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Say you won’t let go (anymore)

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Feeling used

Merasa dipermainkan

But I'm Still missing you

Tapi aku Masih merindumu

And I can't See the end of this

Dan aku tak bisa Mengetahui akhir dari hal ini

Just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips

And now all this time Is passing by

Dan sekarang seluruh waktu ini Telah berlalu

But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you

Tapi rupanya aku masih tak bisa berkata kenapa Hal itu menyakitiku setiap aku melihatmu

Realize how much I need you

Menyadari betapa aku membutuhkanmu

 I hate you I love you

Aku benci karena aku mencintaimu

I hate that I love you

Aku benci bahwa aku mencintaimu

Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you

Tak kuinginkan, tapi aku tak bisa Mencari pengganti dirimu

 I hate you I love you

Aku benci karena aku mencintaimu

I hate that I want you

Aku benci bahwa aku menginginkanmu

You want her, you need her

Kau menginginkannya, kau membutuhkannya

And I'll never be her

Dan aku takkan pernah jadi dirinya

 I miss you when I can't sleep

Aku rindu kau saat tak bisa tidur

Or right after coffee

Atau setelah minum kopi

Or right when I can't eat

Atau saat aku tak nafsu makan

I miss you in my front seat

Aku rindu kau duduk di kursi depan

Still got sand in my sweaters

Masih ada pasir di sweaterku

From nights we don't remember

Semenjak malam yang tak kita ingat

Do you miss me like I miss you?

Apa kau rindu aku seperti aku rindu kau?

Fucked around and got attached to you

Bersenang-senang dan terikat padamu

Friends can break your heart too

And I'm always tired but never of you

Dan aku selalu penat tapi tidak pernah jika kepadamu

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit

Jika kupaksa dirimu menjadi yang kuinginkan, kau takkan menyukainya

I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit

Kulempar gulungan ini, namun kau tak menggigit umpannya

I type a text but then I nevermind that shit

Aku ketik pesan namun kuabaikan pesan itu

I got these feelings but you never mind that shit

Aku memiliki rasa ini tapi kau tak pernah memikirkannya

Oh oh, keep it on the low

Oh, oh, simpan saja dalam hati

You're still in love with me but your friends don't know

Kau masih mencintaiku tapi kawan-kawanmu tak tahu

If u wanted me you would just say so

Jika kau inginkanku, kau pasti berkata begitu

And if I were you, I would never let me go

Dan andai aku jadi kau, aku takkan biarkan diriku pergi

 I don't mean no harm

I just miss you on my arm

Aku hanya rindu kau dalam pelukku

Wedding bells were just alarms

Caution tape around my heart

 You ever wonder what we could have been?

Kau pernah bayangkan yang bisa kita punya?

You said you wouldn't and you fucking did

Kau bilang takkan melakukannya dan kau melakukannya

Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix

Bohonglah padaku, puaskan hatimu

Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing

Selalu merindukan orang yang tak seharusnya kurindukan

Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance

Kadang kau perlu membakar jembatan untuk menciptakan jarak

I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing

Aku sadar bahwa kukendalikan pikiranku dan aku harus berhenti mengenangnya

But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

Tapi aku belajar dari ayahku bahwa memiliki perasaan itu bagus

When love and trust are gone I guess this is moving on

Saat cinta dan kepercayaan sirna Kurasa inilah saatnya melanjutkan hidup

Everyone I do right does me wrong

Aku lakukan hal benar, namun salah di mata orang

So every lonely night, I sing this song

Di setiap malam sunyi, kunyanyikan lagu ini

 All alone I watch you watch her

Sendiri aku menatapmu memperhatikan dia

Like she's the only girl you've ever seen

Seakan dia satu-satunya gadis yang pernah kau temui

You don't care you never did

Kau tak perduli, kau tak pernah melakukannya

You don't give a damn about me

Kau tak perduli terhadapku

Yeah all alone I watch you watch her

Ya sendiri aku menatapmu memperhatikan dia

She's the only thing you've ever seen

Dialah satu-satunya hal yang pernah kau temui

How is it you never notice

Bagaimana bisa kau tak menyadari

That you are slowly killing me

Bahwa kau membunuhku secara perlahan

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Your heart got me hurting at times We've had our share of mistakes But all your flaws and scars are mine Still falling for you Just Your heart can got me feeling so fine

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Still falling for you..

Fire and ice

Api dan es

This love is like fire and ice

Cinta ini seperti api dan es

This love is like rain and blue skies

Cinta ini seperti hujan dan birunya langit

This love is like sun on the rise

Cinta ini seperti matahari saat terbit

This love got me rolling the dice, Don't let me lose

Cinta ini membuatku mengambil risiko, Jangan biarkan aku kehilangan (lagi)

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

Beautiful mind

Angan yang indah

Your heart got a story with mine

Hatimu memiliki kisah dengan hatiku

Your heart got me hurting at times

Hatimu menyakitiku berkali-kali

Your heart gave me new kind of highs

Hatimu beri aku bentuk kebahagiaan baru

Your heart got me feeling so fine

Hatimu buatku merasa sangat tenang

So what to do?

Lalu apa yang harus dilakukan?

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

It took us a while

Hal itu butuh waktu bagi kita

With every breath a new day

Dengan setiap hembusan hari baru

With love on the line

Dengan cinta yang sejalan

We've had our share of mistakes

Kita telah mengalami penggalan kesalahan kita

But all your flaws and scars are mine Still falling for you

Tapi semua cela dan bekas lukamu milikku masih mencintaimu

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

And just like that

Dan seperti itulah

All I breathe

Semua yang ku hirup

All I feel

Semua yang ku rasa

You are all for me

Kau segalanya bagiku

I'm in

Aku di dalamnya

And just like that

Dan seperti itulah

All I breathe

Semua yang ku hirup

All I feel

Semua yang ku rasa

You are all for me

Kau segalanya bagiku

No one can lift me, catch me the way that you do

Tak satupun bisa mengambilku, mendapatkanku seperti caramu melakukannya

I'm still falling for you

Aku masih mencintaimu

Brighter than gold

Lebih berkilau dari emas

This love shining brighter than gold

Cinta ini bersinar lebih terang dari emas

This love is like letters in bold

Cinta ini seperti huruf-huruf tebal

This love is like out of control

Cinta ini seperti tak terkendali

This love is never growing old

Cinta ini takkan menua

You make it new

Kau membuatnya selalu baru

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

It took us a while

Hal itu butuh waktu bagi kita

Because we were young and unsure

Karena kita dulu masih muda dan tak berkeyakinan

With love on the line

Dengan cinta yang sejalan

What if we both would need more

Bagaimana jika kita butuh lebih dari itu

But all your flaws and scars are mine Still falling for you

Tapi semua cela dan bekas lukamu milikku Masih mencintaimu

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

And just like that

All I breathe

All I feel

You are all for me

I'm in

And just like that

All I breathe

All I feel

You are all for me

Kau segalanya bagiku

No one can lift me, catch me the way that you do

Tak satupun bisa mengambilku, mendapatkanku seperti caramu melakukannya

I'm still falling for you

Aku masih mencintaimu

Falling, crash into my arms

Love you like this

Like a first kiss

Never let go

Falling, crash into my arms

Never breaking what we got

Jangan pernah hancurkan yang kita miliki (lagi)

Still falling for you

Masih mencintaimu

Still falling for ...

Masih mencintai ...

And just like that

All I breathe

All I feel

You are all for me

I’m in

And just like that

All I breathe

All I feel

You are all for me

All for me

And just like that

All I feel is you

Semua yang ku rasa adalah dirimu

All I feel is you

Semua yang ku rasa adalah dirimu

You are all for me

Kau segalanya bagiku

I’m still falling ...

Masih mencintai ...

And just like that

Dan seperti itulah

All I feel is you

Semua yang ku rasa adalah dirimu

All I feel is you

Semua yang ku rasa adalah dirimu

You are all for me

Kau segalanya bagiku

No one can lift me, catch me the way that you do

Tak satupun bisa mengambilku, mendapatkanku seperti caramu melakukannya

I’m still falling for you

Aku masih tetap mencintaimu

Bandung, september 19 04.00am

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The Prophet Muhammad(ﷺ) said, “Allah the Most High said, ‘I am as My servant thinks (expects) I am. I am with him when he mentions Me. If he mentions Me to himself, I mention him to Myself; and if he mentions Me in an assembly, I mention him in an assembly greater than it. If he draws near to Me a hand’s length, I draw near to him an arm’s length. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him at speed.’“ —(Sahih Al-Bukhari)

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Surround yourself with people who make you happy. People who make you laugh, who help you when you’re in need. People who genuinely care. They are the ones worth keeping in your life. Everyone else is just passing through.

Karl Marx (via quotemadness)

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Satu persatu udah ngelewatin umur 22thnya, dimana ini umur terakhir sebelum kita pisah.. Semoga kita semua bisa sama-sama rayain ulang tahun di tahun-tahun berikutnya.. 👭👭👭

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Some times you need to take a step backwards before you move forward again. Let your body rest, and your mind heal. Let the wounds mend, and time pass. Only you know when you are ready to begin again.

“Step by step” remnant-thoughts (via remnant-thoughts)