nastyaex
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she/her, 21 || Soukoku OTP || NastyaEx on ao3 馃崏馃敾
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nastyaex 4 days ago
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I'll obviously still come to say hi here from time to time, I'm too attached to this account
Sorry, I've been trying to get my skk hyperfix back but it's been hard 馃珷 I don't know what suddenly caused its loss.
Usually, when I lose my bsd hyperfixation, it always comes back, but I feel like maybe not this time, it's been a year now... I don't know if it's because of the direction the manga is taking or what. I think what played into it were the very short chapter so many times in a row. Which is fine, Asagiri is a human being, but in the long term, I guess it did lose me. I think I lost interest when there was yet another break last year (which, again, is normal, Asagiri and Kusanagi are human and if they need to take a step back, they should take it).
It feels a bit strange, also because I'm no longer on bsdtwt. Like, at all. But I think I left a little after something absolutely dramatic happened on it. Maybe it pushed me away without me realising it. I was actually fandomless for a while on twitter lol and it felt so damn strange?... But now I'm happily chilling on moatwt for the five boys I love most.
I feel a bit bad. I had so many fanfic plans but now I just look at them and I can't. I just can't. Maybe it's also because I've been so busy IRL. I miss writing so much. Now I write things that no one will ever be able to read and feel.
I'm not particularly sad or anything... I'm just contemplating. Bungou Stray Dogs and Soukoku used to be such a big part of my life, and now I never think about them.
But hey, people change and that's okay. It means I needed to move on to a new chapter 鈽猴笍
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nastyaex 4 days ago
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Sorry, I've been trying to get my skk hyperfix back but it's been hard 馃珷 I don't know what suddenly caused its loss.
Usually, when I lose my bsd hyperfixation, it always comes back, but I feel like maybe not this time, it's been a year now... I don't know if it's because of the direction the manga is taking or what. I think what played into it were the very short chapter so many times in a row. Which is fine, Asagiri is a human being, but in the long term, I guess it did lose me. I think I lost interest when there was yet another break last year (which, again, is normal, Asagiri and Kusanagi are human and if they need to take a step back, they should take it).
It feels a bit strange, also because I'm no longer on bsdtwt. Like, at all. But I think I left a little after something absolutely dramatic happened on it. Maybe it pushed me away without me realising it. I was actually fandomless for a while on twitter lol and it felt so damn strange?... But now I'm happily chilling on moatwt for the five boys I love most.
I feel a bit bad. I had so many fanfic plans but now I just look at them and I can't. I just can't. Maybe it's also because I've been so busy IRL. I miss writing so much. Now I write things that no one will ever be able to read and feel.
I'm not particularly sad or anything... I'm just contemplating. Bungou Stray Dogs and Soukoku used to be such a big part of my life, and now I never think about them.
But hey, people change and that's okay. It means I needed to move on to a new chapter 鈽猴笍
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nastyaex 4 days ago
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happy late year
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nastyaex 5 months ago
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so, did soukoku finally kiss or do i still have to write fanfics
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nastyaex 7 months ago
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nastyaex 8 months ago
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we're still occupying our university, but i feel so powerless at times. may all eyes stay on Rafah, Gaza and Palestine
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nastyaex 8 months ago
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week 1 of camping at my uni campus for Palestine, i hope that my back will forgive me someday
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nastyaex 10 months ago
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:D
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nastyaex 10 months ago
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Still alive, got to animate today's pro-palestinian protest in Brussels 馃崏
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nastyaex 10 months ago
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soukoku au but it's just them reading the communist manifesto together
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nastyaex 10 months ago
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i'm alive
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nastyaex 1 year ago
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btw i will officially never (positively) talk about Stranger things ever again. Boycott that show
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nastyaex 1 year ago
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It's official, Still With Me, Still With You is over. 馃憦
It feels strange
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nastyaex 1 year ago
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it's very short, very raw. i wish i could post it now, but i have to wait for my beta reader
let's finally finish it. 馃┒
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nastyaex 1 year ago
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let's finally finish it. 馃┒
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nastyaex 1 year ago
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馃┓馃尯馃崜SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING 馃┓馃尯馃崜i hope everything's well, as i don't see you post that often (but maybe you just escaped the hellsite ahah)
ahhh that's so sweet thank you!! <3
I'm not that active on social media anymore, lots of activism IRL. But I'm still here (and, surprisingly enough, alive) !
Exams are coming up, so I'm going to be more active soon!! You're just as wonderful 馃
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nastyaex 1 year ago
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just watched dead poets society. loved it
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