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Follow for daily thinspo

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Everytime I see a pretty girl on Insta I start to cry. I start to ask myself: “Why can’t I look them?”

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“For so long I’ve been fighting my way toward what I imagine is light, but I’m beginning to wonder what’s on the other side of this.”

— Stephanie Danler, Stray: A Memoir (Knopf, May 19, 2020) 

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I’ve never been enough.

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Don’t stop until you’re proud.

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alexis ren👑🥺 ultimate thinspo

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I just want to be skinny and small. I want to have a flat stomach and a noticeable rib cage. I want to have collarbones and hip bones. I want to have thin thighs and thin arms. I want to have self control. I want to be able to not be consumed by hunger. I want to be beautiful and dainty and desirable. I want to be both internally and externally beautiful. I want to be thought of as pretty. I want to wear tight clothes and not feel fat. I want to be beautiful. I want to be wanted.

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i see all these others girls making so much progress and i’m sitting here crying because i fucked up every. single. day.

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Another green thinspo bc @skinnyleg-end requested it and I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of it

I wanna be a skinny plant queen

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May 29,2019

I know the day isn’t over but I’m like over come with emotions and like idk I feel like posting! Anyways I just look around at all the girls around me and they are all so skinny and it makes me so sad Bc they all eat whatever the fuck they want and don’t gain any weight yet when I eat onefucking meal I literally gain a whole pound or two. I just want to feel good about myself and it’s so hard when I’m surrounded by people who have the body I want yet know I won’t be able to have. people say I look good but I just can’t see or feel it Ahahahh FUCK THISSSSS

Also I ate lunch for the first time in forever and now I’m very anxious but full of energy and I hate this feeling. When my ‘Ed’ first started I would only eat lunch so my friends would think I was normal and tell my parents I ate at swim practice, but now since swim ended I can’t make an excuse for not eating at home so I’m forced to eat at home. I usually skip breakfast and lunch and only eat dinner but today for some reason I decided to eat and I know it’s supposed to be good Bc #gettingbetter but I can’t stop thinking about how much I ate and how bad I feel. I feel like a FAT FAILURE! I will be at 100 pounds by July and I’m gonna do everything in my power to do it.

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well lads I just saw my thighs and now it’s time to starve

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