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Boston Post, Massachusetts, August 7, 1920

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may the rest of this year be softer

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the things i would do to be a deer in the winter time, its where i belong

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The Musica Universalis (Harmony of the Spheres) - Ratios of Orbital Distance and Orbital Periods. Musica Universalis (Music of the Spheres) is an Ancient Philosophical concept that regards Proportions in the movements of Celestial bodies of the Sun and Planets as a Form of Musica (the Medieval Latin name for Music). This “Music” is not literally Audible, but a Harmonic and Mathematical relationship between our Star and it’s Satellites. This design is inspired by theory and writings taken from Johannes Kepler’s “Mysterium Cosmographicum” (The Secret of the Universe) where he explored the relationships of Harmonies in our Solar System and sought to uncover the “Music” therein. In this graphic, the Circles represent Orbital Resonance, which occurs when two Planets have an Orbit that are a simple Integer Ratio of each other. For example, consider the Orbits of Earth and Venus (8 : 13), which means the two Planets arrive at almost the same position after 8 Earth Orbits and 13 Venus Orbits. The underlying Circles represent relationships of Orbital Distance as calculated from each Planets semi-minor Axis - which is the shortest length in a Planets elliptical Orbit around the Sun. What is most striking, is that the mirrored structure that arises in the semi-minor Axis between: - the first and last for Planets (both 4:1) - the last and first Planets (both 25 : 1) - and the fourth Planets as counted in from the 1st and last (25 : 4) - Mars from Mercury, and Saturn from Pluto In this view of the semi-minor and Orbital Resonaces overlaid, the whole Solar System takes on the appearance of a carefully Mathematically Balanced ballet of Harmonic Relationships and shared Proportions. In some instances the Ratios and Relationships depicted here are reputed to be very accurate (in terms of Cosmological distances which are vast) coming close to 99.8%.

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i could never be a music reviewer because every single album i would just be like yaaaayyy i loved it i had so much fun!!^_^ im glad they're creating something!!!!^_^

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still proud of you even if you didn’t get as much done in 2023 as you’d hope. you still survived the year, and that’s huge.

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You deserve a warm life, a cozy life, a life free of pain and full of people who genuinely care. A world where, when you experience pain, people are still there for you. You will find a soft future. It will be a slow process, full of missteps and fumbling, but someday you will look around and realize that you were right to keep on going.

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reminder to self: one day it won’t bother you every night. one day it won’t even pass through your mind, not once.

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you are not hard to love

you are not hard to love

you are not hard to love

whoever made you think otherwise was not worthy of your love

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if you’re struggling lately, i hope this reaches you.

we will be okay. you will be okay. you will grow and evolve and heal. you will enjoy life again even if it’s not the same as it was the last time you were happy. you will live your life not feeling stuck. you will do more than survive. you will thrive.

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i wanna see a hannibal-level psychosexual obsession between two normal people. like some freak who works at a deli counter and the city bus driver who buys sandwiches with anchovies on purpose

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just thinking about... love... the physical aspects... comfort in each other's presence etc you know? regular day for me

Liu Xiaodong (Chinese, b. 1963), Love, 1995 / Clare Elsaesser / Harold Von Schmidt, Cosmopolitan Illustration (1926) / Clare Elsaesser

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this pandemic has been especially hard for us soft-spoken bitches 😔 no one can hear us through our mask

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I don’t think I’ll ever stop saying this, but bullying should be treated more seriously. Bullying directly affects the most basic social interactions. When you’re being ostracized for anything crucial to yourself - your weight, ethnicity, mental illness, neurodivergence, sexuality or gender, anything at all -, it really fucks you up, because you don’t feel safe anywhere you go. You’ll likely not trust your own friends or loved ones because you might be terrified they’re actually making fun of you. e.g. I literally can’t see my own friends whispering something to one another without wondering if they’re talking about me.

And it’s especially more awful when you’re also abused at home, because most of the time schools/colleges/workplaces don’t give a shit, and when your family doesn’t either, you have no support system at all.