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thinking about how amakusa mentions being on leave from whatever his current job is when ange meets up with him but he only has another week or so left, meaning he almost definitely deserted AGAIN to keep being her emotional support freak

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With only the footprints in the mud, this level of reasoning is possible for Furudo Erika. What do you think, everyone!?

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Do you ever think about the fact that Rosa has to live with what happened to Kuwardian Beatrice. You're the youngest in an abusive home and suddenly there's blood on your hands and you just have to go back home where even your family will not care. You accidentally led a woman to her death and you just have to go into your dark and lonely room where not even the walls will care. Because this is an uncaring island. Because this is an uncaring world. How much of Rosa was changed by this? How many times do you think she saw this woman's head smashed against those rocks in her mind? How many times do you think she cried over it? Did she even care?

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i think it's just something about how it's kind of a belated fulfillment of the promise. it's sayo's survivor's guilt over living on time stolen from her mother and now even living out a dream she never got to see fulfilled. sayo is trapped but she did get to go to the aquarium. her world is finite but it's bigger than the birdcage. she looks at the fish in the tanks and wonders if anyone has told them about the ocean, or if they'll die thinking this is all there is to the world

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if you ever want to get really upset really quickly you can think about how the aquarium george takes shannon to in ep2 is the same aquarium rosa promised to bring kuwadorian beatrice to, and the one she was asking about at the moment of her death

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do you think anyone's ever forgotten sakutarou's name and googled "umineko lion" and gotten a bit of a surprise

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lambdadelta is one of those characters you'd be forgiven for not thinking too much of at the end of the day but i swear every time i think more about her i appreciate her character more. she's so skilled at being super helpful in a way that makes her look like she's being antagonistic. "she only makes winning moves" is such rich context for so many of her actions. i think she cares a lot more than she ever shows us. i think it really pisses her off that she cares, but she does. i love her

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KYRIE WHY ARE YOU GIRL KINZO

I'm sitting here in my room, at a surprisingly comfortable temperature wise considering its like 35c normally and my aircon is off. Slamming my head into the fucking desk because of Kyrie Ushiromiya (and also Battler but MAINLY KYRIE)

This isnt even fuckin going into Kyrie's role as an enforcer of cishet misogynist norms within the family if I wasnt going insane every time I try to understand Kyrie Ushiromiya and also haven't started ep 4 yet id be out here writing about her role in enforcing amanormatiivity and cishet monogamy through how she presents romance and her blatent misogony-

SHE MARRIED A MAN WHO LIKES WESTERNS YET SHE'S THE ONE WHO IS CARRYING A SECRET GUN AROUND- (If I tracked my guns right in Ep 3 since they only got 4 guns for the 4 siblings and Rosa's gun went to Hideyoshi, and Krauss and Eva still had their guns.) I swear- instead of actually trying to solve the murder mystery I just try to figure out what's going on with Kyrie for 398247239849 hours.

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"Don't Worry. Everyone will be revived in the Golden Land."

okay 💖

yay 💖

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beabato can be yuri and yaoi if you believe

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So crazy how 18 year old Eva's iconic bob haircut turns into her mother's hair as she is slowly forced to accept that she can't actually imagine a world where she escapes the gender dynamics she is born into, as she resigns herself to a marriage with a man who doesn't really understand her

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hopeless time loop. the way out isn’t to save everyone. the way out isn’t to save even one person. the way out isn’t to change anything. the way out is accepting how it happened the first time is how it always will be. that’s how you acted, that’s how they acted, that’s how you would have acted every time if you weren’t given the curse of hindsight. the way out is accepting you can’t fix the past; you can only forgive yourself for it.

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asking aunt eva 🧡

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I think about Natsuhi being a child bride in an arranged marriage more than is probably reasonable

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"Stuck in the timeloop as a punishment" is cool and all, but stuck in the timeloop voluntarily though? Oh, brother. Stuck in the timeloop cause you just can't move on. Stuck in the timeloop even if you know that it's not real and whatever should've happen already did. Stuck in the timeloop even if doesn't makes you happy. You just can't bear the thought of not being able to see them ever again. Stuck in the timeloop even if you know you should move on. Stuck in the timeloop even if you know they would want you to move on.

But maybe just a little while longer.

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likely thing for you to be