In The Mind of a Casual Dreamer.
Trying to put my thoughts into prespective. Imagining the good and overlooking the bad.
I'm a woman trying my best to resolve the past, staying in the present, and keeping in mind of my future. Its seems over time I don't have everything under control. I'm trying to be okay with this.
I'm a mother - a wife - simply a woman with out of control emotions. Several years ago, I started on Blogger - time to time you may see a bit of my journals transferred to here. I do most of writing on tumblr. This is just for me... for the sake of my sanity and others around me. I've created In the Mind of a Casual Dreamer aka BfB =)
“You must always have gratitude for the way you are. Don’t feel sorry for yourself. Love yourself just the way you are. By loving yourself just the way you are you will transcend those things that have appeared to annoy you, to bother you, to cause you pain. They will all go. You will no longer be aware of them. Let go of everything. Have no desires whatsoever. Dive deep within the Self. Do not react to the outside world or to your body. All is well.”
I'm Still Trying To Find Ways To Express The Death of Chester B. I'm at Loss of Words. Hybrid Theory & Meteora Were My Go To In 2000/2004. Those Two Albums Helped Me Out In Ways I Couldn't - Never Heard a Band Quite Like Them. His Unique Voice That Hypnotically Connected with Mikes Touch of Rhythmic Lyrics. There Is No Other. My Heart Breaks For His Family, His Beautiful Wife & His Kids That Will Only Have Memories of Those Moments When. Chester - Your Music Lives On & You'll Forever My Blaring on My Household Sounds Waves. My Prayers To You & All Those Who Loved & Connected With You 💔💔
Learn to love the fool in you, the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes, loses often, lacks self control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects you against that utterly self-controlled, masterful tyrant whom you also harbour and who would rob you of human aliveness, humility and dignity but for your fool.