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Happy Halloween

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hey do you wanna go to the park and sit on the swings and look at the moon together

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My biggest mistakes have been doing things out of fear losing what I want from life.

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Fire Starters!

You can find these on my shop

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osha compliant blowjob

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If it works, it works

(via)

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“Give me pets”

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@ lights: PRIDE ROUND UP!!!! I never feel more safe and accepted than I do with queer people. Here’s to those who evade tradition to dig deeper into who they are, who love loud and wear their hearts on their sleeves, to who never settle until they find their happiness, and to being fun as fuck and dancing til the sun comes up. Happy Pride!!

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I just am sick of it. I've been feeling so hopeless and breaking my own heart because all I wanted was to be safe and open up everything but when it's a decades old wound it's tough to open up about. I minimized at every turn which is why I always hated being told I was being judgy when the truth is my traumatized ass was just trying to interpret the situation as best I could. I mean I didn't have my own bedroom until college I didn't have any right to judge anyone I just wanted to be happy and those around me to feel the same. After growing up with so much disappointment and conflicting emotions for someone so close to me I just had to hold myself to a different standard cause I felt if otherwise I would slip and end up being exactly what I fought not to be. And the saddest part is losing her and not having the softness I showed after making a mess of things returned led me to the closest of what I never wanted to be. I grew tired of being told stories about me from when I was wasted and everything I despised would come out cause it was always there I grew up with it. I wanted to stand up to it when I was a boy and I wanted to stand up to it when I was older but i just stood there and took it I wasn't strong I couldn't do anything to change it and it just ate at me. That's when I started grinding my teeth and having nightmares about bad things happening to stop the alcoholism. It's taken me so long to be able to freely do what I want and still I'm one bad day from sinking i just want the freedom to be happy I want to be accepted as me by her but it won't matter cause I'm nothing I work my ass to survive but that's all I'm doing and that's why I brokedown I knew what failing meant and I never wanted to settle for being lesser when I was just as deserving

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