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*sniffs fanfiction like a fine wine*

Do I detect a hint of… bedsharing? Mutual pining perhaps?

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This blogger remembers when we didn’t have AO3.

This blogger remembers when we had to put disclaimers at the head of our fics and pray that someone didn’t take it into their heads to sue us for what we created.

This blogger remembers brilliant artists and writers getting decades of work obliterated on LJ because someone who wanted to tell people what they were allowed to create went running to someone who wanted a profit, and told them the artists and writers had been naughty.

This blogger remembers just how hard the creators of AO3 worked to build the thing we all seem to take for granted now.

This blogger watched friends dive into the creation process so heartily and determinedly that they all but disappeared from the writing/gaming/artistic side of their fandom for YEARS while they worked to make the archive happen.

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This blogger has NEVER taken AO3 for granted, and has ALWAYS been damned glad to have access to it.  Even in years when this blogger didn’t have the means to support it financially.

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The face of chin scratchies… 😽😸❤️

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If the Supernatural show finale isn’t an episode akin to Swan Song which highlights everything Sam and Dean have done for the world and how strong their bond is and how they’re going to end up in heaven together, then what even is the point?

I get that Cas, Jack and the others have to be in the culmination of the season storyline, but make that the second last episode.

In the finale, give me two boys in their family home car, driving down old American dirt roads, reminiscing about and unloading years of crap.

Give me Sam and Dean acknowledging how much they’ve given up and how much good they’ve done.

Give me Sam and Dean telling each other that they’re glad the other is here, saying ‘I love you’ in their own special way.

Give me Sam and Dean at peace. I want them to have a vacation and then the screen to fade.

(And maybe, if it needs to happen, we see the people left in the bunker, holding a glass of scotch each, “here’s to Sam and Dean Winchester.” And I’ll throw Cas a bone if he says, “I hope they find peace in heaven together.”)

Then, we see Sam walking down a path disoriented and he reaches the old Winchester house, knocks frantically on the door and Dean opens it and says, “Easy there tiger!” And Sam’s eyes are teary and Dean hugs him and says, “Bitch.” And Sam just laughs, “Jerk.”

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“Sweet nothings stay between us.”

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J2 || Supernatural || Season 1 Promos

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“It’s like the “Dean Winchester” bat signal…but neon. Thanks to everyone who helped us celebrate 300 episodes last night. And a special thanks to all who helped us get there. Love you all. What a ride!” [x]

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J2-sync

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I’m still alive.

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the ladies of fox way in their twenties cause i Can

buy a print

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Wincestmas for @sasquatchandleatherjacket | Day Eleven

“They’d never been lovers, of course, not in the physical sense. But they’d been lovers as most of us manage, loving through expressions, and gestures, and the palm set softly upon the bruise at the necessary moment. Lovers by inclination rather than by lust. Lovers, that is, by love.”  -Gregory Maguire; “Out of Oz “

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throwback to this moment at honcon when jared jumps without thinking at the opportunity jensen gives him lmao cos it’s glorious

i love how jared is stunned for so long because he just fucked up bad xDD if what he said wasn’t so close to the truth he would have just laughed it off and jensen’s just “well alright then, it’s outing ourselves time!” 

and i also love that long look they exchange at the end 

source xxx  xxx  this is some premium gaycon moment lol

to sum up:

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I’m probably never gonna be over the fact that there was a point in their lives when Sam and Dean looked like this omg

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Y’know, I was thinking about wincest the other day (as I often do), and scrolling through some posts on tumblr, and something that really struck me is how little the ship revolves around subtext. Like, don’t get me wrong, there’s loads of subtext—but comparatively, the vast majority of Sam and Dean’s relationship is text. It’s canon. It’s all actual stuff they’ve said out loud (whether it’s to each other or a third party) or decisions we’ve seen them make on-screen. And that’s referring to their actual, weirdly close fraternal relationship in-show, yes, but also to the more fanon romantic/sexual take on their relationship.

The soulmates reveal in 5x16 might be the biggest one, but even more than that: Dean’s recently talked about how pretty he thinks Sam is [14x04], Sam’s mentioned how physically attractive he thinks Dean is [6x22], Dean literally said he wanted to get off to watching Sam have sex in front of him [12x11], Sam was willing to spend the rest of their lives as undead corpse-monsters as long as they could be together [3x15], Dean told Sam he never has and never will love anyone more than him [8x23], Sam (while having his memories erased, and thus having no knowledge of them being related) asked Dean to run away with him to spend their lives together [4x17], Dean—of his own volition—has referred to them as a married couple more than once [10x03 & 12x14], they’ve both doomed the entire world and everyone in it in favor of keeping the other one safe (something they’ve never exclusively done for anyone else) [8x23 & 10x23 & 12x23], they’ve both attempted to sell their souls for each other (something they’ve never done for anyone else) [2x22 & 4x09], they entered into a suicide pact with a reaper solely because they couldn’t stand being separated from each other for like 6 weeks [12x09], Dean’s siren—as admitted by the siren herself—was a copy of Sam [4x14], Sam’s completely given up all pretense of wanting a relationship with a woman and is fully intent on spending his entire life (and afterlife) with Dean [11x04 & 11x11 & 13x20], Dean literally described their relationship as a “deep, abiding love for each other” [8x01], Sam admitted he only formed a relationship with Ruby (which later turned into a sexual relationship, mind you) because she reminded him of Dean [4x09], Dean laid down an ultimatum and made Sam choose between him and a romantic/sexual relationship with Amelia [8x10], Sam immediately assumed Dean was under a magic spell when he said he was in love with another woman and referred to her as his soulmate [13x12], Dean literally fisted his brother in the ass on-screen [5x08], and that’s not even counting the multiple times complete strangers sincerely assumed they were a couple [1x08 & 1x18 & 2x11 & 3x08 & 9x13 & 10x06 & 11x05 & 11x08], etc, etc.

Like, that’s all canon. Mostly from Sam and Dean’s own mouths (not just some antagonist taunting them to get a rise out of them—although that’s happened plenty of times too). Plus, there’s tons more that I haven’t even mentioned. The hair-stroking and face-stroking and thigh-stroking and all the other way-innapropriately romantic ways for brothers to touch each other. The flirty, teasing, sexually-charged jokes. Dean getting all jealous and snippy about Sam with other women. Them freaking out anytime they’re separated by a door. Them losing their fucking shit when the other one dies or is taken away.

None of the above is subtext. None of it is relying on symbolism, or character parallels, or looks, or moments when they’re probably thinking about each other even though it isn’t stated in the actual text (of which there are all many).

I know it isn’t news or anything, but for some reason I just really got fixated on this thought. Most fanon ships are like 90% subtext, 10% text. Wincest is the other way around.

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