namelessgr4ve

[namelessgr4ve]

i could only ever be enough for anyone if they wanted something other than love or sex. maybe a servant or a punching bag or something. that i can do

[namelessgr4ve]

hang me and beat me around with a baseball bat like a pinata while i asphyxiate

[namelessgr4ve]

I wish i could find someone to train me like this

[namelessgr4ve]

need a guy that will purposely make me uncomfortable, that likes seeing me in distress knowing i won’t leave!! that is amused by my mental suffering knowing i’m far too attached to him to do anything about it!!T^T

[namelessgr4ve]

let me kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face??^_^

[namelessgr4ve]

somebody please tear my face off my skull gut me and leave me to rot in the woods i’m just not cut out for life i’m not supposed to exist

[namelessgr4ve]

"It's time," I say, nudging you awake with my boot.

"I've had so much fun playing with you," I say, running my hands over the livid bruises that cover your body, "but we're done now." I wrap my hand around your throat and find your pulse on both sides.

You gaze up at me, your eyes shining. This is what you had been waiting for, why you had sought me out.

My hands begin to squeeze, cutting off the blood to your brain. You struggle to stay conscious, but as your eyes droop you relax into the certainty that you will never wake again.

[namelessgr4ve]

i do want to be abused in the most terrible ways possible, mentally and physically and i want to be tortured and degraded and taken advantage of but i also want it to be romantic!! i want to be the only one you treat like this, i want to be all you'll ever want, i want to fulfill your most gruesome desires and be all you need!! i want to feel loved with every punch to my face and desired with every bruise on my body!!!!

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god i can’t stop thinking about him putting his cigarettes out on me. cornering me, grabbing my arm to hold it steady and just grinding it in,,, ughh need him to use me as his ashtray

[namelessgr4ve]

something something getting beaten to death and uhhh something else

[namelessgr4ve]

Since it's spooky season I'm really scared of dark romance people who tease me with affection and love me and tell me to cvt myself for them!! (Please I'm desperate for love..)

[namelessgr4ve]

slice my wrists and tell me what a loser i am before you finger my wounds and make me sob in agony

[namelessgr4ve]

you wanna beat me up so baaaadd… you want to smash my head into a wall and break my noooseeeee…… you want to kick my body while i lay on the floor sobbbbiiiiinggg….

[namelessgr4ve]

you’re in his dms, i’m in his basement being tortured and abused!^_^

[namelessgr4ve]

If I'm not crying and begging and trying to fight against my restrains while bleeding out at his feet, it's not real ♡

[namelessgr4ve]

does anyone in new jersey wanna beat the shit out of somebody

[namelessgr4ve]

Dying peacefully sounds so boring! If I'm not killed by a stalker or beat to death during sex, was it really worth dying??