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this sounds very off i’m safe and fine just emotional

having a mental patient moment 😁 for hrs i don’t know what to do

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having a mental patient moment 😁 for hrs i don’t know what to do

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had very weird (possible fever) dreams and one of them i found these super cute jeans for some reason i was rlly into jeans idk why but they looked big and they were a size 10 which whatever but ik im size 4-5 so i was like mmm ill try them and see if i like the look off the hanger then find my size bc was rlly crowded place but they fit perfectly and made it look like i had an ass……i still got them in the dream

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what i ate today! 07.24

breakfast- 3:45boiled egg 59, 8:30boiled egg again 56

lunch- green goddess salad 246

snack -beef jerkey 123, kombucha 60, skittles…..250 😔

dinner- chicken noodle soup 90 skinny pop 40

total - 924

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p sure bf can fully hold my upper arm in one hand but i feel like bf of that i need to lose sm more

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rewatching skins at 20 to see how insane it was for me to watch at 14 and bc i’ve been t honking ab the show a lot so i need to rewatch obv and i never even finished it smh my head

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What i ate today! 07.21

breakfast- quesabirria 303, celsius pre gym 10

lunch- elote in cup 😈270 😔

dinner- burger & jamaica 422

freaking snacks- skwinkles (unphotographed) 22

thai tea drank half 110?

Total- 1128🤯

BURNED ab 200 at gym yippee still so much food though

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no what i eat maybe till tuesday maybe idk bc with bf for celebration weekend but will still take photos to post perhaps

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what i ate today! 07.18

Breakfast- 3am overnight oats 200, 9am protein poptart 192

Lunch- 1pm chicken breast pieces 125, ketchup 25

Snack- 3pm beef jerkey 104 not pictured , kombucha 60

Dinner- 6pm Turkey breast slice 33, kiwi 49, cottage cheese with everything bagel seasoning 128

Days total - 901 😐

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guys don’t hate me but i had two breakfasts today bc i get up so early and first break was at regular eating time but i wake up starving sometimes okay

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dont wanna go to work i ish wanna sleep through the whole day with bf or at least in his bed i miss him and im tired and drained emotionally

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i wish it was cold and rainy and not summer bc why is it so hot i hate the heat it makes me feel fatter and harder to restrict bc why is it 90° rn at 3:59 am pls

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me n her 4 life

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perhaps will go back to making wieiad posts in here bc i miss it and it kept me motivated to eat healthier

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perhaps body check?? idk taken at the incorrect psych office plus cat yay

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so confused if my hand/s always look like this like to other ppl or if it’s just the camera