natutemis

[natutemis]

Moon.

I've changed myself so much to a point it's almost unrecognizable.

Nauseous.

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I don't know him, but I can't help myself wanting to get close to him.

Everything is so hard to bear, the feeling comes back every 2-3 month. I can't be in the same space as him, I don't dare to pull back the curtain.

But just once, please. I want to seek it out.

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It is hard to escape certain people because we're all active in the same community.

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I bought 2 cakes for 30 bucks today and my mental health is deteriorating.

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Map

I had no intention of hiding who I am. Whoever happen to find this blog should understand.

Exploring through new media to express, human often forgets that we need conflict and pressure to continue evolving.

I don't know who I am, I exist as I am. I have no personality, no hobby nor interest, no strength nor weakness. Human are shaped by society, how can anybody certan who they are, can they truely have free will if others had told them what their options were?

No one understands me. I do not matter.