'm playing catch up on a wednesday.

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august 19th, 2024

first day of classes!! for having to start a totally new routine, i’m pretty satisfied with how it went. i managed to get through the day without passing out from heat exhaustion, so i’m counting that as a win!! i am pretty tired tho so i think this may be a slightly less organized post…

today, i:

🫧 did a little 5 minute breathing meditation as soon as i woke up. i’ve done those sporadically in the past, but it helped me stay awake (instead of going back to sleep before having to go to work) and be more grounded in the morning, so i might add that to my routine :)

🫧 caught the bus!! i hadn’t figured out this particular bus route yet so i’m very glad this worked out, i had been a little nervous abt this

🫧 started on an assigned reading for one of my classes before even going to said class! i’m gonna try very very hard to not get behind on classes this year. and… if possible… stay ahead on classes!!

🫧 got lunch with @maniacalgenius and a couple other of my friends :) i’m glad it’s worked out that i can set up some small little routine things like those so i can still spend time with people <3

🫧 talked to some new people!! i left band and walked in the same direction as one of the new members of our band, and she recognized me, so we were chatting for a while :) that’s a huge thing for me, since talking to new people has historically not been a strength of mine, and i’m more excited for band this year than i have been in the past!!

🫧 went to my one actual, non-band class of the day. i was a bit nervous about this one but that’s no longer the case because i found out i have a friend in there!! we went out for a little treat afterwards with some other friends and it was so nice, i’m so excited for that class now <3

photo dump:

pretty sky pic from the other evening <3 one thing about me is that i will ALWAYS stop for a sky pic

got a coffee before going to my early work shift!! timed out pretty well, i had time to stop in and get my drink before it got super busy there

media:

🎧: “nobody’s soldier” - hozier

📖: the unabridged journals of sylvia plath [i haven’t had much time to read, what with classes starting, but i’ll try and make some time in my breaks between classes]

📺: criminal minds season 7 episode 1 - “it takes a village”

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I wish i made a little more money to be able to have amazing study sessions like yesterday >_<!! i went to a local spanish cafe and got 2 empanadas and a hot chocolate and submitted my assignments for the day..

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🐛 mon nov 4

sleep :: about 7 hours! i overslept :p

body :: i ate 3 meals! and went on a small walk

reading :: another chapter of alice in wonderland

deep focus :: about 1hr on ethics homework

routine :: establishing a new routine of studying and knocking out later work for about an hour after all my classes - it went well!

reflection :: oh i am sooo sleepy after reading all these complicated ethics essays but i will survive 💪 lots of fish notes to take tomorrow because i'm behind but i will do it! i tested the new Focus mode on my chromebook. i like the music/ambiance available much better than what's available on flocus - but i can't figure out a way to track a streak. i'll be doing more experimenting on if it helps me!

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133 Days of Uni [19/133]

🌞19/08/24🌛

🎧song of the day: July - Hozier

Today’s To Dos:

Recorded a small work with me while catching up on some notes.

Primed some wooden canvases for some watercolour painting later on

Caught up on my notes

Applied for an amazing job

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