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If you're really scared of faking it, then you're probably not faking it.

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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Guess what 2013 Caity imma make some

also i want some eighteenth century stays

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collections that are raw as fuck ➝ valentino spring 2014

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Jessica Brown-Findlay by Alex Sainsbury for Dominic Jones Fall 2012

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Apparently I am dressed too inappropriately in my tank top and sweatpants to be downstairs where my 12 year old sister has her 12 year old friend over for her bday sleepover. Such whore. In my tanktop I slept in.

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So after I turn in my test, Kato sensei follows me outside to talk with me for a moment. About my boobs. And my clothes. And how “there’s too much attractive” and it’s distracting and that she’s worried something might happen to me. I don’t know how to react to this.

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Still afraid to eat in front of people/in public 80% of the time

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Eating crap because you’re headachy and hoping it will help but then you freak out about the eating and the freak out stresses you out and makes the headache worse

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Mom making me feel guilty for eating some banana pudding like can you not

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i keep losing everything except weight

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Me: *tries to buy produce*

Mom: Cait stop spending so much money I've got (assorted veggies) in the fridge

Me: *cooks veggies mom bought*

Mom: stop eating all of my vegetables

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Positivity bc I'm getting more stretch marks and I need it

The other day my little sister pointed at the stretch marks on my hips and asked me “what are those little designs” That’s really cute Designs I like that

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Breakfast yesterday and today ~~~

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I need to lose 20 pounds, make $10,000, and sleep for 4 days all before tomorrow.