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Crushes in highschool

It’s so fucking stupid because you basically create a fictional character place upon the person you actually like whom you may or may not to talk to but either way don’t have the guts to truly to talk to and although it’s mainly a mixture of raging hormones causing these attractions it means so much to you and you know there is really no chance you will end up with this person you long and hope for something to happen like it does in the movies so if you are wondering why this annoying female who is just lonely and gross and inside her bed thinking about some stupid boy who sits behind her in ap European history who plays basketball and is funny smart and kinda stupid but in a charming way and also handsome with the cutest eyes and wears this adorable necklace with a cross also going along with his amazing quality of being such a devoted Christian and you know he’d respect and probably share the same idea on absistence as you but still respects any other view and you know you’d make cute babies and he’d let you choose most things and would be sort of romantic if he knows and looks amazing in a suit and also you could easily ask him out but wait there are a few problems wait no plethora of problems you can’t face the rejections nor can you really talk to him and he either is shy around you or he really just doesn’t like you and I guess either is okay but the fact that you don’t know kills ya The funny thing is that you have a great relationship with your ap euro teacher and he is the reason you developed this crush and you were different nevwurh boys until you really started thinking about his suggestion and in god I can’t wait to die. PS NO PUNCTUATION ON PURPOSE